Thursday, 15 December 2011. 11:35 am

It feels like I've hit rock bottom again and feeling extremely depressed this few days. I'm here to actually blog about my bby's birthday and outing with my coussie only. Will be blogging in 1 or 2 days later . Do come back and check! I've too much to blog about~
*can't wait to upload the nice pictures of myself* LOL.

So yep, I basically look ugly in all the photos attached in this blogpost-_- But I'm in love with the contact lens I was wearing!!!!!!! Went to interviews with my coussie but unfortunately to no avail because of my hair color
(I think). Fucking adult fare made me spent 7 bloody dollars that day.

We went to novena to have our lunch at I forgot what cafe that was. The food was damn awesome, service as well and the service charge is also very
"awesome"-_- Head over to yishun then to town and went home!

Uhm, for bby's birthday: I've been planning for her birthday ever since end of November. One word:
Stressful.

Everyday I've been writing down notes to improve my presents for her,
LOL. Finally decided to self diy elmo ferrero rocher, elmo birthday card, elmo envelope, elmo memories booklet and elmo cake!! This was the first time I've done all this for someone out of my entire life man._. Oh, I'm so glad that my art improved ^-^ yay.

Took me 3 weeks to plan and do everything. Even specially customized her elmo cake! It was so nice that we couldn't bear to cut the cake :( Funniest thing was cloud got a towel when he bought a topup card or something and the towel is red in color, it says
"Want free outgoing calls? Wish granted! blablabla", he decided to give that towel to bby.
LOL.

Met cloud on 10 December around 11pm to get ready for everything and head down to her house nearby so that we can surprise her on 11December around 12am. Rang her up and told her.....
Our conversation:
Me: Hello? Bby ah!!!! Save me!!!! I'm stuck at amk :( Come and save me please!!!!
Bby: Huh!? You mad?! What are you doing at amk at such hour!?
Me: Cloud la, asked me out for movie and then went mia zzzzz so yeap, no more last train and everything. I'm stucked!!!
Bby: Okok, I go bathe then come down.
Me: Okie~ then I take my own sweet time to walk over to your house.

So I managed to fool her, I'm so proud puhleaseeeee. I was so worried she wouldn't believe it,
LOL because it sounds too fake to me! Fact is, I'm not even confident to even walk over to her house??? If I was stuck there, I would definitely 100% plus chop get her to fetch me from amk hub!!!!
HAHAHAHA. Add on, HOW THE HELL WOULD I SOUND SO PEACEFUL AND HAPPY IF SOMEONE PUTS ME AN AEROPLANE?! Her brain is obviously not functioning on her birthday~ She seems to take her own sweet time and came down after half an hour or so?

Hehe, then came the surprise. It was abit failed though~ Next up, the cake smash. End up bby and cloud was running around throwing cakes to smash each other's face. I'm definitely not someone who'll do that, so I was standing there and enjoying the show. Fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk,
fffffffffffffffffffffuuuuuuuuuuuuualllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll they fucken smashed a cake on the side of my face!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Okay, that was the first time I got smashed-_- as I'm really not that krazy and I don't think any of my other friends dares to do that to me~ Life, is really unexpected with them around. Chim.
LOL. okok. The elmo cake was fucken nice to me and then we walked over to have our favourite taohuey
(beancurd) together! Spent the rest of the night rotting away as we've no plans.

Went home in the morning and meet them again at town during night time. Watched
"new year's eve", @#@%&^%$#$%^&* awesome movie.
Rating: 8/10. I cried, in fact I cried a lot. Yeap. This movie is really meaningful. Not forgetting that lyb and szehui came over to town to give bby a surprise too! Phailed, we totally phailed.
LOL.

Walked to bugis from town in the midnight with cia, bby and cloud to look for the rest of the guys as they were having a kbox session. Awkward. I was dying to go home.................................. frustrated. It feels extremely awkward for me to go there and I was feeling very awful. Lol so I'll rather go home and sleep, whatsoever!!!!! But apparently I had no choice and still went there in the end. -_-............

Took photos with my girls and had a morning free show by henry and andre.
HAHAHAHA, swear.
"I'm 20 years old this year. I'm childish, yes and that is why I apply bb cream." "I'm 17 years old this year. I'm childish, yes and I need to borrow ic from people, wait for bouncer to change at 2am so I can go in. If not I've to stand outside :(" "I'm not like you, only know how to 打手槍 right" "What's 打手槍????" LOLOLOLOLOL. THE FUCK.
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- This year's 11 December 2011, this is from me, to my best friend. Our first promise was to stay together forever, always. I don't care what has changed between us in this 1.5 years of time but that doesn't mean you're no longer my best friend. "In this world, where everything is uncertain and constantly changing, only one thing is definite. You'll always be my best friend, beyond words, beyond time and beyond distance." Happy 17th birthday to you. x
Wa cannot cannot, very mushy.
LOLOL. kkkkkk
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