Saturday, 3 September 2011. 4:05 am

Hello everyone, apparently I've successfully forced myself to blog! It gets difficult for me to blog because I've no idea where to start... Been a lil' busy back then.




Okay.. first of all, I've kinda stopped working in memories bar and gonna work at another pub just right beside club nana! Hmm, town with ciacia, bby and quackquakz last sat(?) as bby was nagging whole day that she wants to watch final destination. Bad new is that we didn't catch FD even though we went there and instead, we took neoneos. Ohya, I got oreocheesecake icecreamtea from Artease and it's super naise to drink!!! You guys shld try it someday, it's wayyyyyy naiser than gongcha.


Cabbed down to central mall with bby and work then stayed at her house for awhile till morning. Ohyes, few days later I met my joscelin for comex fair's interview!!!!! So glad to see her alright, was expecting awkward silence between us and turn out we were chit chatting non stop ^^ hehe. She's kwet as usual~


K, so we decided to meet up again to go bugis for shopping. It's been super long for me to shop like so crazy._. Imagine me carrying like 6 to 7 big plastic bags........... Happygurl, hiakhiak. Didn't got any tops though :( The very next day after our shopping trip is our comex fair working day. Omg it was hellz, my legs were hurting very badly. Joscelin still gave me her beanie because I was complaining that I want a beanie that day and I didn't seem to find any naise ones around. ^^



Worked with ciacia, bby and jos. Basically we're not working-___- Our toilet breaks are like 1hour long, lunch and dinner break 1hour plus long, lepak for 2hours plus blabla. HAHAHA! Super fun. It was already expected that we will get sacked, and yes we are! LOL?! The cute thing is that our boss sound abit scared when he was trying to say that he wanna fire us..... semolan. He better don't eat our pay man.... *swearing*. Shall head down to comex fair later or maybe tomorrow to get my things, heh.



Rushed home with bby and gosh, I bathe makeup blabla and prepared everything within an hour==. Managed to rush for the last train but end up I still have to cab down the pub! Damn it. Meet bby and quackquakz there, settled our stuffs and cabbed down to PH for event. The music wasn't as good as I was expecting and I didn't have any fun at all frankly. When was the last time I really had fun in club?......... I can't remember. Most likely sick of clubbing.



A pathetic dude spent $100 to buy himself a "lesson"!!!! HAHAHA poor thing, totally, another foolish one. *if you get what I mean* The funniest part would be us hanging out with the bouncers, they are SUPER DUPER naise as compared to the old batch. Kapok their soda to drink still got chicken wing. LOOL. Still join them to bounce people out. lmao



Cabbed down to eat bah ku teh after the event. Craving for cold taohuey but, sigh it isn't open yet :( Shall head down to have cold taohuey one of this days. Forgot to mention that I've dyed my hair as well! Looks abit ash greygreenblack???? Waiting for it to continue fade, yippieeeee. I needa take more photos srsly. #random


I was a lil' frustrated and upset earlier on but I guess I've overcome it. I'm just hoping that I won't be upset anymore, I'm not asking for happiness. Ok, bye. This little space here is always getting me too emotional and being emotional is not good because people view you as a weakling.

有时候，只是想有个人抱紧我不放手, 直到我的心情真的好起来.


I think I need someone to be there for me, anyone.