The girl with Masquerade
Whispers
I lead, follow me
Every lesson forms a new scar ▲†▼
Wednesday, 16 May 2012. 7:14 pm
Some sort of intensive drama lately. Sigh there's always gonna be a bunch of degraded bitches out there entertaining my life. ╮(╯_╰)╭ Meh, huh? Went to meet rynne before our school start and we also went to msia to shop. Watched hunger games!!! Really awesome movie. Met lina to catch up as well. Oh not forgetting shopping trip with yeeling, Okay, that was all like one to two months ago or so...
School's been alright excluding that I've to crawl outta bed every morning to attend school. I think even my butt's used to seating on the train from jurong to bishan. When the school moves to amk, I think it's going to be worse. *facepalm*. Napfa was a killer. Really stupid I swear, I don't see how nafa is going to help me in the future. And I need to quickly join cca for my points. Attendance, projects, tests, cca and all must be perfect.
If it wasn't for attendance, I swear with my life that I'll skip school everyday because honestly I can study everything on my own. LOL. Oh, I got a new phone like finally ^~^ Yay. Kinda love it :-) School life's quite okay, I just feel that I'm of a different world so ya. **//wrist** Yes this post is only talking about school becoz my life: School --> Home --> School --> Home. *routine repeats* No time and energy for anything else. Everyday when school ends, I feel so tired like as if I haven't slept for two days. I even stop going out on weekends so often.
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Been having two hours break for this week as well. And so, my lunch break location went further and further. LOL. From school to j8, to thomson, and to balestier. S11 chicken rice, manhattan fishmarket, beancurd and bah ku teh yay ♥. H8 one of my lecturer, the whole lecture have to look at me directly in the eye -__- Annoying and awkward... Happy thing is my main lecturers said that I look like japan/anime girl (even though I seriously don't look like one...), nevertheless, I'm happy to hear that. HAHA.
One of the days, me and isabel rushed over to amk during lesson time just to get her bf a stitch. It's ridiculous how hard it is to find a bloody stitch in amk and bishan. Oh god. Worst thing was that, that day's her bf's birthday so we've to find one stitch no matter what. Helpless isabel went to beg and pester the arcade manager to ask him to sell one of the stitch in the toy machine sort of thing. Lucky her got it for only $15?!?!?!?! Wtf. I should have got one for myself too. Cabbed back to lesson after that.
Me= Platform heels+tote bag to school= win. ^~^ The eyes of the malay girls from my class is so pretty that I feel like covering my head with a garbage bag... I should continue looking at pretty girls, observe their pretty features, get envy and then be depressed of my looks. Since I haven't been going out, all I could do is shop online....... and looking at my spendings, I think it's time to save. And I don't even know why I bought all those clothes for what, it's not like I'm going out frequently.
Dragged myself to catch dark shadows with my 2 couzzies few days ago. Stupid, childish yet not-too-bad movie. Catched cabin in the woods with henry and baobao 2weeks ago or something. 2/3 of the movie when was playing, we covered our whole head with henry's jacket and peep through the jacket to watch the movie bcoz it was quite scary, LOL. I even called cia becoz I was going home alone. Me: "Hello? Cia save me!!!! I'm scared omg. omg save me." <<< Thru out the whole phone call, I was only repeating this until I safely reached my doorstep from the bus stop. HAHAHA. *when i reached doorstep* "Ok nevermind I've reached home. Byebye." LOL.
Blabbering all the random shits if you can see... Lost faith in humans and the world totally as I get expose to the cruel reality more and more. Fake people. Bitches. Angels with their wicked schemes. I feel like a walking dead, waking up to only perform my duties so as to continue to survive, and awaiting for someone/something to save me. Like it's pointless and stupid to be good to anyone.
Torn between who I really am, and who I'm supposed to be after being moulded by the cruel world. Nothing's new anymore, I've seen it through. Ok bye.
Some sort of intensive drama lately. Sigh there's always gonna be a bunch of degraded bitches out there entertaining my life. ╮(╯_╰)╭ Meh, huh? Went to meet rynne before our school start and we also went to msia to shop. Watched hunger games!!! Really awesome movie. Met lina to catch up as well. Oh not forgetting shopping trip with yeeling, Okay, that was all like one to two months ago or so...
School's been alright excluding that I've to crawl outta bed every morning to attend school. I think even my butt's used to seating on the train from jurong to bishan. When the school moves to amk, I think it's going to be worse. *facepalm*. Napfa was a killer. Really stupid I swear, I don't see how nafa is going to help me in the future. And I need to quickly join cca for my points. Attendance, projects, tests, cca and all must be perfect.
If it wasn't for attendance, I swear with my life that I'll skip school everyday because honestly I can study everything on my own. LOL. Oh, I got a new phone like finally ^~^ Yay. Kinda love it :-) School life's quite okay, I just feel that I'm of a different world so ya. **//wrist** Yes this post is only talking about school becoz my life: School --> Home --> School --> Home. *routine repeats* No time and energy for anything else. Everyday when school ends, I feel so tired like as if I haven't slept for two days. I even stop going out on weekends so often.
\ Been having two hours break for this week as well. And so, my lunch break location went further and further. LOL. From school to j8, to thomson, and to balestier. S11 chicken rice, manhattan fishmarket, beancurd and bah ku teh yay ♥. H8 one of my lecturer, the whole lecture have to look at me directly in the eye -__- Annoying and awkward... Happy thing is my main lecturers said that I look like japan/anime girl (even though I seriously don't look like one...), nevertheless, I'm happy to hear that. HAHA.
One of the days, me and isabel rushed over to amk during lesson time just to get her bf a stitch. It's ridiculous how hard it is to find a bloody stitch in amk and bishan. Oh god. Worst thing was that, that day's her bf's birthday so we've to find one stitch no matter what. Helpless isabel went to beg and pester the arcade manager to ask him to sell one of the stitch in the toy machine sort of thing. Lucky her got it for only $15?!?!?!?! Wtf. I should have got one for myself too. Cabbed back to lesson after that.
Me= Platform heels+tote bag to school= win. ^~^ The eyes of the malay girls from my class is so pretty that I feel like covering my head with a garbage bag... I should continue looking at pretty girls, observe their pretty features, get envy and then be depressed of my looks. Since I haven't been going out, all I could do is shop online....... and looking at my spendings, I think it's time to save. And I don't even know why I bought all those clothes for what, it's not like I'm going out frequently.
Dragged myself to catch dark shadows with my 2 couzzies few days ago. Stupid, childish yet not-too-bad movie. Catched cabin in the woods with henry and baobao 2weeks ago or something. 2/3 of the movie when was playing, we covered our whole head with henry's jacket and peep through the jacket to watch the movie bcoz it was quite scary, LOL. I even called cia becoz I was going home alone. Me: "Hello? Cia save me!!!! I'm scared omg. omg save me." <<< Thru out the whole phone call, I was only repeating this until I safely reached my doorstep from the bus stop. HAHAHA. *when i reached doorstep* "Ok nevermind I've reached home. Byebye." LOL.
Blabbering all the random shits if you can see... Lost faith in humans and the world totally as I get expose to the cruel reality more and more. Fake people. Bitches. Angels with their wicked schemes. I feel like a walking dead, waking up to only perform my duties so as to continue to survive, and awaiting for someone/something to save me. Like it's pointless and stupid to be good to anyone.
Torn between who I really am, and who I'm supposed to be after being moulded by the cruel world. Nothing's new anymore, I've seen it through. Ok bye.