The girl with Masquerade
Whispers
I lead, follow me
Bruised knees heal faster than broken hearts
Saturday, 21 May 2011. 1:18 am
Hello all, I will be updating frequently nowadays. I know I've been repeating this sentence for a umpteen times and yet failed to do so. I'm sorry!! I got my heart broken, over and over again... so I decide to keep myself busy with working and tuition. It wasn't a bad solution I guess? Just hate the fact that I'm feeling exhausted and I've been skipping meals like mad.... It goes as bad as 1 meal for 1 day or 1 meal for 2 days or 3days... until someone forces me to eat.
Really lack of updates, now I totally have no idea where to start from... Okay, first thing first, thanks to the readers who purchased my preloves :) Meluvchiu! ♥.♥ Hmmm, back to last wednesday I guess??? I was mad sleepy and slept all the way till 9pm plus, bby and carter rang me up to ask me down cine. So yeah, basically I rushed down and reached there at 11plus pm.
Ciacia was there as well! Carter, bby, ciacia, me and cloud went to kbox shortly after that. I think we're all just snatching microphones to sing. LOL! Emo big time really... How do I put this? I believe that each couple shares a song or more than a song together and that song actually represents them. Isn't that so? Imagine, a couple who loves each other deeply and broke up due to some issues... Maybe they've move on, maybe not. But they certainly care for each other... Imagine the awkward moment when they sing the song that represents them together. Isn't it heart wrenching? :'( Kill me ok.
Maybe it isn't hard for me to fake some smiles out anymore... It's okay, I'm used to all this. Oh well. Continuing with the post... Fuck kbox. They closed at 2am, leaving us nowhere to go-__- Ended up cabbing to AMK. Goddamnit, I've been going AMK like 3 times in a row to ton there. I'm seriously insane. Slept at carter's house. It was heart warming, I felt safe, cuddling under the blanket with you.
The next shit thing that happened was we can't sleep at carter's house for long. Went to bby's house to continue our sleep (epic). Had pratas for breakfast first though. It was pouring heavily and we were kinda stuck under a HDB block. Skipped work as well, fuck it. K.o at bby's house with bby and cloud.
Woke up in late noon. Can't seem to wake Cloud up as usual. I think the waking him up part is the thing that really made me laughed like mad shit. #1. Tickle, waist and legs. #2. Scratch my nails against the wall (rlly annoyed him. hahaha!) #3. pik pak piak his face #4. Pull him up and put bby's boyboy inside his shirt! Note: boyboy= hamster. That was seriously hilarious, boyboy still shit inside cloud's shirt :x HAHAHAHAHHA. BOTH OF THEM'S SO KWET!!!!
Bby still cook fried rice for both of us to eat ♥.♥ omg lovedieher. HAHAHAHA, she's really putting me and cloud under her "banned from my house" list :x Because we're seriously treating her as maid. Okay, the fried rice taste not-too-bad but I hate the peas! So I picked out all the peas and threw them inside cloud's bowl. LOLOL, showed no mercy. And he snatched my ham-.-
Left bby's house with cloud at around 5pm. And he accompanied to the mrt station. Really enjoyed a lot on that day :') Best outing that made me miss the past fucking lots. Checking my old one phone's message drafts now. I really do miss the past. Reading my past thoughts and feelings towards you... I really do love you a lot. Now, I can only stare at our old pictures. Missing the old you and yet I can't do anything about it anymore. "I love my xiaoshenshen ♥!! I'll be his best girlfriend" Can't help crying when I saw this draft I wrote 9months ago :'( Where did this girl went to? She's still a part of current me, just hiding up because she's afraid to go through that hurt again.
Right, judging from the length of this post and the amount of super duper overdue photos I have(at least another 150 more-.-)... I think I should post about other outings on a separate post. Do stay tune alright! On a slight note:
Why did you lead me on? Why didn’t you just tell me you don’t love me? I'd rather be just friends with you, than be your girlfriend whom you always lie to.
