The girl with Masquerade
Whispers
I lead, follow me
I felt the little tears as the thorns cut into my skin
Saturday, 21 August 2010. 11:36 am
A shitty day for me ytd. Irene came t my hse early in the morning & slacked awhile. Many things happend & somehow, i was outta the hse. Acc irene to polyclinic to take mc & bused back to Jp, jubeat awhile while waiting for Yeeling to arrive. Had lunch tgt. Hilarious stuffs happened, mainly bcos of one aduneh & yx. LOLOL
Yx came shortly, with his jokes. Srsly laughed like mad with irene & yeeling. It's been so long ever since i laughed for so loud & long..uh. Maxtune with yx awhile, he made me xiasuey!!!!!!!!! Argh, fuck him. Arcade for quite a while & bidded goodbye to yx. Off to 9head plus to cut my fringe, back home @ 5pm???? Send irene to interchange with beeb bum & we went have some yogurts! ^^ **nom nom nom.** Nice. Home @ 10plus. Going out later i guess. B4i b4i! Stay tune for updates.
Inside me, there was a voice yelling for help, for a shoulder to lean on. To me, it's no longer the same. I wanted to say, : "hi stranger, do i know you. i wish i dontknow you as well. bye". Time & time the trust was broken. Again & again, i was torn into pieces but somehow i managed to heal. These thoughts bounced around in my skull like a disoriented swarm of bees. Noisy. Now & then they stung. Must be hornets, not bees. Bees died after one sting. And the same thoughts were stinging me again & again... never ending pain. Each pain has a simple answer, a clear action to end that pain & so, i wish i had the answer. If only death is the answer ..............................................................
A shitty day for me ytd. Irene came t my hse early in the morning & slacked awhile. Many things happend & somehow, i was outta the hse. Acc irene to polyclinic to take mc & bused back to Jp, jubeat awhile while waiting for Yeeling to arrive. Had lunch tgt. Hilarious stuffs happened, mainly bcos of one aduneh & yx. LOLOL
Yx came shortly, with his jokes. Srsly laughed like mad with irene & yeeling. It's been so long ever since i laughed for so loud & long..uh. Maxtune with yx awhile, he made me xiasuey!!!!!!!!! Argh, fuck him. Arcade for quite a while & bidded goodbye to yx. Off to 9head plus to cut my fringe, back home @ 5pm???? Send irene to interchange with beeb bum & we went have some yogurts! ^^ **nom nom nom.** Nice. Home @ 10plus. Going out later i guess. B4i b4i! Stay tune for updates.
Inside me, there was a voice yelling for help, for a shoulder to lean on. To me, it's no longer the same. I wanted to say, : "hi stranger, do i know you. i wish i dontknow you as well. bye". Time & time the trust was broken. Again & again, i was torn into pieces but somehow i managed to heal. These thoughts bounced around in my skull like a disoriented swarm of bees. Noisy. Now & then they stung. Must be hornets, not bees. Bees died after one sting. And the same thoughts were stinging me again & again... never ending pain. Each pain has a simple answer, a clear action to end that pain & so, i wish i had the answer. If only death is the answer ..............................................................