The girl with Masquerade
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Too many things to say, too little words to say it all. ( I love you, says it all)
Wednesday, 16 February 2011. 9:12 pm
"Today's the eighth 16, if we're meant to be, no time is too long, no distance is too far, no words are too less to describe us, no misunderstanding can separate our connected thoughts, no disappointments can make us let go and no one can ever tear us apart ♥"
Hello all, firstly today's 16th Feb 2010... my supposed to be 8th monthsary with beebeebum. While 2days ago was Valentine's day! I don't know where to start from.. But this is going to be a super super super super long post.
Before i even start on my post, I want to say fuck parents who reads their child's blog secretly and still have the cheek to say that there's nothing wrong with it and that they don't feel sorry about it, still criticize on what you do, your friends etc. FUCK YOU in the face. (: Ok i'm done. LOL, oh ya! Same pattern, all VERY VERY OVERDUED PHOTOS AGAIN.
I had continuous 4days of test in school and it nearly killed me!!!! *Cross hand I SWEAR OK. First was geography > chemistry > maths > bio. Maybe i shld admit this, i didnt study at all.... Luckily i passed my maths very surprisingly ..bcos i still celebrate valentine's day and ended up sleeping at 2am plus so = i never study!!! LOL.
Geography was quite not bad, topped for chemistry << MAD HAPPY. LOLOLOLOL ♥.♥ I feel so sleepy nowadays in class :( The minute i lie my head on the table, i can fall asleep within 10secs -__- I can sleep for non stop 3hours~~~~ Basically school days are still normal. Gah, i think im still trapped in my own world :/
"One year ago, i repeatedly asked myself what's love. I think i got it, love is something that cannot be defined. You'll do things and sacrifice unconditionally for the one you love, no matter at what cost. You'll give the best you have to that someone. Even if that someone ended up together with others, you'll give them your best wishes."
I'm feeling depress nowadays, ok.. i think last week was worse. My bby had a hard time physcoing me down to find them at bugis as they planned to sheesha. Same old people, irene(bby), szehui, lyb, keyin. Jan didnt show up! Hmmm, its.very.boring there.... left the place around 2am???? Damn keyin kept testing my patience, been warning her not to continue whacking my hand and she refuse to listen== end up got scratch by me and she bleeded....... LOL.
Cabbed down to boonlay (dontknow for what) because keyin wants to go down find her buddy== end up?!?!?!?!?! We went there, for awhile and go off.. simply bcos there's nothing to do! Waste of cabfare, luckily i stay near that area... otherwise i would have killed her.
Sad case for irene and lyb though .____. One amk, another one stay in sbw.. Had a long talk with them until 6am, saying about creepy stuffs.... you know you know :( Those scary stuffs.. ahem, ahpiao.... @.@ Ah~~~~
Reached home around 6.20am, immediate k.o on my bed till 2pm and i forced myself to wake up! I was telling myself, "must wake up for work must wakeup for work must wakeup for work, die also must, if not my bby will kill me first @.@" surprisingly it works luh. LOL
So, I worked with my bby at sg flyer! For people who visits my fb profile shld know. I don't update my blog very often, prolly once or twice a week, but i update my fb like every few hours... LOLOL.
It was quite fun there hur, esp sat! Just nice smoove and chingay event was held there when we were working!! So many of them took flyers from us~~~ Yesyes, we went to singapore flyer to give flyers ♥.♥ heh. It was crowded with ppl there though.
Bby wanted to go smoove's event/ ph and i was very tempted to go... nono, i mean extremely tempted to go.. but i said N.O! v^^v omg, im so proud of myself, HAHAHAHHAA. Lol! Sunday was still the same routine, work at sg flyers~ Nothing much == mad boring, end up me and bby nua there. Nua nua nua till work's over.
And no, we were only working for fun last week .___. I'm still a school girl ♥.♥ Hehehehe. Then.. came Valentine's day..... I was rlly god damn moody that day i remembered! I spammed quotes on fb and rant like mad, dontknow for what fuck. I still took a nap in the evening and cried :'( super upset ok!
"I'll take a bullet for you, but before that i'll write your name in the bullet. So then, people would know that you are the last thing that went in my head."
Every year's valentine is the same for me, no present no celebration.. basically n o t h i n g! Thats the reason why i always hate valentine -_- But yea, although i was rlly unwilling to go out.. but cloud rang me up and i still went down to cine. Heh, i got my first valentine's present from him!!! ♥♥♥♥ ♥♥♥♥ ♥♥♥♥ ♥♥♥♥ Ok, lettme happy awhile la ==..........................