Hello all, I will be updating frequently nowadays. I know I've been repeating this sentence for a umpteen times and yet failed to do so. I'm sorry!! I got my heart broken, over and over again... so I decide to keep myself busy with working and tuition. It wasn't a bad solution I guess? Just hate the fact that I'm feeling exhausted and I've been skipping meals like mad.... It goes as bad as 1 meal for 1 day or 1 meal for 2 days or 3days... until someone forces me to eat.
Really lack of updates, now I totally have no idea where to start from... Okay, first thing first, thanks to the readers who purchased my preloves :) Meluvchiu! ♥.♥ Hmmm, back to last wednesday I guess??? I was mad sleepy and slept all the way till 9pm plus, bby and carter rang me up to ask me down cine. So yeah, basically I rushed down and reached there at 11plus pm.
Ciacia was there as well! Carter, bby, ciacia, me and cloud went to kbox shortly after that. I think we're all just snatching microphones to sing. LOL! Emo big time really... How do I put this? I believe that each couple shares a song or more than a song together and that song actually represents them. Isn't that so? Imagine, a couple who loves each other deeply and broke up due to some issues... Maybe they've move on, maybe not. But they certainly care for each other... Imagine the awkward moment when they sing the song that represents them together. Isn't it heart wrenching? :'( Kill me ok.
Maybe it isn't hard for me to fake some smiles out anymore... It's okay, I'm used to all this. Oh well. Continuing with the post... Fuck kbox. They closed at 2am, leaving us nowhere to go-__- Ended up cabbing to AMK. Goddamnit, I've been going AMK like 3 times in a row to ton there. I'm seriously insane. Slept at carter's house. It was heart warming, I felt safe, cuddling under the blanket with you.
The next shit thing that happened was we can't sleep at carter's house for long. Went to bby's house to continue our sleep (epic). Had pratas for breakfast first though. It was pouring heavily and we were kinda stuck under a HDB block. Skipped work as well, fuck it. K.o at bby's house with bby and cloud.
Woke up in late noon. Can't seem to wake Cloud up as usual. I think the waking him up part is the thing that really made me laughed like mad shit. #1. Tickle, waist and legs. #2. Scratch my nails against the wall (rlly annoyed him. hahaha!) #3. pik pak piak his face #4. Pull him up and put bby's boyboy inside his shirt! Note: boyboy= hamster. That was seriously hilarious, boyboy still shit inside cloud's shirt :x HAHAHAHAHHA. BOTH OF THEM'S SO KWET!!!!
Bby still cook fried rice for both of us to eat ♥.♥ omg lovedieher. HAHAHAHA, she's really putting me and cloud under her "banned from my house" list :x Because we're seriously treating her as maid. Okay, the fried rice taste not-too-bad but I hate the peas! So I picked out all the peas and threw them inside cloud's bowl. LOLOL, showed no mercy. And he snatched my ham-.-
Left bby's house with cloud at around 5pm. And he accompanied to the mrt station. Really enjoyed a lot on that day :') Best outing that made me miss the past fucking lots. Checking my old one phone's message drafts now. I really do miss the past. Reading my past thoughts and feelings towards you... I really do love you a lot. Now, I can only stare at our old pictures. Missing the old you and yet I can't do anything about it anymore. "I love my xiaoshenshen ♥!! I'll be his best girlfriend" Can't help crying when I saw this draft I wrote 9months ago :'( Where did this girl went to? She's still a part of current me, just hiding up because she's afraid to go through that hurt again.
Right, judging from the length of this post and the amount of super duper overdue photos I have(at least another 150 more-.-)... I think I should post about other outings on a separate post. Do stay tune alright! On a slight note:
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ljy: pink or purple lehx?
-Huh?
haha: what is fep
-FarEastPlaza.
haha: you get money from where? you got job? :O
-I just got a part time job recently. From my parents? lol.
