The girl with Masquerade
Whispers
I lead, follow me
I couldn't sleep in the night, with you on my mind
Sunday, 29 August 2010. 3:56 pm
It's been quite long since i sign in to blogger._. Anyone still reading this dead blog??? Oh & yes, i lost smth again. This time round, my favourite ring & i gotta try to get it again. sighzxc x100, why am i so unlucky?!?!?!??????????????????????????????? Note to readers: I will be doing 1 or 2 advertorial post for blogshops :)This blogshops sells cheap & nice apparels! Do stay tune okay
Wednesday, 25th August: Slacked at the voiddeck with baby, eating my icecream! ^^ Nothing much, but all i can remember was..me smiling like one retard. Smiles, are precious little things in me.
Thursday, 26th August: Well, you can call this a bad day. I starved myself & ended up having gastric pain -.- Quarrels quarrels quarrels, srsly i've no idea why........everyone likes to pick a quarrel with me. Ended up leaving hse around 6pm plus to go down woodlands to find irene.
Really appreciate alot tht irene came down, last min decision to acc me as i was in a bad mood. So sick of crying. Slacked around cwp, doing nothing. H2h talk. You know everytime i made my mind, to give up & not to care anymore...............smth would hold me back & i can't make my decision. Everything seems to be hot&cold. Hot & cold, hot & cold. What's wrong?
Trained back home,11pm.
Friday, 27th August: Bad day, again. Trained over to woodlands to meet irene first & bused down to sk tgt with her. Was @ sk till 7plus pm & trained over to dhouby. Find beebeebum & chinana @ cube. I think beebeebum is over obssessed with L4D2, that he keep shouting to chinana to ask him shoot this & that. The whole cube, only can hear his voice -.- Is this call cute or what? <: LOL Damn chinana lost his iphone -_- Stupid enough. & i lost my favourite ring, careless enough. Sianzxc
No communication between all of us, moodless. Quarrels again. Doesn't mean that you're in a bad mood, you have to vent it on me, right? Doesn't mean that i tolerate, means i dont mind, means that it doesn't hurt. You have no idea how it feels like. F.u.c.k.
Gastric pain, again. Ate mac & i feel like vomitting out everything. I fucking hate fastfood!!!! Kelvin & soh etc came over. Slacked awhile, trained home first with irene. Home around 12am. Its a tiring day.
Saturday, 28th August: Was damn sleepy in the morning & i have to pull myself out of bed while beebeebum continues to sleep >:( Walao, so unfair~ Prepare etc & went down sk alone to find irene. Ps ah irene, made you wait for half an hour. k3k3k3k3!
Sk is so damn boring -.- Had some fun with irene though, lol. Meet yeeling & her friend. Trained to dhouby bcos kelvin human curry ask me to go down :@ See the guys mt again. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.
Soh, kelvin etc came down. I think we xiasuey ourself alot at dhouby ._. Cos we're like bickering with eachother & running around. LOL, okay excluding me, i didnt run around! ^^ Soh, kelvin, zals, yeeling & her friend watching our "show"
Had dinner & the counter staff was asking me, why are we so noisy._. LOLOLOL. Walked over to parklane, play lan. Tmd, all lanshops are full! -.- ALL FULL. wtf, walked back zone-x for mt. Freaking tiring. Dozing off otw back home with beebeebum. Home around 12am, slept around 5am. *yawns* o ya ya!!! I'm quiting jubeat! waste of money ~_~ lol.
Sunday, 29th August: Sighz, im left alone at home again :( gotta study lateron. Srsly, i don't even know why i only can post once or twice a week. I dont know what im busy with. Feel like dying hair with keyin & irene._. Hmmmmm...........................................
I miss shopping :( Its been like............1month plus since i really went to shop or buy smth. I miss eating my ben&jerry's icecream, almost 2months, i didnt eat. I miss the days where i didnt have phobia for schl. I miss the feeling of being loved & cared.
I miss laughing&smiling with all of you bcos i think i'm slowly losing my smile. I miss having freedom by my side. I miss watching movie with all of you. I miss going out to fun places with all of you. Most imptly....i miss the days when we didn't quarrel & things for us was not hot & cold. You guys showered me with tons of love, but all of you are in bad mood, vent it on me. I know that its not on purpose, but don't any one of you realise it?... that my smiles are slowly fading away. That, you guys didn't vent anger on me no matter what in the past? everything changed, i'm aware. Hot & cold.
