Sunday, 23 May 2010. 12:13 pm


I tend to
moodswing alot nowadays ..
a.l.o.t , my temper get so bad tht i couldnt control . I'll vent my anger @ someone or even myself & later on , I'll get high again . This is just repeating & repeating ..
sad-angry-high sad-angry-high sad-angry-high ..
Mentally exhausted :(



Skipped meal for 1 whole day & I'm not feeling well , at all . Slept for merely 3hours on friday night & i get up @ around 7plus am to prepare . Trained down t Douby all by myself & waited for Steph quite long . I hate waiting ppl ,
extreme hate -_- But i
kinda like ppl waiting for me ... kekeke ^-^ Maybe black colored hair is not tht bad after all!!!! Steph etc said actually it looks nicer .
LOL???


Trained to Clarke quay w Steph & fixed her makeup etc inside the toilet .
LOL , she have
avatar eyes like Yeeling , more obvious than Yeeling's though ._. I think Yeeling's jealous h4h4 ! Okay , we made thomas waited for us since 9am plus till 12plus -_-
LOLLOLL , ooops ..

Walked down to central mall & was there for 2-3hours plus , phototaking etc . I felt like a robot , bcoz we didnt take a break at all -_-
hello , non stop keep take pix for 2hours plus ???? Tired like wth . Even my mouth become numb , legs&back very sore .. Didnt even drink a sip of water!!!!!!1111 Damn Yeeling kinda spam me sms bcoz i didnt reply her sms when im having my photoshoot -_-


Enough of complaints . Was extremely happy when everything ended , had lunch @ the central w Steph . My butt was totally sticked on the chair & i dont feel like getting up @ all after eating our lunch . Geez must be too tired~

Trained down t Jp tgt & shopped awhile . Off to JohnLittle , get Steph her eyeliner as well as my styling water etc :O Blahblahblah~ Anderson's icecream for her too . Bused home as early as 5pm !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1111111
Sorry , im very agitated . Erm , rest awhile & went downstairs w my family tgt w my uncle to wait for my relative's car .



I knocked my head while going into the stupid car but i didnt faint(obviously) . Swear it was pain & super xiasuey
(N) Cant seem to sleep inside the car even though im super duper tired -_- Then , my tiredness lead me to ...
:@ :@ :@


I get pissed very easily afterthat . Ah , then it was my mom who's suey enough to step on the
"bomb" . Ignored every single one @ the restaurant & i was just playing with the chopsticks , listening to songs & texting . Got pissed with mom alr & then she still wanna be bias -_- Threw the abalone one side & spilled my soup . aha , i think im abit overboard lastnight ._. Cried there & i've no idea why ..
but , i know something
bad is gonna happen..




Shitz , i swear i nearly puked when i saw the crabs & lobsters
(sorry,not boasting here) . But i fucking hellz tell you , IT LOOKS
VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY DISGUSTING :S The lobster & crab look like curry . But the rest of the simple dishes are delicious! Ohyyayayyaya , the air con is too cold .




Finally got chilled down after much thoughts plus lisiao-ing my sister \m/ Sometime i really think my sister's face is cute ^-^
(I canot tell her this bcoz after i tell her this , she'll become very bhb-.-) Ah whatever . Home next .
Didnt i mention tht i knew something bad's gonna happen ? Yes it did .
Have you ever tried forgetting one person you really luv after he/she dump you for another person????? Everytime you made up ur mind to forget him/her , put in ur 100% effort to be happy .. then he/she will suddenly recontact you or , send wrong text or smth .. Fucking irritating .

I'm waiting for a impt text nao thanks to Yeeling , it may or may not come ... Oh well ...

"
The real promise is if the time you spent together will be worth the pain in the end ." Maybe it's really worth it .. 1/2 a year of miserable , 9months of luv .... the 1/2 a year of miserable is really nth .....
(Self console)

Alright i've tried my best to type as much as i can ! I wont be uploading all my pix @ one go as its srsly too much-_- Argh , im still not used to side fringe !!!!111 Feel like cutting bangs-.-Btw ,
Please help me to click my nuffnang advs (Y)
RUCUI: whats h3h3h3 ;o
-hehehe ._.
Jeannie: But I thought 0.00 = non degree?
-ooops sorry! I didnt notice tht . Erm its okay to wear non degrees .. just TRY not to wear more than 10hours . & make sure if you're getting geo lens , dont get the fake one can alr :)
passer-by: what th meaning of tsk uh ? Thanks (:
-A sound when you make when you're pissed :)Welcome!
Amanda.: You seems to have alot diff clothes! and spending alot. Jealous:( hahha! mind telling ? :D update more.
-Ah my clothes are very less , i dont think im spending alot though .. ._. LOL! Erm , tell what?:O I'll try to update as much as i can :)
Celine's: Sister , why your hair suddenly so black ? you dye black ah..
-I mention in my post alr ah :O Erm btw msn me ur hp num .
` Passerby: Hey, what do you use for your makeup? Eyeliner and? :O
-Loose powder , eyeliner , eyeshadow , highlight , fake eyelashes , mascara :)
Passer bai. :): Hi, i think you have chubby cheeks. XD Hehe, take care and stay pretty. ^^
-LOL! Hi :) Thanks for ur comment
.: hehehhe you look totally gross without makeup
-hehehehe nice ! How chio are you without makeup , pix ???
-\ AiJin loves ;: .: excuse me ? are you saying that you're very perfect ? eh , nobody's perfect hor ? nabei -.- dont maciam step songbong la _'_ **** off la !
-LOL :) Thanks
Passerby{L}you: Hi , when you normally buy your shoes ? Sorry for asking sucha lame question . HAHA . Stay happy . ;D
-Ah i dont really buy shoes .. ._. I buy less than 3pairs in 1 year LOL!
W,passer by,: May i knew how u do the music change when we enter the blog?Thk,stay pretty(:
-Ah ? Music change?.. It just changes itself .. mine is a playlist ! :) Welcome
W,passer by,: Aijinloves;She didnt say she is perfect(:yeah u are right,nobodys is perfect,But!She is more perfect than (:U want her **** off?Then u shld **** off first(:*****!
-Erm... she's scolding the psb (.) LOL! You must have got the wrong idea :)
Algebra: **** sorry I wasn't being sarcastic. Uh just the way I talk. You're chio okay I like your hair.
-Ah okay :) Erm no .. thanks ~
Pb: hey , your heels are pretty ! :D Where did you get it from ? Lol (:
-Which one ?:O
Fractions: wakaka , your hair rocks , saw you walking at lakeside one day :D anw whts your height & weight , if you dont want to disclose thn nvm , tagged :D
-LOL! Thanks :) Erm my height's around 166cm , 43 kg :)
passerby=D: hellos, mind being a fren to chat with? =D
-Aha o.O Ok .
zxc: hey, i think you look nice in all-black hair :D And your cbox is not dead at all?!!?
-Phew lucky not saying my all-black hair looks uglier than brown hair x.x ...Thanks :) ITS EFFIN DEAD! LOL!
leonard:): hi, u are pretty and cute:) keep on studying veri important in life.. jiayou pretty girl:)
-Hey , nope .. Thanks :)
z: yealor. dun remove eur tagboard laa. heeh. if not next time wan ask you stuff cnt ask ><>
-Aha .. nope .. thanks ! :)
wei zhen: ehhhhh kailingggg! the link the linkkkkk! T^T! TAGS! ;DD
-Harnar ._.
Passerby: Can i ask about what you put at the nuffnang at the ADS PREFERENCE on the blog manager?
-Global cpc ads :)
Fiona: Xinggan, dont remove ur cbox. If not cannot tag u alr D: .
-Aha :)