The girl with Masquerade
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Watching people changing in front of you is hard, but what's harder is to remember the way they used to be.
Wednesday, 9 February 2011. 2:12 pm
" I'm in a condition whereby i can't afford to lose another close one of mine. Even if say I have to die tonight, I'm pretty sure that i'm in ♥ with you, and now it feels like you don't feel the same way anymore. What happened?"
Hi, did anyone miss me? ^^ Firstly, happy cny!!! Cny was a total disaster for me :( SIGH. I only went to 1 relative's hse to visit! Pretty upsetting hur, however $.$ inside my hongbao is
quite ok. Hehe!
Met cloud and co for the few days of cny, ton ton ton! Didnt have time to take photos though, ps. Cny wasnt really happening actually, i'll be posting overdued pixs instead alright. So... These pix are taken when i tonned with my babies at ecp like few weeks ago...
" It feels like the whole world's crushing on me slowly and i can't seem to withstand the pressure. I just need to admit that, i need you here to be the someone whom i can rant my true feelings out to. It isn't easy to be me: I miss the parts and pieces of our past, needing you here in the present and hoping you were there in my future."
Bloody hellz cold can! Lucky i had my thick jacket on. Had fun with them and i look super duper hideous inside the pix bcos i didnt have makeup on== fuck it. Had my supper with my bby at some hk cafe, it was super duper nice!!!!
Cabbed home in the early morning with keyin, i swear im super sleepy.. prolly bcos my bodyclock is tuned right alr.
Er, as for cny.. cine cine cine like everyday! I watched movies continuously everyday for cny == Total of 4different movies, kill me plox.. i spent $ on this kind of things, zzzz. I swear i'm not gonna go down cine so frequently alr. Before i even forget about it, happy birthday szehui and haozhe!
Ohyes!!! I love my new nails, i think i will take a photo of it soon ^^ Thats prolly all about it, my recent life. And gah, i didnt attend schl today as i was half-lazy and half-sick. Super sleepy ttm, gonna continue chiong my VD and go to sleep lateron.
" To the guy i truly love: One fine day, you'll just turn back and look back remorsefully to this girl who's always been caring and devoted to you, never fails to say "i love you" to you no matter how much you hurt her. Because, you might have been better if you stayed with her. -From me"
Ah! I was late for fucking 4hours ytd.____. Met cloud in the morning as he, surprisingly offered to send me to schl! So i ended up going into class at 12pm plus and my lessons ends at 2pm. LOL....
Super upset that i kena stay back aft tht :( My FT said i look less motivated and allowed me to choose a close friend to seat with me!!! But, no guys and joscelin wasnt allowed to seat with me== And, the WTF thing is... he thought i was in a rs with a friend of mine.
So, i was kinda said to be one of the causes that caused him to be less motivated or smth? What i do again..... -____- Maybe i shld throw my hands up and say ohhhhh im going lesbo?! I think i will kicked out very soon if i continue like this. My life is too oh-so-happening alr. lol
Ohwell, today's the 9th feb and Valentine day's coming soon :( ... I've NEVER EVER celebrated valentine day, neither have i receive any gifts! Like any other girls, i ♥ surprises and i always look forward to them. "The greater the expectations, the greater the disappointment", the disappointment impact will be x2. I've never learnt my lesson although i fell for so many times, there's still a part of me wishing for some surprise on Valentine's day. Maybe i should control myself more :/
Okok, enough of all this craps, readers PLEASE CLICK MY NUFFNANG AND LEAVE A COMMENT ALRIGHT! And oh, i will be selling my clothes again soon!
It feels like the whole world's crushing on me slowly and i can't seem to withstand the pressure. I just need to admit that, i need you here to be the someone whom i can rant my true feelings out to. It isn't easy to be me: I miss the parts and pieces of our past, needing you here in the present and hoping you were there in my future....
You know, i always wanted to hear from you that i've always been the one and only in your heart. But i know that, it haven't been the case, but i want you to know that.. you are the one and only in my heart up till now, for 7months plus. Our suppose to 8th monthsary is coming, valentineday is coming.. but i've lowered my expectations. I don't even dare to assume that your status are referring to me anymore. I'm terrified to be let down again, disappointment sucks big time...
