The girl with Masquerade
Whispers
I lead, follow me
This world's a mighty stranger without ur love
Monday, 23 August 2010. 7:18 pm
Life's rlly screwed up for me recently. Really have no mood to blog plus im sort of busy. Uh, just to update a'lil if not if would be quite boring for ppl to read the same post again again & again~
I fucking hellz dont like it when my eyebags are getting bigger bigger!!!!!!! Maybe i shld try to sleep more? (impossible task though) I'll try i'll try. Well, back to last Saturday 21st Aug: Went down to sk with Beebee bum in the afternoon. Was there for some stuffs till 7pm & kelvin the human curry came to find us!
Tht human curry treat us bbt, taste sucky fyi <': LOLOL. Chilled outside the shopping center, talked for hours. LOL-ed like mad bcos of the silly things kelvin did in the past. Lmaos! Imagine him bombing a aduneh toilet when tht aduneh is showering?.... LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL MAX. Still got 1 big hole inside toilet! HAHAHA.
Hurried down marina when everyone's spam calling/texting us. Walked for super long to reach there, wth! My legs are full of blister :'( Sobsobz. Lisiao here & there while otw. Stupid human curry & beebeebum pinching eachother's nehji on the train! Fucking xiasuey. LOLLOLOLOL, (Y)!
Davin, kelvin, andrew, yx maxtune while me & irene slacked. Kept psyco-ing irene to play mt with me. Tht ahgirl die also dw!!!! **angry face**. Managed to play like 1 or 2 rounds of mt before going off. Back home around 12am with beebeebum!^^
Silly beebee was actually praising me out of the blue when i was using lappy._. Endup his motive was just to ask me cook noodles for him to eat as his stomach was growling like mad. Lmaos!
Sunday, 22nd Aug: I swear its the most shitty day EVER. Woke up late, only had like few hours of sleep :/ So i was in a "half-awake" mode. Went down to wait for bus with beebee bum & i forgot to take my hp out. Damn it! Have to go back & take while beebee went off first as he had smth on.
Next thing was, I LOST MY WALLET. The Bonia wallet mommy just bought for me 1day back, AND I HAVENT EVEN USE IT FOR AN HOUR, THEN I LOST IT. Idk how i lost it or even where i lost it. Was alr in a moody mood & thinking some unhappy stuffs that's rlly bothering me while holding on to my wallet. Wanted to tap my card when i board the bus & realised tht my wallet's missing. Searched my hse upside down, as well as my bag. I JUST CANT FIND IT. Fuck. &*&^%$#@*&^%$#*(&^%$*&^%$. There must be rlly smth wrong with my brain!
Parents kept niam niam niam. Just like this, i lost my new bonia wallet, posb cards etc etc & cash....JUST LIKE THIS. ARGHHHHHH. WHAT'S WRONG!!!!! Hoping that someone will find it & return back :( Sighzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.................................... Hoping someone will find it & return to me :(:(:( Also, thanks beebee for rushing back home to see if i'm alright when you actually have smth impt on. Really appreciate it. I'm more impt, thats what you said to melt my h4rt! ^^ h3h3.
Reported to police etc etc. Skipped my YOG thing as i rlly have no mood to attend it :/ Followed beebeebum to sk for stuffs. Also went to metro & take a look at some wallet. Swear i will buy one again myself by early october!!!!!!!! Sick of my old wallet. Walked around sk with beebee.
Had a great time there. Went off around 8pm while beebee went for other stuffs. Stone at the mrt station, seating alone thinking some stuffs for roughly an hour???? Was really upset about some stuffs :( shit the wallet thing also.
I pray & wish that i can be cruel enough to just let my heart die, so that from today onwards i wouldnt have to live with emotions. I'm afraid living another day. This world's a mighty stranger...
