The girl with Masquerade
Whispers
I lead, follow me
♡ ʎqɐq,noʎǝʌoןı. Thank you for catching me when nobody intends to.
Saturday, 5 March 2011. 4:29 pm
We think that keeping things or secrets from our love ones is protecting them but in the end we are still hurting them by keeping things from them. Everyone has a right to know the truth. So, what makes you think that I can't handle the harsh truth? You know how much i went through?
Greetings my dear reader!! I slept late last night and woke up just not long ago. I'm currently in a very "boring, dying" mode. Why are my babies not awake?!?!! Why sg is so small and i have no place to go?!!??!?! Fml...
I have no idea where to start from.. I've been going out lately, didn't took much pictures though! Hehehehe. Just few days back, I was planning to meet my babies in the evening for our dinner but end up all of them was too tired and so on, so Chris came down jp to accompany me instead~
First, I made him come all the way down to Jp. Second, I made him wait for me for around half an hour. Third, I made him rush for last train. Omg, guilty much :( Had bah kut teh for dinner!!! (happy face) Speaking of bah kut teh, eric daddy might be bringing me out to eat bah kut teh next week ^^ LOLOLL. I will have my balloons too ♥.♥ Yippie!
Slack around Jp and decided to watch movie. Watched "what a women want", a not-bad show but the show was too long!!! Enjoyed my day!!! Ok, maybe excluding the part that this bloody chris keep poking me== tmd. So, I end up going home late... feels fucking shag for school next day. Best, I was late for my exams as well \m/ Wrote alot rubbish in it. My compo was about VD and GG story, mix mix @.@ like rojak story. PS:// VD= Vampire Dairies, GG=GossipGirls. << You guys should start watching this 2 shows, fabulous show!!! (Y) esp vampire dairies. ♥♥♥
Second day of exam, which was ytd was even worse than the first day of exam. I was late again, I can't finish my first paper and second paper... i totally have no idea how to do (expected) and slept thru out the paper. Right, I intend to score well for my chemistry paper for monday only! LOL. Buck up kailing!!!! Went home after school and slowly prepare to meet my babies~~
(My 3years sister, Keyin
Intended to picnic with them, end up half of us was late-__- so diao at cine again. Fuck boring! Everyweek spent my fridays and saturdays at cine, make me feel like one of those lifeless town kids :( Ewwwww i don't likey!!!!!
Before I meet my babies, went over to find Chris first because someone is so good to come down find me ah^^ Met my babies at Kfc. Ciacia was so naise to bring 6can of cokes out for our picnic!!! but end up we didnt go :( Poorthing, her bag must be so heavy... i think you people can dream on that i will bring 6 cans of coke to go out. So heavy! no way. LOLOLOL
It seems like nowadays we have all the new town kids at cine alr? HAAHAHAH. So weird .____. We met a super naise hun who cannot keep stop staring me and irene and worse case was she screened irene from head to bottom. Tsktsk, totally LOL MAX! YOU MADE THE WRONG MOVE, MY HUN. ♥ "Hun, I'm not a bitch neither did i treat your back as a voice mail. Did I? I'm just purely saying some facts out straight in your face for you to hear, I was just trying to be honest so please bear with me will you? You are so fucking fake that I think even my barbie doll is jealous!! :( I have extreme low tolerance. So now, KISS MY ASS yah." :)
And I was wondering since she's so interested in us, why bothering to literally run out of the toilet when she saw us -___-? Walk so fast like fuck. LOL... Bet she's very honored that i actually mentioned her here!!! Xoxo for her ah~ So guys, if you really need a girlf so much at least don't find those type that people take a look of her also sian ji pua.... I think my barbie doll's inner and outer beauty is much more prettier than her==Oh well. lol?
Ohyea, any of you heard of this concept?!?!?! I just came up with this last night: Tall guy + Short girl = cute. Short guy + Tall girl = awkward much. Short guy + short girl= two dwarfs that ran out of the snow white's fairytale? AWWWWW SUCHA MATCH ♥!
