Monday, 29 November 2010. 3:27 pm


Hi. I'm happy, super happy :/ lol. I was sick ytd, a slight fever & spinning headaches. I, foolishly was otw home at 9pm plus to go back some shops to get you things. Foolishly, begging the person to let me be the last customer coz the shop was closing == Still, walking away with disappointment. Moron.


Images of " & "" keep popping out. Truths about " & """ cant seem to be erased. Who would have expected that i'll be the one crying inside some hideous toilet after you & ""walked away. We, pretended to be strangers. You, let me go that day.
FUCK. 

Dear (insert names), bet you'll see this. I, used to love you alot. Untill i srsly hate you ttc after the day you send me to hell. Thanks for allowing me to see how ugly things are. 

My life's a rollercoaster, constantly going up & down. And i srsly wonder, how long would i hold on or just jump off this stupid.asshole.rollercoaster.




I think i need a bestfriend. So that i donthave to pretend  im not crying. I'm tired.

You have no idea how much it hurts. Sorry, i've been hurt more than you do. Imagine i was with a guy you dislike, i promised you not to meet him, yet i was with him & i saw you. We pretended to be strangers. I write on his fb walls. How would you feel? 

Think i need to put on a idontcare mask, not making anyone to do promises to me, not trusting anyone with thier "swears", not trying to break my promises anymore. I don't want a hug anymore, i dont want to rely on it whenever im sad. I'm making a comingback soon, i'll be stronger. Tata!