Tuesday, 28 September 2010. 9:21 pm


Nobody can ever understand how toturing it is for me to live on. The world is full of lies.
Hi, ahhhhhhh finally for a long-waited proper post! (Y) Basically tonning the whole week 2 weeks back. BEST WEEK EVER! Played lan, slacked etc etc & slept over at friend's hse with baby. Went back to attend uncle's funeral, RIP alright. Yea, my parents finally granted my wish, to allow me quit schl. I have not been attending lessons for 4fucking weeks & will be going back to schl for only my major exams. After my exams, i'm outta schl. A schl leaver, in another word.


Lots of complicated things happened, thanks baby & irene for being there :) Hmmm.....back on Saturday, September 11: worked with irene & suey suey got a fine from HSA. Fucking no mood for work so we trained down to bedok to find yx. Then, had a steamboat session with yx & irene @ ECP. Emo fuck :( Mood wasn't good, at all. Fuck.







It was a beautiful scene there, there was a star just right above the cresent!!!!! Super nice. All the couples are there seating together :( Yet baby was not by my side ... :/ Lots of stuffs happened....







Monday, September 13: Skipped schl to meet irene @ amk, went over to baby's hse for some matters. Bad stuffs happened again. Together with Brendan, Davin, Clarence, Andrew etc etc as well as baby, cabbed down to kovan's lan. Spent our night there till 4am plus??? Also, thanks brendan for talking some sense outta me :)


Tuesday, September 14: Depressed like wtf bcos i'm still wearing my uniform == What's more, i didn't sleep at all! So, baby & I went over to clarence hse to have a shower & short nap! Damn comfortable (Y) I can't remember what exactly happened... I think baby & i went to meet davin, andrew & irene! Went over to Ciacia's hse for a night. Webcam with baby & went to sleep around 4am plus, wokeup at 3pm plus. Irene came over to find me.











& both of this stupid girls played a prank on me == wtf la. LOL, you guys dont have to understand the prank ^^ h3h3h3h3. Went to baby's hse to find him & went to kel's hse. Stayed there for a couple of nights. Spent our nights playing lan etc etc, eating instant noodles as supper! LOL. Baby's sweet to me during that few days <:

& damn, we spent our 3rd month anni in a lanshop -_- I don't expect anything during 4th month anni alr. 1st anni was alright, but baby neglected me bcos of his maxtune competition! :@ 2nd anni, i was very sicked & even went into hospital so we didn't celebrate. 3rd anni, complicated stuffs, spent our night @ lan. ARGH!!!!!



Thursday, September 16: Can't remember anything, can only remember that all of us(irene, davin, chervin, baby & me) met up around 11pm going 12 at amk arcade. Jubeat awhile, trained & cabbed down to yx's hse for some stuffs. Then cabbed back to woodlands. Idiot stuffs happened again. Baby was semi-drunk & what's interesting is, he'll be awake after eating potato chips!!! LOL. so funny \m/



As for me, i cabbed back home to prepare for uncle's funeral. Went to his funeral, tears welled up & sort of spilled over. Cabbed to woodlands to meet baby. Slept over at kelvin's hse with him for another 3nights & went home. LOL!




Tuesday, September 21: I can't remember the exact date, i think it's on the tuesday that i went back to schl with my parents. Missed schl for almost 2weeks...i made a major decision. My parents actually applied for me to quit schl & the forms are signed alr. They will take effect after my major exams. I won't have to go for any lessons & all i need to go for is my major exams. After my major exams, i will have nothing to do with schl. Will continue to study on my own or go for tuition, courses etc...then i will take private o's :) Went out with baby & irene after settling my schl stuffs, home @ 12.







Thursday, September 23: Went out with baby & irene. Can't remember where we went & what we did, only can remember tht me & irene went over to town for our shopping! Then we meet baby & off to sg flyer to have dinner. LOL! reached home at 1am & started to webcam with baby! All the way till 6am. Even when i'm preparing to go out, we are still webcaming!




Friday, September 24: Ended the webcam session with baby & meet him at JE around 6.30am ._. Send him to work @ cityhall~ Slacked awhile & headed to amk for irene! Had macdonald as breakfast **nom nom nom. Shopped at amk hub before going to court. Uncle drove us there, spent a few hours there. Supposed to go in but didn't, can't imagine the life inside there without baby :/ Thanks baby for rushing down & sorry for getting you fired ._. Gonna attend counselling session starting from this thursday. Wasn't in the mood after my court thingy, rushed home & slept from 7pm till 10am the next morning.

Saturday, September 25: Somehow baby managed to cheat me down to kelvin's hse to visit him. Slacked awhile & went off to town for irene! This stupid girl can't even find a toilet in ION. LOL, have to wait for meimei(me) to bring this big jiejie to toilet(Y)(Y) LOLMAX.