It used to kill me to go a day without talking or texting you. Well kid, I can't even remember the last time we spoke/text & guess what? I'm still alive. But the key thing is not this, I think you have downgraded your lifestyle and most importantly, taste. If only, guys would keep their commitment so easily and willingly like how they are giving free hearts ♥ to girls so easily and willingly.. how GREAT that would be? Don't you agree?
Although life's been hitting from all directions, but here i am still surviving and strong! I cannot deny the fact that I'm still hurt, in pain, in a loss. But so what? Life still goes on, people move on. The world doesn't stop revolving because of me. I am so glad that I've finally gathered enough courage to slowly put the shattered pieces of myself back together. I make no apologies for how i choose to repair what he broke. I could be cold. I could be playful. I could be complicated.
All I want now is my life to be fucking good and being able to mess around, nothing for me to care about so that I'll have alot of fun. Because love hurts, no matter it's right or wrong.
You think by apologizing my heart would be magically healed this very moment? And i will just *magically* forgive you? God let me went through the heartbreaking moments because of you, for a reason. For me, to realise that you are the wrong one and he insist that i should not continue this mistake. But think about it, was i there for you when you need someone?! Was I the one who understand you when nobody does?!
And I seriously still don't get it, what's so proud about having your own facebook wall to be happening with all those people of your opposite gender? It doesn't show how popular you are or how goodlooking you are, but how desperate you are. You gotta know this, you ain't the only one who can do so. We can too, but we choose not to. Difference: Level of desperation.
❒ Single ❒ In relationship ✔Flirtationship <<< Suitable much?
--
Before I forget, kindly support me by buying my items!!!! ♥♥. All are either not worn before/ worn few times but in perfect condition! Low price for my readers :) Kindly text me @ 97263576 for the info of the items!!!!! Babies, kindly help me clear my closet. i love you guys.
White Vintage lace top. Selling off @ $12
Grey cropped top, with transparent black background and white heartshape behind, sell off @ $17.
White, red ribbon jacket. Selling off @ $15 only!!!
Denim dress, selling off @ $12
Black lace jacket, selling off @$11
White dress, selling at $13
Furfur outer, Selling @ $14 ONLY.
Ohyea btw, any of my readers is a party animal!?!?!?!?!?! IF YES, YOU GOT TO CHECK THIS OUT:
SMOOVE PROUDLY PRESENTS: S.M.A.S.H !
17 MARCH 2011, 10PM – 5AM @ ZIRCA. ♥
Babies, ya'know what to do! Throw your teenage problems away & come partying with us! Tickets at $25 only, with 1 drink provided and ladies don't have to queue if they go in before 1am! ♥ COOL WITH IT?!?!?! CONTACT ME AT 97263576, xoxo. I HOPE TO SEE YOU GUYS THERE~~~
http://www.facebook.com/event.php?eid=146605128735048
And don't forget, to CLICK MY NUFFNANGS AND LEAVE A COMMENT!!!!!! I hope this post is worth the wait :) Next post will be up pretty soon as long as I clear my clothes~~
Why don't you tell me about it? What do you want from me exactly? To continue hangon? you have no idea how much i have changed to stay strong thanks to you.
We think that keeping things or secrets from our love ones is protecting them but in the end we are still hurting them by keeping things from them. Everyone has a right to know the truth. So, what makes you think that I can't handle the harsh truth? You know how much i went through?
Greetings my dear reader!! I slept late last night and woke up just not long ago. I'm currently in a very "boring, dying" mode. Why are my babies not awake?!?!! Why sg is so small and i have no place to go?!!??!?! Fml...
I have no idea where to start from.. I've been going out lately, didn't took much pictures though! Hehehehe. Just few days back, I was planning to meet my babies in the evening for our dinner but end up all of them was too tired and so on, so Chris came down jp to accompany me instead~
First, I made him come all the way down to Jp. Second, I made him wait for me for around half an hour. Third, I made him rush for last train. Omg, guilty much :( Had bah kut teh for dinner!!! (happy face) Speaking of bah kut teh, eric daddy might be bringing me out to eat bah kut teh next week ^^ LOLOLL. I will have my balloons too ♥.♥ Yippie!
