The girl with Masquerade
Whispers
I lead, follow me
See you at point 0, where we will fall in love with each other all over again
Saturday, 31 December 2011. 3:15 am
Hello everybody! Life's been up and down for me, but I'm glad that I'm always laughing because of my coussie :-) First of all, I'm jobless again and I'm a lil' depressed but oh well, maybe new year then new job? Hahahaha. Hmm, pictures attached are taken around 2weeks ago(?). Met bby and went to town to have our dinner, it's totally retarded. Jinda and his girlfriend came too!
Went off after dinner to meet jacia at her house area and buy our favorite taohuey!!! Yay ^-^ Ps// I miss taohuey :( We were seriously like idiots eating our taohuey in a park, 3 of us seating in a row on a bench enjoying our taohuey in the night. If you were to walk pass, you will get what I mean by "idiots eating taohuey in the park" LOL. Next place we went was bugis. Wanted to watch I forgot what movie, LOL so we switched to hong kong horror movie~ 3 of us were hiding behind our jackets thru out the whole movie! HAHAHA
Walked over to ktv place to meet ben & co. Nothing much, we basically spent our night singing there till morning. Ahem, obviously it was 3 of us who conquered the mic. duh. hehe. Was feeling very low during the karaoke session and I curled up into a ball then.. close my eyes. Yup. My eyes was a total bitch that day. Infected for 3 days, the hell.
Omg I can't stand how ugly I look. I don't deny that I personally stalk pretty girls too-_- haha. Anyway, just sharing 3 videos with you guys! Must take a look okay because it made me laughed even though it makes me feel even uglier at the same time...........
I'm not fishing for compliments when I say I'm ugly, I'm going to repeat this for the 12347586970594837times. My eye bags and dark circles, my not perfect double eyelids, my fucked up face shape, my dry and ugly hair, short eyelashes, flat nose, fat cheeks, height I'm not satisfied with and figure that is not even nice. Not pretty. Not pretty. Ugly monster... Even the lady boys are prettier than me, I should reincarnate again and hope that I'll be born prettier and have nice accents? Pardon my nonsense, pure ranting.
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How do I look with my hair tied up? I spent my Christmas with my family and coussie. How about you guys? ^-^ It was mommy's birthday and as usual we ate buffet to celebrate. This year's buffet was still alright, the location is at clarkequay! Love the restaurant's deco and everything as it looks classy. There's japanese food, western and chinese food. Marshmallows with different toppings and so on.
(the girl I tease 24/7/365~)
(I tried bending down a lil' oredi.......... i tried my best)
So... my present for mom this year was cash for her to dye and perm her hair but she wasted it!!!! I couldn't notice ANY difference after she came back from salon. Ah. I got my data plan too, yay. Planned to upgrade my plan and get a new phone as well however I just found out from singel that my current phone isn't even 1 year old!?!?!?! So... I decided to change my phone, after it turns 1 year old. OK HAHA.
Here's a picture of my family, including me. It's been sometime we take a photo together as a family. This family, used to be broken. There was a few times where I really nearly lose my mom in many different ways. Horrible experiences that I rarely mention to people.
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I tried to keep things in line and then, it just got messed up again. Spent last night partying at le noir with bby and coussie. Didn't enjoy at all, I was only interested in seeing my coussie get high. Obviously she didn't really get high. Oh yes, I hate the Caucasians there last night. They were freaking despo. One after one. Screw them. Cabbed home around 4am and coussie spent her night over at my house :-)
It's the last day of 2011. 2012 is coming in 24hours but yet I don't feel anything or maybe I'm just not ready for it. Instead of concentrating on new year resolution or whatever shit, I'm having this fear of those feelings tagging along with me to 2012. Enough. It's been haunting me for a year. I give up on talking about it since it's pointless. Feel free to comment at my tagboard but please be nice, I'll be blogging again few hours later. Happy new year's eve, bye.
Let our future cross paths again. Back to point 0 again, we'll know each other again. We'll fall in love again. Okay? Pinky promise. x
Hello everybody! Life's been up and down for me, but I'm glad that I'm always laughing because of my coussie :-) First of all, I'm jobless again and I'm a lil' depressed but oh well, maybe new year then new job? Hahahaha. Hmm, pictures attached are taken around 2weeks ago(?). Met bby and went to town to have our dinner, it's totally retarded. Jinda and his girlfriend came too!