Shopped around & got our accessories, rushed down to 313 next. Got lot's of accessories while waiting for baby to come over & find us. Slacked awhile & baby send me back home@ 12! I think i'm totally spoiled by baby, i have to eat supper everyday alr ==. I finished the whole box of fruitcake!!! WTF, total of 6pieces!






Sunday, September 26: Didn't really sleep -_- think i slept around 4hours & I've to wakeup. Meet baby for work. Sleepy like wtf, endedup sleeping in the office plus staircase. LOLOL. Pathetic fuckzxc. Irene came all the way to sk just to find me ^^ H3h3h3h3~








Had LJS for dinner & headed off to plazasing for our shopping~ Got my cosmetics shoes clothes etc & went home. Yes, supper again for me. The whole box of cheese cake this time == FML.









Monday, September 27: Slept till late afternoon & irene came over to my hse around 6pm. Prepared & went to jp. Wanted to surprise baby & endedup making him angry :( Sorrysorry! Shopped for 2fucking hours in john little while waiting for baby. Got facial stuffs & my blazer!!!! Was so delighted when i saw the blazer i wanted is on discount! Holyshit, i got 2boxes of liese bubble foam dye because i can't fucking hellz decide on which color to dye!!! Chiffon beige or platinum blonde?!?!?!?!?!!??!?! WTF LA :( I think i still prefer platinum blonde, LOL!

Played jubeat etc. Meet baby again & had dinner at my hse downstair. Home @ 11plus. Been sleeping at 4am plus this whole week :( Sighzxc, my eyebags & dark circles are incurable. shitdie them. Not forgetting my supper, i just had a piece of cheese cake & a packet of instant noodles == Spent a whole fucking day to change my blogskin, is it nicer? :O A OMG fruitful post like finally! Please click on my nuffnang advs & comment nice!!!!!!  

Before i sign off, ... Happy belated 3rd month & 100th days of love, cloud :) Thanks for everything. I love you, 104 days of love & still counting on..


I feel so angry, so disappointed, so upset towards everyone. All of you took turns to please me & hurt me. This is like a fucking routine & i wanna end it!

psb: How you find so many blogshop links ah?
-Bloghop around :O

Jasmine: hello Kailing! :) dropped by ur blog and so leaving you a tag. k3k3. stay pretty ya! loves loves :)
-Hello! ^^ Thanks~

PSB: hi pretty!
-Hi! :)

Tm: Hi kailing! Are you wearing 0 degree lens? If so, do you have blurry vision for a few days after taking them off and getting red eyes sometimes? ::)
-Hi there! Iam wearing 0degrees len. Well, i don't wear my lens for a few days without taking them off :O If you are doing that, please do not cotinue to do this. Ur eyes will have blurry vision & will get infected easily.

Joey: hihi your eye look barbie .you've cute eyee and nice hair .your face looks chubby too ^o^i love ittttt
-Hi there, thanks alot :)

Passerby (:: Is Geo lens or Eos lens more suitable for people who have high degree like 400 to 500 ? Btw , you are pretty ^^.
-Actually both of the lens are okay :O But i'll recommend you to take geo lens, its more comfortable! Thanks alot :)

pa$$er-by: you got a tattoo on your back? what's the design. and super love the outfit of you in shorts and jacket. nice necklace!
-Yeap, i have..erm rose & stars etc etc. Thanks alot!

psb: hey tagged!!! sry to ask u tis question , r u express?? :D
-Hey there, yeah i'm in express stream :)

S: Does your mum knows about your tattoo?
-Both of my parents know ;)

Agnes <:: Hello dearest ;D Hello ! (:
-Hahaha, hi ^^

passerby: then, @ whr buy wax sticker ?
-I dont use any of them ._. But you can get it easily at sasa watson.

FIona: Hi xinggan.:)
-Hi!

xx: hello whr did you get the grey outerwear(sorry idk call wht) at? on your recent post
-Sixteen's :) at cityhall~

someone (: !!: hi, whr u get the dress ? 11 sept post (: & ur hair v nice !
-Hi, top is my mom's. Skirt i got it from new jp level2! :)

Passerby: Hi there ! :D wads ur height and weight ? >< sry to ask smth so random ..
-Hi there! I'm 166cm, around 44kg :O

RUCUI: hey hey, u got any pimple cream to intro or any tips to prevent pimples? ><
-Sleep early! Use mask, buy pimple cream x.x... LOL. I'm not sure as well~

Passby .: You're v.chio . Do update more & last long with your baby .:D . Stay happy too . C:
-:$ thanks alot!