Slack around Jp and decided to watch movie. Watched "what a women want", a not-bad show but the show was too long!!! Enjoyed my day!!! Ok, maybe excluding the part that this bloody chris keep poking me== tmd. So, I end up going home late... feels fucking shag for school next day. Best, I was late for my exams as well \m/ Wrote alot rubbish in it. My compo was about VD and GG story, mix mix @.@ like rojak story. PS:// VD= Vampire Dairies, GG=GossipGirls. << You guys should start watching this 2 shows, fabulous show!!! (Y) esp vampire dairies. ♥♥♥
Second day of exam, which was ytd was even worse than the first day of exam. I was late again, I can't finish my first paper and second paper... i totally have no idea how to do (expected) and slept thru out the paper. Right, I intend to score well for my chemistry paper for monday only! LOL. Buck up kailing!!!! Went home after school and slowly prepare to meet my babies~~
(My 3years sister, Keyin
Intended to picnic with them, end up half of us was late-__- so diao at cine again. Fuck boring! Everyweek spent my fridays and saturdays at cine, make me feel like one of those lifeless town kids :( Ewwwww i don't likey!!!!!
Before I meet my babies, went over to find Chris first because someone is so good to come down find me ah^^ Met my babies at Kfc. Ciacia was so naise to bring 6can of cokes out for our picnic!!! but end up we didnt go :( Poorthing, her bag must be so heavy... i think you people can dream on that i will bring 6 cans of coke to go out. So heavy! no way. LOLOLOL
It seems like nowadays we have all the new town kids at cine alr? HAAHAHAH. So weird .____. We met a super naise hun who cannot keep stop staring me and irene and worse case was she screened irene from head to bottom. Tsktsk, totally LOL MAX! YOU MADE THE WRONG MOVE, MY HUN. ♥ "Hun, I'm not a bitch neither did i treat your back as a voice mail. Did I? I'm just purely saying some facts out straight in your face for you to hear, I was just trying to be honest so please bear with me will you? You are so fucking fake that I think even my barbie doll is jealous!! :( I have extreme low tolerance. So now, KISS MY ASS yah." :)
And I was wondering since she's so interested in us, why bothering to literally run out of the toilet when she saw us -___-? Walk so fast like fuck. LOL... Bet she's very honored that i actually mentioned her here!!! Xoxo for her ah~ So guys, if you really need a girlf so much at least don't find those type that people take a look of her also sian ji pua.... I think my barbie doll's inner and outer beauty is much more prettier than her==Oh well. lol?
Ohyea, any of you heard of this concept?!?!?! I just came up with this last night: Tall guy + Short girl = cute. Short guy + Tall girl = awkward much. Short guy + short girl= two dwarfs that ran out of the snow white's fairytale? AWWWWW SUCHA MATCH ♥!
It used to kill me to go a day without talking or texting you. Well kid, I can't even remember the last time we spoke/text & guess what? I'm still alive. But the key thing is not this, I think you have downgraded your lifestyle and most importantly, taste. If only, guys would keep their commitment so easily and willingly like how they are giving free hearts ♥ to girls so easily and willingly.. how GREAT that would be? Don't you agree?
Although life's been hitting from all directions, but here i am still surviving and strong! I cannot deny the fact that I'm still hurt, in pain, in a loss. But so what? Life still goes on, people move on. The world doesn't stop revolving because of me. I am so glad that I've finally gathered enough courage to slowly put the shattered pieces of myself back together. I make no apologies for how i choose to repair what he broke. I could be cold. I could be playful. I could be complicated.
All I want now is my life to be fucking good and being able to mess around, nothing for me to care about so that I'll have alot of fun. Because love hurts, no matter it's right or wrong.
You think by apologizing my heart would be magically healed this very moment? And i will just *magically* forgive you? God let me went through the heartbreaking moments because of you, for a reason. For me, to realise that you are the wrong one and he insist that i should not continue this mistake. But think about it, was i there for you when you need someone?! Was I the one who understand you when nobody does?!
And I seriously still don't get it, what's so proud about having your own facebook wall to be happening with all those people of your opposite gender? It doesn't show how popular you are or how goodlooking you are, but how desperate you are. You gotta know this, you ain't the only one who can do so. We can too, but we choose not to. Difference: Level of desperation.