Jocelyn: AYIOOOOOOO! Miss meeeeeeee? ♥
-Omg eh I fucking miss you!!! Where you died to?! I want my ban mian!! ♥ :(
Smile.: Hey, you looked better w cloud.. :( NO OFFENCE! But anyway, last long w your love :)
-Cloud? :/... Oh. We broke up :) Nevertheless, thanks for the blessing though.
pby!: May I know the steps of editing the photo background to heart shape? Thanks. (:
-I might do a tutorial soon :) Basically just have to adjust the transparency of the heartshapes!
Passerby: May i ask how many songs are ther in yr playlist?
- Ain't too sure. I change my playlist's songs as and when I want :O
pa$$er-by: How do you not get your makeup smudge the whole day? Like my eyeliner keeps smudging and it ruin my whole makeup.
- Might be due to oily skin? I don't perspire that's why it's not really easy to smudge. Also, apply make up base, keeping your skin not oily and using smudge proof+water proof make up products is a solution as well.
Iris Lovisa Calandra: Sist, Support wo! http://shopping-lovexz.blogspot.com/
-K~
pass~: hey may i know where did u get these shoes?
https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiZ6yIogcqjakazMFMcOlBtKNrR3pXTegT8lKpt822tUzyafY4YNKEdLB7sW7bmPLEDczr3UfwZW4ADJIhny86ydvUdzDe8iff2Cgy9PLIAiciuUk0a7p454STjcEO8qn7UtFfy9ppd2TE/s640/207509_1922934118746_1403902944_32132981_4280289_n.jpg and hw much?
-AMK hub. Can't remember.
pass~: thanks ^^
-Welcome!
HuiMin: Mind following me at twitter ? :) Stay pretty :)
-Hahaha ok asap~
:D: hello ! see you like keep changing school . anw, what is your decision, as your reader will support you ! :)
-Hello~ hehehe thankiew!
lols: if tongue too short cannot pierce?
-Yup, can't.
passerby: hi, do you know where got still sell your that ribbon jacket ? and you still selling the black lace cardi ?
-Hi, errr try searching around blogshops? Hmm I sold it.
youseng: hellos how are you??
-Omg._. Where you died to. I'm not okay!
Random,: Hey pretty, you looked nicer when you smile (showing your teeth). Hahaha, do take more pictures w smiles w your teeth!! ^^
-Hehehe :$ really? I think I look hideous :( Omg thanks!!
eve: what did you do to slim down? any tips?
-I don't know._.? I wanna get fat. LOL
Jayce: Where is those adverts?
-Meaning?
v: ^^v
- v o.0 v
lolsssssssss: hi, why u like never update alot now ? and reply our comment ?
-Hi, I'm sorry :/ Will be updating as frequent as I can. I need more comments to reply at one go!
v: Hey ,u go where do your hair in the lastest post ? and do what ? extension?
-Hi, erm bugis level 2, the new extension there. Erm do my hair extension.
Passer123: Wanna ask what contacts are you wearing?:)
-Which one? .__.
Sarah: Cloud had a new girlf ?!?!
-No? LOL. Why are you so agitated._.
hi: how old are you?
-For me to know for you to find out~
Passerbyz: Hey! May i ask what's the measurement for Item Code: #8: $12. thanks.
-It's freesize.
Passerby: Hello , 4$ for leopard print spec?
- No bargains please. thanks.
Parker @ Sarah: Kailing also got new boyf chris.
-Hello, whoever you are, please control the nonsense you're saying. If I'm attached, I would've put a rs status with him and write bigbig on my blog and I won't be emoing on facebook or even in twitter. Get your facts right before you say anything. I'm sorry if I sound rude.
Psb: Hello *: you're very pretty. ...
-Nah, but thank you :)
Randomperson: Hi may I know who is this? (LINK)thanks.
-Me.
Latte: Hello, where you bought your cut-sleeve white top with the words "It's Me" ? :D
-Hello! :) I got it from one of the shop at cine's basement~
Agnes. (:: Hi dearest! :D
-Hello~
Yanling: heyhey , wanna ask any drinking place you recommend for under 18 ? :)
-Best is you've friends who have the ability to bring you guys to go places to drink. If no, pub will be the best?