Tuesday, 12 April 2011. 7:26 pm

Now when was the last update??????? I've been lazy to update my blog, kept reminding myself to blog blog blog yet my laziness defeated it-___- I'm sorry guys! Before I start anything: Please follow my twitter, latest update of me! And you'll know how frequently online I am yet iam not blogging, LOLOL!! >> https://twitter.com/#!/Downwithloveee (Note that: If my tweets is bothering anyone[which i don't think so], please don't read. Because I certainly did not public my twitter for people and I might private it anytime soon)



(I find this picture of my cake super adorable & chio!!!)


I totally have no idea where to start blogging from as the pictures I attached on this post is on my birthday and my birthday is over. Feels so, awkward. Sorry also, the pictures are ugly like fuck, unglam to the max.... but.. ahhhhh who cares!

(Bby with 1 of my present she made for me!)


Alright, basically my birthday is on 25th march. I was like replying the birthday wishes like mad...special thanks to few people who actually made an effort to wish me at 12am on the dot! Luv you guys, ♥. Skipped schl on that day, you can't expect me to attend school when it's my birthday!!! NO WAY MAN. \m/ Heeheheheh, mummy got me a Giorgio armani perfume!!!! Mad ♥ with it now. Mygod. Video of my celebration: http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=143806552352146&comments&set=t.1514157946&type=1 (: Dontknow why my voice sound so -.-.. in the video. zzzz, ugly please.


(Cheating in progress ah bby-__- maintain ley)





Meet my girls at 9pm plus, I was late like 3hours? (they claimed). Feeling damn guilty and the blur sotong(me) took the bloody wrong train...like as if I've not taken a train before, totally LOL. Weird things happened on my birthday. Celebration was at cine's bbcourt!

(I was asking for tissues yet I'm like as if doing some pose...-.-)






Cake, birthday songs, present etc~ Thanks to my babies, chris, lach, robert ... for coming. I love my birthday cake!!!! ICECREAM MANGO CAKE, WOOOHOOOO. Caught a movie after the mini celebration, I forgot what it was @.@ hmm.. Cabbed down to amber21, wanted to drink. But bloodyhell, it was closed. wtf :(








So we ended up seating near the river and play true/dare!! hehe, was laughing like mad in the beginning untill everyone was exhausted. Oh, not forgetting to mention tht my bby think she damn kwet! She dare the rest of us to dare her go toilet, because she was damn urgent :x HAHAHAHA!!! Had mac breakfast and cabbed home.




(The very touched face by me, LOL)



Even though my birthday is once again, not as splendid I thought it would be...but it's certainly better than all the rest of my birthday! ♥♥♥. Random: I promise to blog every 3-4 days to get all my readers back!!!!! In case I make empty promises again.. I'm going to do a lot of drafts in my blogger later, HAHAHA.





(Chris say we look alike-__- alot rubbish *points up*)



(I'm asking them to pass tissue!! Not pointing -'-)


How about recent life? Same routine of shits again, mentally exhausted :( Sometimes I wish I was born to be happy.. or rather, I wish I am able to make myself happy instead of relying on someone else. Sigh. Went drinking session last week, I was drowned by my own tears and the best thing is, I.DID.NOT.DRINK. == (Will blog about this next post)










Met Cloud last week as well, was on phone with him all the way till morning. Totally 24hours no sleep man. He came over to find me after my schl ended, accompanied me to jurong and the evil me threw him alone at jp because I need to go home to change. Headed cine with him all the way till night, cabbed home after that.










Ph last sat was a total disaster, bcos of my lateness.. I wasn't able to enter. Fuck. And many things, I mean extremely alot of things happened that results me in tears and quickly cabbed home to call my ciacia :( Lucky I had my ciacia to accompany through the night otherwise I won't know what to do... My mind was totally blank when i texted ciacia and she didn't reply!!! I thought she was asleep, but she wasn't. Phew.. I'm so mentally exhausted la!!!!!!!! Fuck it shit. Nobody knows how torturing it is to go thru the same fucking asshole routine for almost going one year. N O B O D Y. I need a rest.

(unglam also very stylo... LOL!!)




Everything made my weekends super torturous. I spent my whole friday and saturday rotting on bed... watching some freaking emo music videos. To make things worst, it was raining... I locked myself up in the room. Not opening any window or curtains. All alone, in a dark room. Geez... maybe's mommy is right, I'm getting more weird. Hah.


(Attack from the back-.-)


Oh, to compliment myself... I haven't been tonning lately ^^ Perhaps once in a week, maybe even lesser? Didn't touch cigarettes. Didn't touch liquor. Didn't skip schl. Been revising. But I'm starting to hate school... I'm like trapped in my own world, I refuse to socialize with the rest. My best friends in school is my ipod+mobile. How pathetic oh? Haha.