❒ Single ❒ In relationship ✔Flirtationship <<< Suitable much?
--
Before I forget, kindly support me by buying my items!!!! ♥♥. All are either not worn before/ worn few times but in perfect condition! Low price for my readers :) Kindly text me @ 97263576 for the info of the items!!!!! Babies, kindly help me clear my closet. i love you guys.
White Vintage lace top. Selling off @ $12
Grey cropped top, with transparent black background and white heartshape behind, sell off @ $17.
White, red ribbon jacket. Selling off @ $15 only!!!
Denim dress, selling off @ $12
Black lace jacket, selling off @$11
White dress, selling at $13
Furfur outer, Selling @ $14 ONLY.
Ohyea btw, any of my readers is a party animal!?!?!?!?!?! IF YES, YOU GOT TO CHECK THIS OUT:
SMOOVE PROUDLY PRESENTS: S.M.A.S.H !
17 MARCH 2011, 10PM – 5AM @ ZIRCA. ♥
Babies, ya'know what to do! Throw your teenage problems away & come partying with us! Tickets at $25 only, with 1 drink provided and ladies don't have to queue if they go in before 1am! ♥ COOL WITH IT?!?!?! CONTACT ME AT 97263576, xoxo. I HOPE TO SEE YOU GUYS THERE~~~
http://www.facebook.com/event.php?eid=146605128735048
And don't forget, to CLICK MY NUFFNANGS AND LEAVE A COMMENT!!!!!! I hope this post is worth the wait :) Next post will be up pretty soon as long as I clear my clothes~~
Why don't you tell me about it? What do you want from me exactly? To continue hangon? you have no idea how much i have changed to stay strong thanks to you.
passerby: hello , where did you buy your gray colour top ?
-Hun, I'm selling it off. *look up the post. Contact me if you wanna get it :)
meows: wow you're so tall & skinny! (: hmm,how much did you buy geo lens for?
-Heh, thanks! But i have yet to reach my ideal height :( Normally ranging from $9 to $12 only!!
pb.: u got your grey crop top from ?:)
-Hun, I'm selling it off. *look up the post. Contact me if you wanna get it :)
`JL: Hi there, can i know where do you get that grey off shoulder shirt in your 26th Febuary;s post? Thanks! (:
-Hun, I'm selling it off. *look up the post. Contact me if you wanna get it :)
Pbbb. ;): How you get a flat stomach? So envy you pretty girl.. And is getting a tattoo at your waist very painful? :P
-My stomach is not fat at all!!! :( I think its meaty x.x... Nah it was painful, it was alright:)
Fionaa: Hey xinggan, So long no tag you le. :/ .
-Yea! So long never read my blog ah! @#$%^%$#@
Passerby: Where did your friend bought th black headband? That wears on th forehead? I can't find it ):
-You can get easily at jp/bugis/town!!! Find the shop "talisman" sure have!
:]: you're so tall! *envy; post more~
-Not tall as i want :( Yea suresure!!
Passby: You are so chio :) what age you are?
-Thankyou sweetie, wanna make a guess? :)
kitty: orh..whr u buy ur lipgloss?(: whr the place. or wat the blogshop url?(;
-Etude house, watson, johnlittle~~~
yeli: do u sell ur lipgloss?
-Nope :/
as: u are so sexy ! u kiss with other girlls why dn kiss with me ?
-Hahaha, thankyou! Nah, i dont kiss with stranger. LOL
玲♥: Kailing ahh ~
-Hi dear!!! Birthday coming liao ah!!! ^^
pa$$er-by: How about navel piercing?
-Naval piercing? o.0 It's not rlly pain. Some people may feel giddy after piercing or bleeds alot after piercing. Easy to get infection, need to tc of it very well.
♥Irene: @as my bby ofcause sexy , awwww but too bad her kiss just aint for you. ♥.♥
-HEEHEHEHE I LOVE BBY!
kikii: hey i like ur hair!!!♥
-Hi there!!! But i dont like it at all!!!!! :(
isabella: err did euu sell ur lip glosss? if u gt sell i wanna buy :heart:
-I'm sorry sweetie but i don't :(
-: u look white .__.
-I wish i am whiter x.x...