Stone enough, bought some takeaway & went home :/ Every hour, every min, every sec, approaching another day makes me feel terrified. Again&again, i want to escape from reality......... Monday blues. Hoping tht my vacation will faster arrive & exams will faster over!!!!! Please click on my nuffnang advs & comment nice! xoxo.
Mun mot arom! :( Do you know that i'm missing you every single secs when you're away from me. Do you know that i'm amazingly still missing you even though you're with me. Do you know how much i wish i could hug you to sleep, so that all my fears will be gone? My mind will always turn negative during the night. Why? Bcos of the darkness in the night, that rlly scares me. I feel afraid & alone. I hate the night, thats why i rather choose to party all night rather than staying at home. Do you know....how much i love you? i love you.
Life's rlly screwed up for me recently. Really have no mood to blog plus im sort of busy. Uh, just to update a'lil if not if would be quite boring for ppl to read the same post again again & again~
I fucking hellz dont like it when my eyebags are getting bigger bigger!!!!!!! Maybe i shld try to sleep more? (impossible task though) I'll try i'll try. Well, back to last Saturday 21st Aug: Went down to sk with Beebee bum in the afternoon. Was there for some stuffs till 7pm & kelvin the human curry came to find us!
Tht human curry treat us bbt, taste sucky fyi <': LOLOL. Chilled outside the shopping center, talked for hours. LOL-ed like mad bcos of the silly things kelvin did in the past. Lmaos! Imagine him bombing a aduneh toilet when tht aduneh is showering?.... LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL MAX. Still got 1 big hole inside toilet! HAHAHA.
Hurried down marina when everyone's spam calling/texting us. Walked for super long to reach there, wth! My legs are full of blister :'( Sobsobz. Lisiao here & there while otw. Stupid human curry & beebeebum pinching eachother's nehji on the train! Fucking xiasuey. LOLLOLOLOL, (Y)!
Davin, kelvin, andrew, yx maxtune while me & irene slacked. Kept psyco-ing irene to play mt with me. Tht ahgirl die also dw!!!! **angry face**. Managed to play like 1 or 2 rounds of mt before going off. Back home around 12am with beebeebum!^^
Silly beebee was actually praising me out of the blue when i was using lappy._. Endup his motive was just to ask me cook noodles for him to eat as his stomach was growling like mad. Lmaos!
Sunday, 22nd Aug: I swear its the most shitty day EVER. Woke up late, only had like few hours of sleep :/ So i was in a "half-awake" mode. Went down to wait for bus with beebee bum & i forgot to take my hp out. Damn it! Have to go back & take while beebee went off first as he had smth on.
Next thing was, I LOST MY WALLET. The Bonia wallet mommy just bought for me 1day back, AND I HAVENT EVEN USE IT FOR AN HOUR, THEN I LOST IT. Idk how i lost it or even where i lost it. Was alr in a moody mood & thinking some unhappy stuffs that's rlly bothering me while holding on to my wallet. Wanted to tap my card when i board the bus & realised tht my wallet's missing. Searched my hse upside down, as well as my bag. I JUST CANT FIND IT. Fuck. &*&^%$#@*&^%$#*(&^%$*&^%$. There must be rlly smth wrong with my brain!
Parents kept niam niam niam. Just like this, i lost my new bonia wallet, posb cards etc etc & cash....JUST LIKE THIS. ARGHHHHHH. WHAT'S WRONG!!!!! Hoping that someone will find it & return back :( Sighzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.................................... Hoping someone will find it & return to me :(:(:( Also, thanks beebee for rushing back home to see if i'm alright when you actually have smth impt on. Really appreciate it. I'm more impt, thats what you said to melt my h4rt! ^^ h3h3.
Reported to police etc etc. Skipped my YOG thing as i rlly have no mood to attend it :/ Followed beebeebum to sk for stuffs. Also went to metro & take a look at some wallet. Swear i will buy one again myself by early october!!!!!!!! Sick of my old wallet. Walked around sk with beebee.