" I'm in a condition whereby i can't afford to lose another close one of mine. Even if say I have to die tonight, I'm pretty sure that i'm in ♥ with you, and now it feels like you don't feel the same way anymore. What happened?"
Hi, did anyone miss me? ^^ Firstly, happy cny!!! Cny was a total disaster for me :( SIGH. I only went to 1 relative's hse to visit! Pretty upsetting hur, however $.$ inside my hongbao is
quite ok. Hehe!
Met cloud and co for the few days of cny, ton ton ton! Didnt have time to take photos though, ps. Cny wasnt really happening actually, i'll be posting overdued pixs instead alright. So... These pix are taken when i tonned with my babies at ecp like few weeks ago...
" It feels like the whole world's crushing on me slowly and i can't seem to withstand the pressure. I just need to admit that, i need you here to be the someone whom i can rant my true feelings out to. It isn't easy to be me: I miss the parts and pieces of our past, needing you here in the present and hoping you were there in my future."
Bloody hellz cold can! Lucky i had my thick jacket on. Had fun with them and i look super duper hideous inside the pix bcos i didnt have makeup on== fuck it. Had my supper with my bby at some hk cafe, it was super duper nice!!!!
Cabbed home in the early morning with keyin, i swear im super sleepy.. prolly bcos my bodyclock is tuned right alr.
Er, as for cny.. cine cine cine like everyday! I watched movies continuously everyday for cny == Total of 4different movies, kill me plox.. i spent $ on this kind of things, zzzz. I swear i'm not gonna go down cine so frequently alr. Before i even forget about it, happy birthday szehui and haozhe!
Ohyes!!! I love my new nails, i think i will take a photo of it soon ^^ Thats prolly all about it, my recent life. And gah, i didnt attend schl today as i was half-lazy and half-sick. Super sleepy ttm, gonna continue chiong my VD and go to sleep lateron.
" To the guy i truly love: One fine day, you'll just turn back and look back remorsefully to this girl who's always been caring and devoted to you, never fails to say "i love you" to you no matter how much you hurt her. Because, you might have been better if you stayed with her. -From me"
Ah! I was late for fucking 4hours ytd.____. Met cloud in the morning as he, surprisingly offered to send me to schl! So i ended up going into class at 12pm plus and my lessons ends at 2pm. LOL....
Super upset that i kena stay back aft tht :( My FT said i look less motivated and allowed me to choose a close friend to seat with me!!! But, no guys and joscelin wasnt allowed to seat with me== And, the WTF thing is... he thought i was in a rs with a friend of mine.
So, i was kinda said to be one of the causes that caused him to be less motivated or smth? What i do again..... -____- Maybe i shld throw my hands up and say ohhhhh im going lesbo?! I think i will kicked out very soon if i continue like this. My life is too oh-so-happening alr. lol
Ohwell, today's the 9th feb and Valentine day's coming soon :( ... I've NEVER EVER celebrated valentine day, neither have i receive any gifts! Like any other girls, i ♥ surprises and i always look forward to them. "The greater the expectations, the greater the disappointment", the disappointment impact will be x2. I've never learnt my lesson although i fell for so many times, there's still a part of me wishing for some surprise on Valentine's day. Maybe i should control myself more :/
Okok, enough of all this craps, readers PLEASE CLICK MY NUFFNANG AND LEAVE A COMMENT ALRIGHT! And oh, i will be selling my clothes again soon!
It feels like the whole world's crushing on me slowly and i can't seem to withstand the pressure. I just need to admit that, i need you here to be the someone whom i can rant my true feelings out to. It isn't easy to be me: I miss the parts and pieces of our past, needing you here in the present and hoping you were there in my future....
You know, i always wanted to hear from you that i've always been the one and only in your heart. But i know that, it haven't been the case, but i want you to know that.. you are the one and only in my heart up till now, for 7months plus. Our suppose to 8th monthsary is coming, valentineday is coming.. but i've lowered my expectations. I don't even dare to assume that your status are referring to me anymore. I'm terrified to be let down again, disappointment sucks big time...