You called me low-life when i fall in love. You said i deserve it when i fall out of love. Now, you call me a slut. You know, you're a GREAT father. But i'm not a good daughter.
It's been quite long since i sign in to blogger._. Anyone still reading this dead blog??? Oh & yes, i lost smth again. This time round, my favourite ring & i gotta try to get it again. sighzxc x100, why am i so unlucky?!?!?!??????????????????????????????? Note to readers: I will be doing 1 or 2 advertorial post for blogshops :)This blogshops sells cheap & nice apparels! Do stay tune okay
Wednesday, 25th August: Slacked at the voiddeck with baby, eating my icecream! ^^ Nothing much, but all i can remember was..me smiling like one retard. Smiles, are precious little things in me.
Thursday, 26th August: Well, you can call this a bad day. I starved myself & ended up having gastric pain -.- Quarrels quarrels quarrels, srsly i've no idea why........everyone likes to pick a quarrel with me. Ended up leaving hse around 6pm plus to go down woodlands to find irene.
Really appreciate alot tht irene came down, last min decision to acc me as i was in a bad mood. So sick of crying. Slacked around cwp, doing nothing. H2h talk. You know everytime i made my mind, to give up & not to care anymore...............smth would hold me back & i can't make my decision. Everything seems to be hot&cold. Hot & cold, hot & cold. What's wrong?
Trained back home,11pm.
Friday, 27th August: Bad day, again. Trained over to woodlands to meet irene first & bused down to sk tgt with her. Was @ sk till 7plus pm & trained over to dhouby. Find beebeebum & chinana @ cube. I think beebeebum is over obssessed with L4D2, that he keep shouting to chinana to ask him shoot this & that. The whole cube, only can hear his voice -.- Is this call cute or what? <: LOL Damn chinana lost his iphone -_- Stupid enough. & i lost my favourite ring, careless enough. Sianzxc
No communication between all of us, moodless. Quarrels again. Doesn't mean that you're in a bad mood, you have to vent it on me, right? Doesn't mean that i tolerate, means i dont mind, means that it doesn't hurt. You have no idea how it feels like. F.u.c.k.
Gastric pain, again. Ate mac & i feel like vomitting out everything. I fucking hate fastfood!!!! Kelvin & soh etc came over. Slacked awhile, trained home first with irene. Home around 12am. Its a tiring day.
Saturday, 28th August: Was damn sleepy in the morning & i have to pull myself out of bed while beebeebum continues to sleep >:( Walao, so unfair~ Prepare etc & went down sk alone to find irene. Ps ah irene, made you wait for half an hour. k3k3k3k3!
Sk is so damn boring -.- Had some fun with irene though, lol. Meet yeeling & her friend. Trained to dhouby bcos kelvin human curry ask me to go down :@ See the guys mt again. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.
Soh, kelvin etc came down. I think we xiasuey ourself alot at dhouby ._. Cos we're like bickering with eachother & running around. LOL, okay excluding me, i didnt run around! ^^ Soh, kelvin, zals, yeeling & her friend watching our "show"
Had dinner & the counter staff was asking me, why are we so noisy._. LOLOLOL. Walked over to parklane, play lan. Tmd, all lanshops are full! -.- ALL FULL. wtf, walked back zone-x for mt. Freaking tiring. Dozing off otw back home with beebeebum. Home around 12am, slept around 5am. *yawns* o ya ya!!! I'm quiting jubeat! waste of money ~_~ lol.
Sunday, 29th August: Sighz, im left alone at home again :( gotta study lateron. Srsly, i don't even know why i only can post once or twice a week. I dont know what im busy with. Feel like dying hair with keyin & irene._. Hmmmmm...........................................
I miss shopping :( Its been like............1month plus since i really went to shop or buy smth. I miss eating my ben&jerry's icecream, almost 2months, i didnt eat. I miss the days where i didnt have phobia for schl. I miss the feeling of being loved & cared.