369: Wah sibei nice blog u have eh....can make frens or not?^.^
-lol, thanks.

psb: i think you should open a blogshop and sell your tings. just my opinion (:
-Ah, i dont have so much things to sell x.x ... LOL

sstw: Hello. Where did you get this dress? http://picasaweb.google.com/lh/photo/f0v3cw-MPYAbXrKtazrNygTrSRaQrgXbL_mY0VAMkOw?feat=embedwebsite And do stay chio and last long with your boyf. Be happy. :)
-Hello! top is my mom's. Skirt i got it from new jp level 2! :)

` 俐仪♥仪安: heyys pretty , passedby and tag ! ^^ lastlong w ur boyf. and , i'm ur facebook friend. (:
-Hey, thanks! ^^

Guest: Hi juz passing by. U're prettyy btw:)
-Hi! Thanks alot (;

Passerby: Hi :) may i knowwhr you get the overall laces dress from? on aug post (: tc ya
-Online bs :O

peishi: okay , i will be waiting ~~~ for your present ~~~~~
-Haha.

Pb: i thought hongan is go die .
-._. not very sure.

Maddie: meet soon ^^
-kk!! ^^

PASSERBY:D: Hihi! :D you have a tattoo on your back?
-Hi there, yes i have :)

Passerby (:: Hey, do you have any thai song @ your blog? Anyway, stay chio okay! (:
-Yeah i have, thanks!

passybyy: taggg
-ty~

Psb: Your hair extensions do @where and how much?
-Bugis level2, $130.

psb: whyy is it that when ii wear contacts my eye will like very tired ah? is there anything wrong with my eyes?
-Aren't very sure :O

PSB: Helllo ^^ can i know wherer u bought this ; http://picasaweb.google.com/lh/photo/24tH34Ow7WI3NdF6rz_HuzHgtL-VcM8IferodyvmTc0?feat=embedwebsite & http://picasaweb.google.com/lh/photo/PL2cKx8m6j08-_tTncFE9DHgtL-VcM8IferodyvmTc0?feat=embedwebsite . You're chio btw ^^
-Bugis street level1 & online blogshop :O Thanks.

pb: you put lower lashes?
-Sometimes.

TienMin: KaiLing, The blusher and lip gloss how much wor ?
-I not sure :O

.: do u have a blogshop ? if yes, whats th ur l ?(: and if dont, mind creating then sell your stuffs ? ^-^ i luv your stuff !
-Nope i don't have. Ah, i dont have so much things to sell x.x ...

Xiao.C: Heee, tags (Y) !
-:)

psb: have you watched a catfight before? if yes how does it happen? do ah lians scold until scary? (sorry for asking but i am really curious !! . anyway the way you reply your tagbox very cute! hahax
-Nope. LOL, cute o.o???... thanks:)

p: jiaobin meaning? :x
-Idk how to say :O

Psb.: Omg, damn chio, stay chio aye. :)
-Thanks alot ;)

psb: do u have pimples ? ur pic doesn't seems tat u have one
-I have :O my pimples arent red or big, thats why not visible in pix.

psb: update more plzz (:
-Updated! ^^

Xinxin: hi, u v pretty
-Hi, thanks alot~

Psb: Whr did u get ur hair extensions? How much were they at?
-Bugis level2, $130.

Yiwen brokenheartz.: Passed-by & tag. Stay pretty!:D
-Thanks :)

ur so called fan: er, what blog shops do u normally see??
-I just bloghop around :O Seldom blogshop.

psb: you ex blgps uh?
-nope.

Guest: where did you trim your eyebrows ? tc and stay pretty :)
-I do my facial at jurongwest street 90 there, they will help me trim my brows as well :) Thanks!

peishi: ehh chiobu , long time no see . :/ tagged , click ! ^^ PRESENT ?!?! and why you like dead liao neh post one ?!
-Lmaos, okokok. Updated!

psb: may i knw what contact lens brand eu wearing ?
-Either EOS or GEO!

WEIXIN: Passby and tag(:
-Thanks alot!

passerby: hello there. can i know the korean song where the chorus goes - never forget you, i will remember you, then after gt guys rapping.thanks.
-Time to love!

Agnes <:: Tag:D
-Thanks dearest ;)

Xiaoens: Hehe paiseh! >.< I mugging for exam, i online you not online one :(
-No lor! I almost everyday online one, untill midnight also never see you :(

someone :): heyheys, u wht cca worh?
-Previously was guzheng.

passbye: hello , what's the song tille of the song when the chorus is bian zai ku le & another song is a english song start with oh... you're the one who like my day & it's a girl singer
-Hello, bie zai ku le & You.

Psrby: Hi, may i knw the song tittle of the song whose yrics goes lk er... how can i forget about u, you are the one who made me smile..? Thanks alot! ^
-You. :) Welcome!

Ps: Your hair is real or extend ? If is extend , can I know where you extend & isit tight ? Last for how long alr ?
-Extend, half a year alr. I extend it at bugis level2.