Had a great time there. Went off around 8pm while beebee went for other stuffs. Stone at the mrt station, seating alone thinking some stuffs for roughly an hour???? Was really upset about some stuffs :( shit the wallet thing also.
I pray & wish that i can be cruel enough to just let my heart die, so that from today onwards i wouldnt have to live with emotions. I'm afraid living another day. This world's a mighty stranger...
Stone enough, bought some takeaway & went home :/ Every hour, every min, every sec, approaching another day makes me feel terrified. Again&again, i want to escape from reality......... Monday blues. Hoping tht my vacation will faster arrive & exams will faster over!!!!! Please click on my nuffnang advs & comment nice! xoxo.
Mun mot arom! :( Do you know that i'm missing you every single secs when you're away from me. Do you know that i'm amazingly still missing you even though you're with me. Do you know how much i wish i could hug you to sleep, so that all my fears will be gone? My mind will always turn negative during the night. Why? Bcos of the darkness in the night, that rlly scares me. I feel afraid & alone. I hate the night, thats why i rather choose to party all night rather than staying at home. Do you know....how much i love you? i love you.
passerbyy: hi there (: are you mix blooded ? pretty ! takecare
-Hi there, nope. Thanks :) You too!
Huilin.: You permed your hair?
-Nope, i didnt.
FGUI: meet another time , k? LOL ps for making you wait for like ... ^^
-You also know ah! LOLLOL. kk :)
passby2: nowadays you like hardly post de.I wanna ask u for advice.lets say got someone say sth wrong and den v.sincere say sry shld forgive or not?u so chio
-Hmm was sort of busy :/ Is the consequences very bad? But if th person's really sincere...maybe you shld forgive? Forgive & forget. Thanks :)
KAILI: Get well soon. Chiobu.:D
-I'm fine alr! Thanks ^^
passer: :O
-:O?
YingYing: LOL no la, just a guess! =x you both are damn sweet. (Y)
-Lmaos! He at there LOL-ing when he saw ur tag. Hmm.. thanks!^^ keke.
jiaxin: can tell me more blogshops that you had shop before:) thanks~
-Ah x.x i reformat my lappy & lost all the links! :/
passerby: where do u edit yr pictures? =)
-picnik.com~
Eva.L: Hihi tags, how you tell the ppl whom cut your hair that you want the fringe??:)
-Hi there, hmm i just say i wanna trim &...i want the old fringe? LOLOL.
Passerby :>: Which contact lens will you recommened in the fashion-hooks.bs ?
-The jewel series!!!
Carina :]: passby ; tagged :D You very chio, last long.
-Hey, thanks for the tag. Kekeke, thanks! We will :)
psb: u got 2 acc?
-For msn/fb? no.
psbb: are you okay ? you seem sad .. clicked on your nuffnang btw :D
-Life's too.....down for me :/ Hmm thanks!!!^^
mayyy: your posts seems quite sad .. cheer up ?:)
-I'm trying :) thanks.
Passby: HiHi. MAy i noe how old r u ?
-Hi there, im 15.
psb: there's somebody who is using your photos to be someone else! look! http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=100000822412846she is using your photos and is being a lesbian. i hope you will take note of this may god bless you. and stay pretty. ~~
-Hi, uh im aware of it. Boliao imposer -_- zzzz. Thanks for the notice!:)
Passerby-peaceshirt: Hi, do you know any places that sell peace shirt? thanks.https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiUKQ_frBhojDhWiYaTktvguMkHuciyLzs59Ri7zPB_7tlAstwU2u5T2V4kCV8GAahlNRKhjMyLWABgAk4tXLLU0evnRjw0ybhdE-F3YZ5NmyRtxUhqkPzA1WMOQPx2HeDWBA0HzDzFDws/
-i'm sorry that i dontknow :/ but i think they're sold online.
friendly: hi , how do you use your liese clear cube wax ?
-Hi, yup.