Friday, 31 December 2010. 7:24 am


Nothing lasts forever, so live it up, drink it drown, laugh it off, avoid the bullshit, take changes & never have regrets, because at one point, everything you did was exactly what you wanted.





Hi all, before i begin, REMEMBER READ MY LAST PARAGRAPH OKIE?! OK, CONTINUE: my current post is kinda a draft and edited it! It was supposingly a awful upsetting post :( But hah, i edited it! LOL, cos i dont think im sad anymore!!! Because in this one week, i've thinked thru alot. I no longer cry, i hold my head high and continue walking on to the future!! I'm not sad  AT ALL. Okay, prolly a lil disappointed. I'm so contented with all my good sisters and brothers around me~ Cheering me up, standing beside me no matter what.



2010, is a TOTALLY A W E S O M E YEAR. I learn about true love, although this rs lasted for only half a year. But, still worth it! Yeah, i shld thank him for teaching so many many things. Without him, i wouldn't know so much good siblings and friends, i wouldnt gain my freedom etc. I learn how to be strong, no cutting and crying for me! \m/ Totally under control now. SORRY TO DISAPPOINT SOME BITCHES ^^

I've found a good way to vent my anger and sadness, listening clubbing songs, drinking and clubbing(Y) But, i shld concentrate on my studies alr! Okok, continue: (Again, overdued photos: Night at the club, irene's hse, night at cine etc)






Christmas for me was totally was.. :( Although yea, i was happy that i managed to catch a midnight movie with irene, bbb and robert. If i ain't wrong, we caught "Guliver's travel"?.. Went home in the morning and sleep for few pathetic hours.. Hotel rendezvous for my christmas dinner. The food sucks pretty much.








Meet keyin at fep, manage to get a bag only! Went down to PH to find irene & co, end up they was bounced out -_- zzzz. So only keyin and i managed to went in. Drink and etc. Saw eric daddy and talked a' lil. Love my daddy ttm! Overall, i enjoyed myself pretty much. Cabbed home and had mac breakfast.





Cloud suddenly rang me up and came down to my area to have breakfast with me. Miracle hor! Went out, while keyin's sleeping like a pig at my hse== Had Kfc, for my 2nd round of breakfast. I think i'm another geh pa lan one, accompany bbb take train from boonlay to marina bay, bounce back to amk and send cloud off, then go back boonlay. Sometimes i wish that train trips will go a lil more longer.. just a little more. will do.








Against your chest, where you couldn't see, the tears welled up and spilled over. And right, i'm tired of everything... It seems like the one i used to love and know, has died. How do i put this in words..... hmm, it's just like a vampire. Something that's dead, but still alive. No longer the same. GAH. I think no one gets what im saying also!







Previously, i acc-ed my bby(irene) to simei to apply her course! Okay, i'm damn "wei da", bcos of her i didnt sleep :( We shopped for the whole day aft tht! Next day, her turn to wakeup early for me (Y) pei wo go schl report~ Okay..the people there are a little weird, my teacher's a little humorous telling all the girls that our schl's guys all hormones havent stable, so it's common for ppl to take number -_- LOL!

Mad shopping spree after that. Yesyes, esp me and irene. Buy this buy that, buy this buy that! Argh. I wanna clear my closet with new clothes alr == Cine for awhile, watched some crews dancing electro etc. Totally cool. Cabbed down to keyin's friend hse with her, mahjong for them whole night. Me? Use iphone fb whole night == pathetic, no com. zzzzzz. Breakfast and went home!





Countdown is later on, kinda looking forward to it! New year. H3h3h3 Hmmm, I shld be finding a new space to write out about all my thoughts. Not on blog or facebook or hp drafts. It's going to be 2011 soon, i wonder if my year for 2011 will have any special one including inside. The changes in me are scaring me. But, so glad that i've picked myself up!!! ^^ I'm a strong and happy girl~ that only falls at times and pick herself after that! hehe.

Really thanks for all the sisters and brothers around me! People like, irene cloud eric keyin weizhen congcong vincent fengyi maddie jess and many more, thanks for comforting me and hearing me rant even though yes, i ain't really that close with you guys! This year, is really the year i've really live my life to the very maximum! Drunk nights with my bbgs, clubbing nights with my bbgs, tonning and shopping with my bbgs. I'll never forget it!

I want to be a strong girl who everyone admires - With love, kailing!


