Saturday, 25 December 2010. 12:14 am

It's Christmas eve, i've just woken up from a nightmare
☹ I dreamt of them again, my worst nightmare that has been repeating itself for continuous 3days.
Whenever i see her, a voice in my head goes "SLUUUTTT!". She didnt know that she have a promising career: A whore. She talks more shit than her ass could produce. I want her dead for this xmas, and fuck off from the one i love. And well, maybe i should congrats her as well for finally joining the club i made with myself called "Whores I should be aware of" Be proud, SMILE!
Roses are red, voilets are blue, a bitch like you, belongs in a zoo. Don't be sad, don't be blue, I want you dead for this christmas too! With love, kailing.

Gah, enough of all this. People nowadays have been asking if i'm alright and it makes me feel like punching them in the face and ask if they're alright == Can't you mind your own business and see for yourself if i'm alright?
SIGH. 2010, it's not really a great year. But i'm still glad that i met you guys!

Ohyeah, back to ytd.. I went to Zirca with my babies. Met my cousins, huiru and yeeling, headed down to cq to meet szehui and irene then, lyb and co, beebeebum and co. Walked over there, slacked for hours as usual. Familiar faces everywhere as usual, hi hi hi.

Hate this event ttm, bouncer's mad strict. I got bounced out for the first time. lol. Enjoyed the breeze and spent hours talking to my cousins while the rest dance like a party animal inside. Zzz. Ah, but i still manage to cheer up a lil with my couzzies around chatting with me, beebeebum buying me icecream and all, friends teasing me~


Now i'm having seconds thoughts to attend the countdown party which will be held in a few days time..
SIGH. Ohyeah, tomorrow's Christmas! Beebeebum promised to celebrate with me, and now i pray that he really really would wakeup early tomorrow or else i'll be mad disappointed :(
Fml.

Actually what i really want for Christmas is really simple, just a surprise. I mean, i'm a girl too right! I love surprises as well, and it's been so long so long... that someone actually plan a surprise for me. I wish that i'm at orchard now, admiring all the beautiful sights and crowds.. I wish that i'm at bq drinking all my sorrows, I wish that i'm at the club partying like it's the last night of my life..

Ohcrap, i think i'm getting more and more upset. Zzzz, i shld stop talking about it. And, i'll upload my overdued pix for this post.
Guys, could you click my nuffnang advs and leave a naise comment as my christmas gift? Thanks all. Anyway, it's 00:00 already, M E R R Y C H R I S T M A S!!! May all your wishes come true~ :*