Met my babies there as well, wanted to cab down to bugis steamboat's place but the queue was wtfomg long!!!!!! Super cramp in the mrt la :( I hate squeezing in the mrt, i mean who likes?!?!?!? Steamboat awhile, camwhore here and there... and i took the last train home!
Was very tempted to ton ah :/ bcos 3/5 of my babies tonning -___- But NOOOOOO i went home bcos i have maths test the next day! I think nowadays i finally have some self discipline and control alr! ^^ Thank you cloud, jan and ciacia(this girl claimed tht she got one for me, but i havent receive yet) for valentine day gift! ♥ I will upload valentine's day pix on the other post alright!
Right, there's also a clubbing event this saturday but... i don't think i shld spent $ on stupid clubbing often right :/??? So, i shall not attend right!!!?!?!!!!!!!! I SHALL NOT ATTEND, I SHALL NOT!!!
"If you really love her, you should tell her. because people change, and hearts move on. But well, maybe for some girls, they'll move on only when forever is through. And it sucks, you know, watching someone you love change into something you don't even know. Not anymore. I laughed at my stupidity. Will you think of me when you're lying awake on your bed at night, do you miss me, we're more than friends so you love me? Questions like this are what keeps me holding on. I'm stupid. I just wish that for that very ONE moment you could be me, and maybe, only then... you'll realize how much you actually hurt me, how much you actually mean to me."
Before i forget, i'm selling a few items here~ Do support me k!!!!!
Lastly, CLICK MY NUFFNANGS AND LEAVE ME A COMMENT OK :( LESS COMMENTS= LESSER POSTS!:(
SELLING OFF ITEMS!!!!!! MY PRELOVES.
Black laced jacket, $15 only!! BRAND NEW.
White studded cardigan, $15 only!!! Wore only a few times, perfect condition.
ANYONE INTERESTED, DO EMAIL ME AT downwith-loveee@hotmail.com/tag me at my cbox WITH YOUR CONTACT NUMBER (:
"Sometimes, you do sweet things that instantly brought me up to the heaven but you send me into the depths of hell after that.. you talked and treated me like i'm the only girl, special at one moment but ignore me the next second :/ There's so much things i wanted to say, too much. And i want you to know that letting you go will never be in my list. And that even if its just for a second, being with you is better than.... anything or anyone else in this world. I miss you" ♥
But i know that i ain't that girl i guess, i know you love her, me to you is just something you miss alot, not love and i shall not deceive myself.. I'll continue to love you, and you'll never ever know that my forever to you won't be through, even if one day you're with someone else, even if one day we never contact again... I am not be waiting for you to love me back, i don't mind this to be a secret one way love. I just want my love for you to be true love. I'm not someone good, never as compared to the other girls. Time shall prove it all, if we're meant to be. SIGH.
"Today's the eighth 16, if we're meant to be, no time is too long, no distance is too far, no words are too less to describe us, no misunderstanding can separate our connected thoughts, no disappointments can make us let go and no one can ever tear us apart ♥"
Hello all, firstly today's 16th Feb 2010... my supposed to be 8th monthsary with beebeebum. While 2days ago was Valentine's day! I don't know where to start from.. But this is going to be a super super super super long post.
Before i even start on my post, I want to say fuck parents who reads their child's blog secretly and still have the cheek to say that there's nothing wrong with it and that they don't feel sorry about it, still criticize on what you do, your friends etc. FUCK YOU in the face. (: Ok i'm done. LOL, oh ya! Same pattern, all VERY VERY OVERDUED PHOTOS AGAIN.
I had continuous 4days of test in school and it nearly killed me!!!! *Cross hand I SWEAR OK. First was geography > chemistry > maths > bio. Maybe i shld admit this, i didnt study at all.... Luckily i passed my maths very surprisingly ..bcos i still celebrate valentine's day and ended up sleeping at 2am plus so = i never study!!! LOL.
Geography was quite not bad, topped for chemistry << MAD HAPPY. LOLOLOLOL ♥.♥ I feel so sleepy nowadays in class :( The minute i lie my head on the table, i can fall asleep within 10secs -__- I can sleep for non stop 3hours~~~~ Basically school days are still normal. Gah, i think im still trapped in my own world :/
"One year ago, i repeatedly asked myself what's love. I think i got it, love is something that cannot be defined. You'll do things and sacrifice unconditionally for the one you love, no matter at what cost. You'll give the best you have to that someone. Even if that someone ended up together with others, you'll give them your best wishes."