CLICK MY NUFFNANG AND LEAVE A NAISE COMMENT AH! HOPE EVERYONE FOR THE BEST FOR 2011!!! ;)

BEFORE I FORGET, SOME SWEET DEDICATION FROM ME, FENGYI AND IRENE, TO NG YIXIANG AND STEPH ANG. SORRY :( BUT IM JUST NOT USED TO BEING A DOG WHO HIDES BEHIND THE COM, DONT EVEN DARE TO WRITE NAME X.X NEITHER DO I STALK ANY OF YOU, YOU GUYS STALKED US FIRST AND LET US TRACKED TILL SOMEMORE :/ LOLOL!!! GAH, IM TOTALLY FINE WITH YOU GUYS STALKING US THOUGH X)


AH, I LAZY TO TYPE EVERYTHING HERE. STEPHANIE AND YX, GO MY FB SEE OK! HEHE. WANT TALK/WRITE ANYTHING, MAKE SURE YOU HAVE THE GUTS TO WRITE PPL'S NAME & PREPARE FOR SHOOTING. LOL!
http://www.facebook.com/KailingVivibellawishes/posts/1752241055201?notif_t=feed_comment
http://www.facebook.com/KailingVivibellawishes/posts/178204848876613 
http://www.facebook.com/permalink.php?id=523679203&story_fbid=1753999495486&notif_t=mention 

http://www.facebook.com/2words.badromance/posts/152843041431352?notif_t=like 

IN CASE, THIS 4 LINKS DONT WORK, FEEL FREE TO CALL ME UP. IRENE'S PREPAID AIN'T MEANT TO BE WASTE ON PPL LIKE YOU -_-


AND, I DONT EVEN INCLUDE BOTH OF YOU IN MY LIFE== REALLY DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY YOU WOULD WANT TO "FIND TROUBLE" AGAIN. YX, STILL CALL US FOR FORGIVESS? DONT NEED, JUST CONTROL UR SJB GIRLF AND MAKE SURE HER GUTS IS BIG ENOUGH TO PUT PPL'S NAME WHEN SHE DEDICATE THINGS OK ^^ SORRY AH, USE OUR REPUTATION HELP YOU TWO POP YI XIA! UP UP UP UP~~ THANKS FOR STILL PRAISING ME HAVING LOOKS+FAME ^^ -_-


CB? VULGAR MUCH :( YOU WANNA GO TOILET CHECK FIRST? SORRY, I'VE IRENE ESP, AND ETC ENOUGH ALR -_- EVEN I.F. I LOSE IRENE ONE DAY, I WONT "CRAWL BACK TO YOU" LICK IS IT? DARE, COME FIND ME. FACE TO FACE, ASK ME LICK ==. MAKE SURE YOU BOOST UR GUTS BEFORE THT :/ ZZZZZZZ


PLEASE DO NOT FORCE ME TO MAKE THINGS UGLIER, TO POST EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU TWO'S PAST AND POST UR GIRLF'S BLOG LINK UP. :) I DONT WISH TO GET INVOLVED IN THIS LAME MATTER TOO, BUT AW, TOO BAD SHE DIDNT DARE TO PUT MY NAME :( I DONT LIKE!


THIS 2DEDICATIONS IS FROM ME, FENGYI AND IRENE, THE AMAZING BITCHES OF YOU GUY'S LIFE. LOLOL ♥.♥ AWWWW YOU ARE IN A HOT MESS! YES YES, I BELIEVE IN KARMA. SO I SHALL SEE HOW YOUR BOYF GO INSIDE AND HOW YOU GONNA WAIT FOR HIM :( OK!? HEHE. I THINK MY TOES ARE MUCH SWEETER THAN YOU GUYS. ZZZZZ. AH YOUR PATTERN ZAI ZAI ONE, COMFIRM GO REMOVE BLOG ==. LAME MUCH? DONT EVEN WANNA READ IT. YOU'RE PRETTY UNLUCKY TO HAVE SOMEONE TELLING ME ABOUT IT -'-^^-'-

I shld stop checking. Truth are so ugly. I see the changes now.. and right, the worst part about me walking away from you, is knowing that you're not going to chase after me anymore..................................................................................................................................................................................................... Because of you, I don’t know how to let anyone else in. Falling for you was the easiest part, convincing myself to giveup is the hardest part. I'm not a amazing girl, she is. But i'm definitely more stronger than any of other girls as compared to the past. I know the you who i love, will want me to pick myself up. Live my life ttm. Sorry, but i wish you all the best in whatever choice you make. Love doesnt mean that i need to be with you right! As long as you're happy :) I will never forget you~ Thanks for being my closest friend, best brother, amazing lover, caring father! HAHAHA. Weeeeets. - Lamkailing.