The whole clique of us is seriously discussing about quitting club or not clubbing so often. And to actually say the truth, as compared to last year.. I really cut down clubbing a lot!!! Ohhhh, good news: I got my android phone. And today's geog test was manageable. YAY (Y)







Oh... I'm lack of sleep also :/ Went to nex for movie session ytd, end up cabbed home at 1am, woke up at almost 8am for school. I'm so proud that I didn't sleep AT ALL in school ogeh. =^^= That's all folks! Remember to CLICK MY NUFFNANG as well as leaving down a comment~ Gonna chiong my VD+GG+REVISION, TATA!!!!!


Xoxo, you know you love me <:
So how's this? Amazingly I sound so happy ^^ awwww. Everything's, everyone's changing, again. I'm slowly drifting away from everyone, I refuse to open up. When I delete "L" from "LOVER", I realize, it's "OVER". I wish someone would understand that i'm not okay, and no matter what i say, i won't be. Somebody fucking help me. 我还是笨到忘不了. FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK.


就让我一个人去痛到受不了, 伤到受不了, 死不了就还好. 我还是原来那个我, 不过你不是原来那个你, 再多的爱也没用... 

=D: maybe u can take photos/ blog abt the looots you get from BKK :)♥ your readers will like it
-Heyhey, i've blogged about my BKK trip. But I'm a little lazy to blog about the stuffs I bought :( But nice advice!!

peishi: WTF your blog's song xia dao wo!!!!!!! Eh go sing one day xD find the sharmine too !! :D
-Hahahah is it! Alrightalright can~

Fionaa: Hey xinggan the hotel you stay there, isit Grand Diamond Hotel? :/
-Yup o.o

Csl: nice blog u have there ;D
-Thanks alot ^^

Panda.: Hey! Post more uh!!! :) I love reading your post. Hahahaha.
-Hey I certainly will!! :) Do stay tune~

Shiminn: Are you going to sell the ring?
-Erm, I was actually just advertising for a blogshop :) You can click on the url i mentioned to direct you to the bs to buy the rings.

lilin: u hve damn nice eyes<3 i wan it too. i like ur pic!!! super CHIO!!!
-Hahahah, thanks for all the compliments sweetie! :) You can have such eyes by learning how to apply japanese eye makeup.

Psb: Hi. What wallet do you use?
-Erm minibits and bonia :O why?

Mimiii: you use what to take photo ? camrea or phone ?
-Camera! :) I hate using phone to take pictures...sucks.

pinkher: You selling ring? nice man
-Nope, I'm just advertising for a blogshop :)

lili: you so chio ~ you look at a japan model !:$
-I hope I'm a japanese :/ thanks!

antonia: Hi chio-bu , may i noe wats ur weight ?
-Hi there, erm 44kg :)

Hello(:: What's your eyelash glue's brand? :D
-Darkness! :)

eh: th other time you bought the ribbon jacket from which blogshop? or which blogshop sponsor you? do they have the grey colour one??:)
-I can't remember which blogshop is it x.x... But yea, they do sell grey color one!

=D: do update soon with your bkk loots :D
-I'm lazy to update the stuffs i bought T-T Perhaps sometimes later, but not so soon~

kiko: u gt put double eyelid glue or wat on ur eyes?lol
-double eyelid sticker to make my double eyelid deeper

Passerby: How much does f21 sell for the love necklace?
-Er... I think 12 plus only? Cant remember..

Eve: Hey, what's the meaning of jitao?
-Straightaway~

xingg: you so chio are you a singaporean?
-Thanks sweetie :) Yup I sure am!

pby: Sorry to ask how many boyf do you have before ? you look so pretty got a lot of boy like you right? ^^
-Hahahaha, it's alright! I currently have 2 ex :)

ah boy: ur music do untill very naise ^^
-you mean my playlist? Thanks :)

o: u gt natural double eyelid?
-Yup! But there's 2 type of double eyelid, mine's the uglier version:/ so i'll double eyelid sticker to make it nicer!

^^: this white ribbon bugis street whre sell ?
-Which white ribbon x.x

PSBY: Hi, what makeup product would you recommend?
-Hi, japan make up products such as candydoll,canmake etc~ Or Revlon, maybelline.

passer: Hi, you are really pretty ! hope you would do more advt post and stay pretty and cheerful :)
-Hi! Thankiew for the compliment ^^ Yup, I'll be doing 1 more this week for you guys~

LOL ._.: Did you repierce yourr tongue, because ii see one of your photo in the lastest post which you just came back from bkk look like you are biting on the tongue stud ><
-Woah observant.___. Yupyup, I repierced it :)

Girl :): then can make friends with you ? haha , just want too make new friends :) cause you very pretty
-Hahaha, why not? :)!