KimYongHeng: ya, jeongmal naega gang-gan sip-eun 야, 정말 내가 강간 싶은 :D Stay pretty always!!
-O.O!!! Thanks ;)

CASEY'S: Hai sweety!! Passing by ♥
-Hi there! ^^ thanks.

psbpss: hi hows ur sch life now? heard ur quitting sch?
-Yea, you are? I don't attend schl alr.

XINNI: Cheer up. Wish you good luck for your case. tagged also
-Thanks alot ;)

passer by: jia you
-:)

peishi: tagged , cheer .
-:)

:): hey babe, what happened to you are you ok? dont get tings get you down, hope your case wld be settled soon ,w/e e case is hope u are fine:)
-Alot of unhappy stuffs :( Thanks!

passer: You N do girls always think that meeting ur bf's from de internet bad n tat's y dey kip saying is actually thru frens? LOL. N u got tattoo?Omg, typo. You pretty!
-Noooo??? Meeting boyf thru internet is not bad -_- i know my boyf indirectly thru friends & facebook! Yes, i have tattoo. LOL. thanks :)

psb: I added you in fb. and I saw this. Where did you get your shirt and stockings? They are pretty! http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?pid=31436538&fbid=1575247910483&id=1514157946#!/photo.php?pid=31436539&id=1514157946&ref=fbx_album*
-Cottonon for the shirt, stockings i got from blogshop :)

amelia: hello bby
-Hello o.o

PSB: what is bpc?
-BeyondParentalControl.

Guest: Hi, can you tell me the songs of your blog? The english one. Thanks.
-I've just renew my playlist :O

psb: what does bpc stands for ?
-BeyondParentalControl.

Maddie: love. focus on exams, do well, show them you're capable.
-Thanks sissy :)

Babydoll: Hi , don worry ! Things will turn out fine (:
-Hi there, hope so...thanks :)

psb: wah happen to u? wads BPC?
-BeyondParentalControl. Complicated stuffs :/

JJ: what is BPC?
-BeyondParentalControl.

` 俐仪♥仪安: heyys , fb friend here. cheerup okie ? :D Stay cheerful ! btways , wht's bpc ? with loves , Georgina
-Hi there, thanks alot ;)

Hi: I don't get why ppl think u so pretty. It's only the hair and makeup! People, imagine her without coloured contacts, eye makeup and with her fringe and hair all tied back. Still pretty ? NOT!

-Hi, firstly you dont have to get it why ppl think i'm pretty -_- Go look urself in the mirror & see if you are better :) Thanks, & byebye.

a girl: hey this is my 1st time taggin you , i saw a lot of time . but that doesnt matter ! but just gonna tell you after a huge big rain , there will be rainbow after that (: ! just find a good friend that you can trust and said everything out ! if you need me , i will be there to pei you too ! btw my cousin are your friends too (:
-Thanks for the advice :) hmm...do i know you?...

.: erhx, whad does p/s mean arhx?
-Paiseh.

txxws: Hi. Cheer up and don't be sad. I'm sure everything will over soon. May I know where you do your rebonding? Stay chio and take care. :)
-Hi. I did my rebonding at jurongwest street 90 there :O

Passerby: Whre you you buy your lower eyelashes , how much does it cost around ?
-I got mine from sasa! Cost around 4bux only i think :O

Pinxuan: Heyyy , cheer up yea . Everything will be fine . (:
-Thanks :)

psb: what's bpc O.O
-BeyondParentalControl.

psb: whats bpc?
-BeyondParentalControl.

X: What do you work as ?
-I do part time jobs.

mii: hey, where did you buy your usagi headband from? Which store in bugis and how much? I went but i coudn't find. and how bout ur butterfly ring too? Thanks so much !
-Arent really sure how to tell you. Bugis street level1 x.x...around 7bux??? i think so. Butterfly ring, i got it from 313's f21. Welcome.

CoLdNiK: hi which sch you from??
-Pioneer.

guest: advs rates? need you to help
-Emailed.

guest: http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_JQGjbVqUh-8/THZ7zoyK0lI/AAAAAAAACm8/WJ6LMjoPeYA/s1600/2.jpg you bpught this? can show a picture of you wearing it? thank
-Will try, i haven't receive it yet :)

JJ: what is BPC?
-BeyondParentalControl.

psb: BPC means?
-BeyondParentalControl.

passerby :) michelles .: you're just so damn natural pretty alrights? :) not only pretty you're cute too unlike others , your pic can see your whole face :x and you look sweet you didn't edit your photo much i guess:)
-Thanks alot for ur compliment ;)

Ps: BPC = Beyond parental Control (:
-:)

mayyy: hey ! just passing by ... cheer up if you're sad :)
-I will. thanks!

Love: Hi
-Hi there! :)