I'm feeling depress nowadays, ok.. i think last week was worse. My bby had a hard time physcoing me down to find them at bugis as they planned to sheesha. Same old people, irene(bby), szehui, lyb, keyin. Jan didnt show up! Hmmm, its.very.boring there.... left the place around 2am???? Damn keyin kept testing my patience, been warning her not to continue whacking my hand and she refuse to listen== end up got scratch by me and she bleeded....... LOL.
Cabbed down to boonlay (dontknow for what) because keyin wants to go down find her buddy== end up?!?!?!?!?! We went there, for awhile and go off.. simply bcos there's nothing to do! Waste of cabfare, luckily i stay near that area... otherwise i would have killed her.
Sad case for irene and lyb though .____. One amk, another one stay in sbw.. Had a long talk with them until 6am, saying about creepy stuffs.... you know you know :( Those scary stuffs.. ahem, ahpiao.... @.@ Ah~~~~
Reached home around 6.20am, immediate k.o on my bed till 2pm and i forced myself to wake up! I was telling myself, "must wake up for work must wakeup for work must wakeup for work, die also must, if not my bby will kill me first @.@" surprisingly it works luh. LOL
So, I worked with my bby at sg flyer! For people who visits my fb profile shld know. I don't update my blog very often, prolly once or twice a week, but i update my fb like every few hours... LOLOL.
It was quite fun there hur, esp sat! Just nice smoove and chingay event was held there when we were working!! So many of them took flyers from us~~~ Yesyes, we went to singapore flyer to give flyers ♥.♥ heh. It was crowded with ppl there though.
Bby wanted to go smoove's event/ ph and i was very tempted to go... nono, i mean extremely tempted to go.. but i said N.O! v^^v omg, im so proud of myself, HAHAHAHHAA. Lol! Sunday was still the same routine, work at sg flyers~ Nothing much == mad boring, end up me and bby nua there. Nua nua nua till work's over.
And no, we were only working for fun last week .___. I'm still a school girl ♥.♥ Hehehehe. Then.. came Valentine's day..... I was rlly god damn moody that day i remembered! I spammed quotes on fb and rant like mad, dontknow for what fuck. I still took a nap in the evening and cried :'( super upset ok!
"I'll take a bullet for you, but before that i'll write your name in the bullet. So then, people would know that you are the last thing that went in my head."
Every year's valentine is the same for me, no present no celebration.. basically n o t h i n g! Thats the reason why i always hate valentine -_- But yea, although i was rlly unwilling to go out.. but cloud rang me up and i still went down to cine. Heh, i got my first valentine's present from him!!! ♥♥♥♥ ♥♥♥♥ ♥♥♥♥ ♥♥♥♥ Ok, lettme happy awhile la ==..........................
Met my babies there as well, wanted to cab down to bugis steamboat's place but the queue was wtfomg long!!!!!! Super cramp in the mrt la :( I hate squeezing in the mrt, i mean who likes?!?!?!? Steamboat awhile, camwhore here and there... and i took the last train home!
Was very tempted to ton ah :/ bcos 3/5 of my babies tonning -___- But NOOOOOO i went home bcos i have maths test the next day! I think nowadays i finally have some self discipline and control alr! ^^ Thank you cloud, jan and ciacia(this girl claimed tht she got one for me, but i havent receive yet) for valentine day gift! ♥ I will upload valentine's day pix on the other post alright!
Right, there's also a clubbing event this saturday but... i don't think i shld spent $ on stupid clubbing often right :/??? So, i shall not attend right!!!?!?!!!!!!!! I SHALL NOT ATTEND, I SHALL NOT!!!
"If you really love her, you should tell her. because people change, and hearts move on. But well, maybe for some girls, they'll move on only when forever is through. And it sucks, you know, watching someone you love change into something you don't even know. Not anymore. I laughed at my stupidity. Will you think of me when you're lying awake on your bed at night, do you miss me, we're more than friends so you love me? Questions like this are what keeps me holding on. I'm stupid. I just wish that for that very ONE moment you could be me, and maybe, only then... you'll realize how much you actually hurt me, how much you actually mean to me."
Before i forget, i'm selling a few items here~ Do support me k!!!!!
Lastly, CLICK MY NUFFNANGS AND LEAVE ME A COMMENT OK :( LESS COMMENTS= LESSER POSTS!:(
SELLING OFF ITEMS!!!!!! MY PRELOVES.
Black laced jacket, $15 only!! BRAND NEW.
White studded cardigan, $15 only!!! Wore only a few times, perfect condition.
ANYONE INTERESTED, DO EMAIL ME AT downwith-loveee@hotmail.com/tag me at my cbox WITH YOUR CONTACT NUMBER (:
"Sometimes, you do sweet things that instantly brought me up to the heaven but you send me into the depths of hell after that.. you talked and treated me like i'm the only girl, special at one moment but ignore me the next second :/ There's so much things i wanted to say, too much. And i want you to know that letting you go will never be in my list. And that even if its just for a second, being with you is better than.... anything or anyone else in this world. I miss you" ♥
But i know that i ain't that girl i guess, i know you love her, me to you is just something you miss alot, not love and i shall not deceive myself.. I'll continue to love you, and you'll never ever know that my forever to you won't be through, even if one day you're with someone else, even if one day we never contact again... I am not be waiting for you to love me back, i don't mind this to be a secret one way love. I just want my love for you to be true love. I'm not someone good, never as compared to the other girls. Time shall prove it all, if we're meant to be. SIGH.
-: whr eu buy the upper eyelash n lower eyelash?
-Mostly is sasa and john little.
pb: wat ur upper eyelashes code?<:
-Errr im using many different kinds of upper eyelash....
x: Hi ! Whats your DSLR model and how much did you buy it for dear (:
-Hi there, im not using DSLR.
guest: hi do accept my facebook fren request ! (:
-I alr accepted~
guest: where do u took the neoprint at http://picasaweb.google.com/lh/photo/t3IEmQm5wMhknu-c0XGrfhwbHXwArzNjDkmPT-aL9VQ?feat=embedwebsite ? (:
-Cine~
passerby: hey! which school are u studying at!
-Hi there, a private schl in bt merah!
seline: i think you should cr8 a formspring. too many questions.
-Very less :( I think if i create formspring, my cbox will be dead.. LOL, thanks for the suggestion though!
dknv: what's lc?
-Tongue kissing.
guest (:: how do you make your nails ub http://picasaweb.google.com/lh/photo/5_PkVS1KWIDPw2MbVI_PdDbjtkIMPI2t8dYryk7VQQw?feat=embedwebsite
-Errrrrrrrrrr, i dontknow how to say @.@???? Just like this? its easy!
weiming gapekey: wow ur gorgeous... cheer up... all ur post all emoemo de... but i do like ur fb quotes... they do mean something... >.~
-Hahaha, thanks for the compliment (:
=}: where do you edit your photo ?
-Picnik
Passerby: Hai. Which shisha flavour you recommend?
-Mint~
M&M: Harlo. Clicked your nuffnang! HEHEHE:D
-Thankyou!
d: how u get in PH on ladies night ? Fake ic ?
-I have my own ways? LOL, i dont even have fake ic! .____.
-: p&c ?
-Private and Confidential.
:B: hi, stay pretty (: update more often ? i hope you can do more blogshop advt . (:
-Hi there, thankyou! Sure sure~
Hi: hi, can i make friends w you? i am a girl, dont worry:DDD you look very chio :D
-Yea sure sure (: why not!
Guestlol: what is the url that you normally bought your contact lens?
-I bloghop, randomly buy from those blogshop. So there isnt a bs that i frequently buy lens from .___.
xiaoens: saw chu at jp arcade tht day ><
-Hahaa, is it? Didnt say hi!
Rapist: can i rape u
-Look @ cloud's reply (: Hehe. *points below*
Cloud @ Rapist: Go and rape your mother luh cb. Grandmother will fit you fine also.
- v^^v LOLLOLOOLOL.
Psb: Hey dear cheer up. I don't know who you are but can see that you're rly upset. Some of your feelings were what I felt recently too.
-Hey sweetie, yea im upset :/ Sigh.
jamie: i love ur clothes:D
-Thankyou!! Im lack of clothes :(
tomatoketchup: STAY STRONG GIRL! I know you can.:)
-I'm hanging on already :/ ...
xoxo: er yr contactson the most recent post is what colour?
-Errrrrrr... I've been wearing grey and brown recently. i think.
x: do you recommend rebonding ?
-If your hair is rlly curl then rebond, otherwise don't. Rebond causes harm to hair, esp when your hair is very weak. You will end up regretting bcos you need to rebond once every half a month or a year.