I miss laughing&smiling with all of you bcos i think i'm slowly losing my smile. I miss having freedom by my side. I miss watching movie with all of you. I miss going out to fun places with all of you. Most imptly....i miss the days when we didn't quarrel & things for us was not hot & cold. You guys showered me with tons of love, but all of you are in bad mood, vent it on me. I know that its not on purpose, but don't any one of you realise it?... that my smiles are slowly fading away. That, you guys didn't vent anger on me no matter what in the past? everything changed, i'm aware. Hot & cold.
You called me low-life when i fall in love. You said i deserve it when i fall out of love. Now, you call me a slut. You know, you're a GREAT father. But i'm not a good daughter.
 You know, I think i'm beginning to lose my true self bcos of all the distrust & everything you guys did to hurt me. All of you tries every fucking way to hurt me. If all of you are going to take me for granted, i wont care anymore. I wouldnt change for the better anymore, i'll just stop here. What can be done, i tried my best. What can be tolerated, i've tolerate enough.  I feel like taking a break. Dear September, please be a better month :( Please click my nuffnang, CLICK IT OKIE & leave a nice comment. Seeya! |
passerby <:: you bought jewel contact lens? er, when you wear, will the contact lens slide t another side of th eyeball?
-Normally, contact lens wont slide to the other side of the eyeball ._. Unless you rub ur eyes or what.
PPASSERBY: Hi there , cheerup. dont be sad and post more often !
-:( I will try.
Passerby: Omg , lost wallet !!!!????last long anyway , stay pretty !!!!!
-Yea!!!!! :( Thanks alot.
jiaxin: oh okay, nevemind. Then if you know some good blogshops at future then tell me can? Thanks alot.
-Yupyup, can:) I will write in my blogpost, stay tune.
passby2: the person just said one wrong word and the girl was angry like mad even thou apologised a lot of times le
-The girl should try to chill & i'm sure after awhile the girl will not be angry alr.
Pb: Hello, where did you buy your pink ribbon on augest 23 monday. Is the pink ribbon attached with the braiding ? How much you buy? Sorry for asking so many questions. Ty! :D
-Hi, i bought it @ new jp level2, near fairprice there. Its not attached to the braiding, the braiding is my own hair ._. LOL. I bought it around $2.50? Welcome.
yuu: hi where did you buy your pink ribbon hair band frm? and from the fashion-hooks bs, which leggings do u recommend? (under acessories)> ty : D
-Hi, i bought it @ new jp level2, near fairprice there. I personally like/have design1,3,5,7 & 8 ^^
Ebel: Hi there.. Where did u get ur extentsion ?
-Hello, i got mine @ bugis street level2.
Ahling's: Mac ling , i love you sist k ♥ ! HAHAHA !
-LOL! Love ya too. ♥
Passerby: Hey. You're so cute, and pretty. Last long with your boy. :)
-Hi there, nope, thanks :$ Thanks for the wishes!^^
zx: Do you have any blogshops to intro?:)
-Hmmm if i have, i will post a post :) No worries.
Agnes <:: Dearest ! http://172.31.254.244/i30.tinypic.com/344fcbs.jpg This how much uh ?
-o.o Can't open the pix's link.
Eva.L: You just say you wan to trim?
-Ya, kinda. Cos i sort of know the hairdresser & i'm a regular customer there._.
Passerby: Nice pictures you have there:)
-Thanks!:)
Passer.: Saw you at cube yesterday.:)
-Omg, serious? x.x okay:)
hey: you wearing wad colour lens ? size?
-Tricolo geo(purple), candy magic brown(eos) & geo len's angel series purple. Aren't sure about the size. Sorry.
-: Hey , may i noe whr u bought tis ? http://picasaweb.google.com/lh/photo/LUTB9M3mLrLSXO-WEttY5ATrSRaQrgXbL_mY0VAMkOw?feat=embedwebsite
-Bugis street.
belle: hi!!!!!! pls update more often , thx!!! :D
-Hi, i will try ya ;) Keke.
X-iang: Chiwawa! LINK BACK!
-WALAO, YOU VERY MA FUN LEH. can, i link back=another b&j for me^^
leraine: hello, may i know what makeup remover are you using? (:
-Erm 'followme' & another one i forgot x.x
(:: Hi. May i know if the leggings you buy are long enough for your height? I'm tall and mine seems to slide down alot :/
-Hi, mine are always long enough though... :o