Irene: Bby Boniania , Tell your Ex SiSTER Steph Ang. You will NEVER lose me ♥ Ask her to slowly wait. Ask her dont be so naive to think that we can be so easily break up. Breaking up her head is even easiler than breaking us up. & eewwww! Dont pollute your house k?! Ask a dog come -_- She dont even have to come lick la. Ask her stay home go masturbate herself can le ♥♥♥
-Hi bbg!! Dw luh, ppl block me etc alr :( LOL! Still early to say la x) But yea, we wont be SO EASY to peng~ LOL. Cos her head loose alr, thats why start blabbering nonsense= easy to break ^^ LOL, i got so many ppl with me== for what lick. i rather alone than find her .___. LOLOLOLOL. And most impt thing is i have bigger guts than her now, im so much stronger and yes IM MUCH MORE EVIL.

Clairis: Relink me (:
-Sure, asap! (:

ke xin: hi stay chio^^
-Geez, thanks girl :)

candy: u nve makeup u cute too:) u makeup super cute!!!
-LOLOLOL, no ah! :$ thankyou!

'': cant find the lash!!!:'(
-Ah x.x.......

jess: ur lash nt buy frm i-babydoll.bs ?
-Nope! I dont buy lashes online :)

passerbyyy: pretty!
-Thanks!!

x: you still with yoyr bf?
-Well, not really! Why? :)

Maymay: HELLO, you're mad chio! And, last long! Hoho, i'm your blog reader anyway LOLOL.
-Hello! LOLOL, thanks anyway! :) Hope you'll continue reading in 2011!!

Iris lovisa calandra: link me :) Love
-Okayokay! (L)

Jasmine ; ♥: hai! love. Iloveyou!! hehehe, random. LOL :$
-Hai!! i love you maximum too :$

gfffk: whr you go to buy bagggs?:)
-Bugis and town! :)

Psby: Hi, you're very beautiful, i like you hair (: may i know what do i tell the hiardresser to cut hair like yours? (:
-Hi, thanks dear :) Hmmm, i just ask her to layer my hair abit and trim the rest. Then just continue growing my hair! LOL

Octina: Hi, saw you several time in club. You're quite pretty even in real life. HAHAHA, Stay pretty ((:
-Hi there! Serious? Why didnt say hi? Hahahha, thanks alot sweetie (:

psb: you're very chio lots! merry xmas!
-Thanks alot! :)

jess: hi update more soon:) meery x'mas:]
-Hi there, yes yes i will!! Thanks alot :)

kim kim: luh u nvr sell things le? ur oldest post gt sell post things still gt sell?:) stay chio:)
-Yea, i still selling~~ Just lazy to update the items :x hahahah! Thanks alot sweet.

White: Heres a naise comment for you :) Stay pretty babe . And I hope ue will be happy and smile alotalot . And i understand ! As a girl , I love surprises too . I feel ya . Have fun for christmas ! ♥
-Omg, you're so sweet!!! Thanks alot :) I do appreciate your comment alot!

kimiko: hi kailing do u still selling the f21 faux diamond heart ring on oct 22?:) could i buy frm u??:) if u selling then u text me 82646311:)
-Hi there, sorry ya. Its sold :)

passerby: Merry Christmas Kailing, you're so mad chio. :) cheerup alright, takecare & continue to update your blog more frequently! im your daily reader, hehe.
-Thankyou dear for the thoughtful comment! :) Hope you'll continue reading my blog next year!!

-: Hey how u have such a slim tummy
-Nono!! :( I think it's abit fat._. LOL, i eat alot.

passerby: hmms can you accept my fren req in fb? (:
-Which is you? (: Fb name please?

passer: what is epic :O
-Uh, idk how to explain ._. .....

PASSERBY:D: Heyy, may i know where did you get that flower top from? From the 25th post?
-Hey there, cottonon!

gfffk: hey frm 25th post wif u buy both bracelets and ring th ribbon 1? (:
-Town area~

gfffk: and can help me ask ur fren irene whr she buy her leopard sunglasses? so nice! (: tks!
-Hahahaha, thats my shades dear! :) I buy it from johnlittle!

psb: hi, where do you buy the shirt is this picrure? http://picasaweb.google.com/lh/photo/TwNJdaYU2f6n7U08vSXnjDbjtkIMPI2t8dYryk7VQQw?feat=embedwebsite
-Cottonon! :)

pb: i came across ur blog i saw a big beauty:))
- :$.. Thanks!

.: hi may i know how do you edit your pics and what effects you use? :)
-Hi there, erm i just brighten the photos! :) Effects.. i seldom use :O, just random choose them!

passer: OMG ! you and your boyf so sweet why break siah ? and he so fast attached ? cheer up okies
-Hahaha, relax sweet :) We're still good friends though! Thanks~

Pb.: Hi pretty, do you know where to get sheer heart leggings?
-Hi there, you can try finding at fep! :)

Wenxin: Hihi :( Update moreeee.
-LOL! I update le ^^