Went off after dinner to meet jacia at her house area and buy our favorite taohuey!!! Yay ^-^ Ps// I miss taohuey :( We were seriously like idiots eating our taohuey in a park, 3 of us seating in a row on a bench enjoying our taohuey in the night. If you were to walk pass, you will get what I mean by "idiots eating taohuey in the park" LOL. Next place we went was bugis. Wanted to watch I forgot what movie, LOL so we switched to hong kong horror movie~ 3 of us were hiding behind our jackets thru out the whole movie! HAHAHA
Walked over to ktv place to meet ben & co. Nothing much, we basically spent our night singing there till morning. Ahem, obviously it was 3 of us who conquered the mic. duh. hehe. Was feeling very low during the karaoke session and I curled up into a ball then.. close my eyes. Yup. My eyes was a total bitch that day. Infected for 3 days, the hell.
Omg I can't stand how ugly I look. I don't deny that I personally stalk pretty girls too-_- haha. Anyway, just sharing 3 videos with you guys! Must take a look okay because it made me laughed even though it makes me feel even uglier at the same time...........
I'm not fishing for compliments when I say I'm ugly, I'm going to repeat this for the 12347586970594837times. My eye bags and dark circles, my not perfect double eyelids, my fucked up face shape, my dry and ugly hair, short eyelashes, flat nose, fat cheeks, height I'm not satisfied with and figure that is not even nice. Not pretty. Not pretty. Ugly monster... Even the lady boys are prettier than me, I should reincarnate again and hope that I'll be born prettier and have nice accents? Pardon my nonsense, pure ranting.
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How do I look with my hair tied up? I spent my Christmas with my family and coussie. How about you guys? ^-^ It was mommy's birthday and as usual we ate buffet to celebrate. This year's buffet was still alright, the location is at clarkequay! Love the restaurant's deco and everything as it looks classy. There's japanese food, western and chinese food. Marshmallows with different toppings and so on.
(the girl I tease 24/7/365~)
(I tried bending down a lil' oredi.......... i tried my best)
So... my present for mom this year was cash for her to dye and perm her hair but she wasted it!!!! I couldn't notice ANY difference after she came back from salon. Ah. I got my data plan too, yay. Planned to upgrade my plan and get a new phone as well however I just found out from singel that my current phone isn't even 1 year old!?!?!?! So... I decided to change my phone, after it turns 1 year old. OK HAHA.
Here's a picture of my family, including me. It's been sometime we take a photo together as a family. This family, used to be broken. There was a few times where I really nearly lose my mom in many different ways. Horrible experiences that I rarely mention to people.
--
I tried to keep things in line and then, it just got messed up again. Spent last night partying at le noir with bby and coussie. Didn't enjoy at all, I was only interested in seeing my coussie get high. Obviously she didn't really get high. Oh yes, I hate the Caucasians there last night. They were freaking despo. One after one. Screw them. Cabbed home around 4am and coussie spent her night over at my house :-)
It's the last day of 2011. 2012 is coming in 24hours but yet I don't feel anything or maybe I'm just not ready for it. Instead of concentrating on new year resolution or whatever shit, I'm having this fear of those feelings tagging along with me to 2012. Enough. It's been haunting me for a year. I give up on talking about it since it's pointless. Feel free to comment at my tagboard but please be nice, I'll be blogging again few hours later. Happy new year's eve, bye.
Let our future cross paths again. Back to point 0 again, we'll know each other again. We'll fall in love again. Okay? Pinky promise. x
PSB: :D X'mas
-Thankyou! Happy new year eve ;-)
Joanna: Hmm , what brand's make up base and foundation do you use ? Mind sharing ? i think mine isn't good enough ):
-Pore putty make up base! Foundation I use Revlon and Maybelline~
Luvvv.: Where did you dye your hair o-o
-Neighborhood salon. I always go there to do my hair :-)
Daniel AkaRandomist: LOL ! Sure Look alot different ~ 0.o
-Lol! Old already, HAHAHA!
.: What hair colour did you dye?
-I'm not sure of the colour's name, they choose it for me.. It was like rose red?
follower: hey hi. :) i'm ur follower on twitter and i saw ur tweets about how u think u're not pretty. just here to say don't think that way ok. i think u're really pretty. :)
-Hello:-) You are so sweet! x. Thankyou~
simin: you working ? how old are you? you schooling?
-Not working now. Definitely not schooling now :-)