Monday, 17 May 2010. 7:05 pm

For him , I'm crying every single of my shit days
For him , I stumbled into despair
For him , I once believed tht tmr would mean th future
For him , I would rather forget everything than to forget any small details about him
For him , my surge of tears could not stop flowing
For him , my dream has been creully shattered
For him , I cant even put in words how much it hurts
If not for him , I wouldnt have a vulnerable heart


Hi , I'm sorry tht I'm being depressed again . Got terribly upset tht I cried for the whole night & my mind felt so heavy . Slept @ 1am & was waken up by 10 new events (miss calls+text) -_- Rushed down t Jp , slacked around while waiting for the others to get thier things . Went over t th same old place again to feed thier bad habits . Tsk


Bused down t polyclinic & waited for freaking long . Slacked @ the voiddeck with the rest & a girl (no idea what's her name) . Yes , mainly watching some entertaining show being acted by Jeslyn ~.~ Zi high , tsktsk **shake head**


Bloody hellz wasted 3hours to get a mc & bused down t Jiahui's hse . While Feifei & Jeslyn bused to somewhere else . Thanks to this itchy hand of mine , my hair is now super black . Wonder if its a good thing , or not ??? Is it true tht black hair can make the face tone look whiter??? :O lol On top of tht , shit my itchy hand ttm !!!11 :@ My hair can look bloody black & i can jolly well bear with it , but i canot stand it when i dirtied the tee i cherish most . Stupid ZzzzZ

Slacked @ her hse till 3pm & headed home . Blogging always makes me feel better , it meant more than a online dairy to me . Tmr's schl , I've no idea how to face it again ... Sometimes , its always better to have a good/close friend w you in schl . Isnt that so ? Hah .

Remember to click my nuffnang advs , it wouldnt kill you by clicking it !!111 Thanks alot .

W luvs ,
KaiLing

Celine's: So you nowstill using the liese clear cube wax?
-When i go to schl .

`Xiao.C: Hello hello KITTY <: ! Those passer by are just childish or enviy luh ._. .. So shameful >< .. Meet up soon w you ahh, paiseh didn't went out w you heh :x ! Will be saving money! xD !. Byees.
-Okie :) Shameless luh . Hah!

passerby: thx for tellin mi where to buy de sunscreen , n kl , jus ignore wht they say abt u k, stay happy :)
-Yeah sure , you're welcome! I'm ignoring it , not worth my attention -_- Laughs thanks!

peishi: @PB ; why cant she . not euu . not your prob .who the fck is de aimiko . -.-" tagged :)
-Tag you back asap ;)

passerby: to lizza!!! u r jus jealous of kailing ! stop ur stupid comment to kailing , == ... -,- to PB , u damn ER XIN!!! y u don dare to put ur name !
-LOL ! :)

passerby: klL, jus don care abt de comment , they r jus too chilldish! stay happy :) tagged!!!
-Yeah I am ignoring ! Thanks:)

XUETING`PASSBY: @PB , u say ppl er xin u also mah,got boh? hello~she didnt even say she look gr8t! which ear did u heard that,no right?than odnt anyhw say -.- seriously,just fcuk off man! anyway tag tag kailing ;D
-LOL , thanks!

Cynthia: Don't judge a person if you not that perfect too . Lame nor you all , Don't comment she pretty or what she got her own style . 2010 liao ley not 1947 ! wake up la .
-Seems like they havent wakeup huh . Thanks :)

psb.: Hey. May I know what brand false lashes you use , where you buy and how much? :D Thankyou2.
-Hi! Erm.. I use many diferent type of brand fake eyelashes bought @ random places . You can try getting them @ sasa , town , bugis !

Passerbyy: @Lizza Don't be a biatch larh , zzz. Compare kailing and aimiko. I bet you're uglier than kailing that's why you keep judging on people. Put your url down see kailing or you more pretty larh, talk until so much c0ck here.
-Hey thanks :)

` xuannn: Hiiiiiii :D Tagggged ! Nice blog you have . Do visit my blogshop ^^ !
-Hi ! Sure , thanks .

-: ZzZ lame na, l0ok at th aimiko form spring. So much haters plus ppl say she copy wh0who. Make me L.O.L sia, s0 who ish copying who?
-Hmmmmm ...

-\ AiJin ♥: Kailing , just hack care those spammers yea ? seriously no life ==" anyways , tags :D regarding the nuffnangs , erm , must you have a bank acc in order to retrieve the cheque in real money ?
-Yeah ~ :) Thanks . Erm yes you must have a bank acc ~

Fiona: Hah , OK ;) . Anyw , xinggan dont care them . They're just being childish . say so much but dont even dare to put their real name -.- . & i know you dont even want to bother them . HEH ;D .
-Yeah :) Okay . Thanks~

XueF,♥: - Lizza, Aimiko pretty? Okay lah, pretty is pretty. But hor, she don't know pump how much powder on her face (: Look at people, KaiLing lah, compare her w Aimiko? People pump so less, that one pump...So much, still want compare?Anyway, who are you to compare her w someone else? & at all passerby[bad ones] Who are you all to judge her?Why not judge yourself before you judge people. Copy? Please lahs, it trend. Or is it you all don't know anything about fashion & style, too bad, too sad only (: Anyway,KaiLing, ps spam your tagboard =-=. Tag .
-LOL .. erm i think i only can say .. Thanks ? :)

Weizhen-ALL SPAMMERS.: dont be such a puacheebye and comment here. she didnt even say she is pretty please? plus you compare other people to her, why no compare YOURSELF to see how ugly you are? get a life, use your name.Kailing is PREETTY even without her makeups. looks is all you care? dont you even see how ugly you are , charac ugliest . real life face, NO COMMENT. [coz i dontknow how you look like plus i, AM NOT AS LIFELESS AS YOU , JUST SIAM ZIPENG AND KISI LA.
-(Y) I like . Thier charac worse la -_- zzzz . OMG ur last line so nice ! SIAM ZIPENG KISI LA , I LOL-ING LIKE MAD WHEN I SAW THIS .

fujiwara kumiko: tags chiobuu(L)! remember reply my tags! go out soon:D
-LOL okay :) You dont need purposely underline tht word ~.~ ...

Maddie: wtf makes u think kailing copy her -.-
-They abit :S

passerby: wht u think tat kailing copy her , kailing is pretty with n without makeup , nt like de wht aimiko , she put so many power on her face them look pretty ! u this stupid spammer don even put ur name then wan to say so much! all jealous kailig just said la, so spam her blog n don read ur name out!
-LOL ! Erm.. thanks?:)

passerby: where you get your tongue pierce? isit very pain?
-Woodlands checkpoint there :o Erm different ppl have different level of bearing pain ..so im not sure whether you think its pain or not .. but its okay to me :)

pet: kailing, do u wear any safety pants when u wear ur mini skirt or dress?
-Of course ! Its a must to wear .

~: babe but i really wish to see how she looks like?Lols. babe, nice dress u got dere, may i noe where u got it?:) lols u got from instock or preorder and u got really great dress sense
-Preorder ? Thanks .

passerby: where did you get your helix piercing?
-Jp the bluez / excraft .

passerby: eh whats ur Breast Cups
-What about ur mom's breast cup ?

Passerby (: Hey , did it hurt when you pierced your tongue ? And the helix piercing too .
-Erm different ppl have different level of bearing pain ..so im not sure whether you think its pain or not .. but both are okay to me :) However helix piercing is comfirm not pain as compared to tongue piercing

`Xiao.C: Tagg <:
-h3h3h3h3 <:

Pei Yi: ehhs. hw to earn at least 1 dollar from nuffnang uhhs?
-It depends on how many visitors you have per day , how many clicks you got . So i wouldnt know exactly how long it'll take to earn 1bux .

Hahahahaa: Hello ! Just a random passerby :D , Tag & Click ur nuffang (:
-Hello! Omg thanks !111

Passerby{L}you: Hello , hope you find your ahgong soon . :)
-Found him aft 1 day !!11 Thanks anyway & hi!

Joanna: Sister , althought for so long we never talk/sms thanks uh still rmb me :) shall see how lorx.. meet tp really soon .. tkcare
-Hey hi ! Sure :)

-\ AiJin ♥: KaiLing'Believelies : how do you get the nuffnang cheque in real cash ? (:
-Deposit the cheque inside bank . Withdraw out the cash out from machines?

Passer: Hey i think I saw you at Jurong , some where at the traffic light . Few block away from Gek Poh today . You wearing white shirt and shorts plus carry one small bag . Was that you ?
-Erm i think so ?..

Yeeling,: erm, that nail polish is mine and not kailing's eh leh. ~_~ & i bought it like last year.
-They crazy eh lah -_- sjb one bunch . Eh anyway thanks <: Seems like i have to find some ppl tht is crazy over thrends / having blue nail polish to prove tht im not copying . LOL

passerby(L): Why when i click on my nuffnang ads, it came out a error page ?
-Perhaps you have clicked too much ?:O Or maybe nuffnang sot .

passerby.: Random asking, is BB cream better then foundation ? You v pretty (:
-Both are not good , to me . Esp if ur skin is sensitive/oily .. the more you should not use BB cream & foundation ! Nope , thanks :)

Passerby{L}you: Psb , just f.ucking shut your crap up lah . People cannot wear rings and ribbons ah . People like what . Similar means copy ? Get a life lah . Bunch of idiots . ==
-Nice . Thanks

passerby(Y): For nuffnang ads everyday, one person only can click on th same web once hor ?
-Erm not sure about tht :O

Weizhen-ALL SPAMMERS.: EH , you know what is COPY ANOT ? SHE DID NOT COPY, DONT BE SO XIALAN COME HERE PCB PUT THESE COMMENTS , SHE WANT TO HELP PPL ANSWER THEIR QUESTION , WHY MUST SHE PUT PRIVATE , WHY NOT YOU GO ****OFF?WHO SAY IN THE WHOLE WORLD ONLY ONE PERSON CAN USE THOSE TYPE OF RINGS ? YOU KIDDIN ME ? YOU THEN GET A LIFE , DOG . She doesnt even say SHE WANNA BE AIMIKO, it isnt possible to be amiko also .for your info ,dont you know how to spell b'itch ? spelling fail ,english fail ,EXPLANATION ALSO FAIL! zzz.SIMILAR ? DONTJOKE MAN , THEY'RE DIFFERENT PEOPLE , -PEOPLE CANNOT BE EXACTLY THE SAME RIGHT , THEY ALSO NOT EXACTLY THE SAME , KAOPEI SO MUCH FOR SIMILANJIAO . STOP CRAPPING THINGS HERE, FOR AIMIKO AND HER SAKE LAH , walaoeh please . so kaypoh for what .FYI , THOSE THINGS SHE WEARING ISNT THE SAME BRAND OR SAME AS AIMIKO , SO SHUTUP AND FCKOFF FAR AWAY .
-Wow wow Weizhen all ur vulgar shoot out liao !111 (Y) Eh thanks ah :) Nice1 btw .

passerby(L): Why when people click on my ads, my earning still zero ? Thanks (:
-Hmmm..why not ask nuffnang ? ^^ Anyway , it takes about 3days for nuffnang to note down how many clicks you got from a particular advertisement !

passer/by: PB : It doesn't matters how many hate her, right? & i don't think the blogger owner will copy this person called 'aimiko'
-Hey , thanks .

passer/by: It is just so coincidence or whatever. And what you've said means that it is alright to copy others but can't copy this person called 'aimiko'? -.- You sure know how to talk, PB. :\ That was being sarcastic.
-LOL!

Passerbyy: Don't bark at here lah . She didn't even copy aimiko lorh. What year already, zzz.
-They didnt take a look @ the calendar tht its 2010 now :)

Passerbyy: She wear rings or whatever, say copy aimiko. Please loh , out there still got alot of people wearing these type of rings. Stop being childish saying who copying who. -.-
-Must ask singapore to stop selling rings ._.?

Guest: Oooooo, is it safe and where did you pierced at?
-Quite safe , i have many friends tht pierce @ tht place/have tht piercing :) