The girl with Masquerade
Whispers
I lead, follow me
I can't seem to tell how it felts, there aren't words
Thursday, 15 July 2010. 7:50 pm
I'm feeling vexed right now. Been having sore throat for 3fucking days alr, pretty uncomfortable for me. On top of tht, sometimes i rlly wonder..do i actually knows how to cherish one person? am i being lied to? am i someone who dont deserve trust? am i someone who's supposed to listen all bullshits & obey? am i someone who shld endure all the anger being vent on me? I really have no idea. How silly i am to actually think that today's a happy day for me. In turns out, not. Reality sucks big time as usual.
Well..I was being held back by some stupid talks & naggings from my teacher ytd after schl. Speaking of this makes my blood boils, ARGH. Whatever. Chiong back home, prepare & trained down to Marsiling, get my bs clothes. Bishan, to fix smth. Amk hub, to meet irene & baby. Irene went off after awhile. Jubeat awhile while waiting for baby to play finish his mt. Mad boring.
Starving like mad, had dinner settled @ sumohse. Back to arcade again as baby have to train his mt. Competition coming up ya. So, trained trained trained till 9pm plus then we went off. Trained to boonlay, bus back my hse. Home @ 10.30pm. Passed baby my present for our 1st month as i was rlly lazy to bring them out. My bag's always filled with stuffs. Laughs, seems like baby's touched by my actions. Slept @ 1am.
Wokeup at 5.50am. The fact is, i didnt sleep well. Bcos of my fucking throat that feels extremely dry & felt as though its burning. Okay, my voice is kinda lost too. Damn it. Decide to give schl a miss since my throat is playing pranks on me & i..just dont feel like attending anyway. Can't wake baby up, had to give alot patterns then can -_- #1:Poke poke poke. #2:Tickle tickle tickle #3:Beat him #4:Make some sound by scratching my nails on the wall. #5:Staring @ him while he tries to sleep. LOLOL(Y)
Stupid mommy was giving us like only 20-30mins to bath, prepare. Crazy. Was saying that as if we're in concentration camp-.- ah. Cabbed down to polyclinic, waited for quite long. Bused to jp, meet my uncle & settled lunch at some random restaurant. Shopped & arcade. O ya, the most happy part is that...We had haagen dazs! whoop whoop. I luv icecream!!!!!!**winkwink** & i bought my onto headphone!!!!!!! Argh, but the frustrating part was....i cant really makeup to see a doc, right? =look cui =take pix not nice =fuckedup. &...i lost my mc...$@^%$&^#$% LOL
Bused to 9headplus to have a haircut which will be revealed on sunday or monday's post <: h3h3. Currently waiting for baby to be back since he's a busy man. zzzz. Few more hours to our 1st month. Wow, 1 month really pass like a wink. Hmmm..seems like blogging really make me feel better! Keke. Thats all. Please click my nuffnang okie!!! Bye~
I'm sucha rotten person.
I'm feeling vexed right now. Been having sore throat for 3fucking days alr, pretty uncomfortable for me. On top of tht, sometimes i rlly wonder..do i actually knows how to cherish one person? am i being lied to? am i someone who dont deserve trust? am i someone who's supposed to listen all bullshits & obey? am i someone who shld endure all the anger being vent on me? I really have no idea. How silly i am to actually think that today's a happy day for me. In turns out, not. Reality sucks big time as usual.
Well..I was being held back by some stupid talks & naggings from my teacher ytd after schl. Speaking of this makes my blood boils, ARGH. Whatever. Chiong back home, prepare & trained down to Marsiling, get my bs clothes. Bishan, to fix smth. Amk hub, to meet irene & baby. Irene went off after awhile. Jubeat awhile while waiting for baby to play finish his mt. Mad boring.
Starving like mad, had dinner settled @ sumohse. Back to arcade again as baby have to train his mt. Competition coming up ya. So, trained trained trained till 9pm plus then we went off. Trained to boonlay, bus back my hse. Home @ 10.30pm. Passed baby my present for our 1st month as i was rlly lazy to bring them out. My bag's always filled with stuffs. Laughs, seems like baby's touched by my actions. Slept @ 1am.
Wokeup at 5.50am. The fact is, i didnt sleep well. Bcos of my fucking throat that feels extremely dry & felt as though its burning. Okay, my voice is kinda lost too. Damn it. Decide to give schl a miss since my throat is playing pranks on me & i..just dont feel like attending anyway. Can't wake baby up, had to give alot patterns then can -_- #1:Poke poke poke. #2:Tickle tickle tickle #3:Beat him #4:Make some sound by scratching my nails on the wall. #5:Staring @ him while he tries to sleep. LOLOL(Y)
Stupid mommy was giving us like only 20-30mins to bath, prepare. Crazy. Was saying that as if we're in concentration camp-.- ah. Cabbed down to polyclinic, waited for quite long. Bused to jp, meet my uncle & settled lunch at some random restaurant. Shopped & arcade. O ya, the most happy part is that...We had haagen dazs! whoop whoop. I luv icecream!!!!!!**winkwink** & i bought my onto headphone!!!!!!! Argh, but the frustrating part was....i cant really makeup to see a doc, right? =look cui =take pix not nice =fuckedup. &...i lost my mc...$@^%$&^#$% LOL
Bused to 9headplus to have a haircut which will be revealed on sunday or monday's post <: h3h3. Currently waiting for baby to be back since he's a busy man. zzzz. Few more hours to our 1st month. Wow, 1 month really pass like a wink. Hmmm..seems like blogging really make me feel better! Keke. Thats all. Please click my nuffnang okie!!! Bye~
I'm sucha rotten person.
Yilinnn .: 好人来了 ! You're linked , , LINK ME LAH DEY . HHAHAHAH ^^ , Mitt upp for studyy sesssion soon okay , :>>
-kk ^^
Pinxuan,: Haha . I'll click more, ;)
-Thanks^^
Passby<:: may i know where you bought the white cardigan at your lastest post ? stay pretty
-Blogshop, its oos alr :O Welcome.
Maddie: Wa your post so long :D Haha you uploading all the pictures? If no I'll kope from your blog and upload to my fb those picts that have me inside :D
-Lmaos! Replied you on fb.
Hello !: hello :) you're so pretty and friendly . and smart too ^^ hehe . clicked on your nuffnang :D btw, how tall are you ?
-Hi, keke thanks. Im 167.
Jeffsays: passedby :) Cheerup ROAR :@[btw you sibei chio ley! ] MAY JEFF BLESS YOU XD
-Thanks :)
Pb: Hi! I think you look nice without make up! :) seriously
-Omg._. .. uhm thanks..
passby2: you dun lyk ppl wif profile pix of drawings in fb?
-Hmmm not rlly. But my fb friend list is kinda limited..so..i stopped accepting friends w/o pix of thier own..hope it doesnt offend you.
Passerby: WHERE YOU GET YOUR ROSE RING AND BRACLETS
-Rose ring? huh, which? Which bracelet? I dont think there's a need to capitalize ur words? o.o lol.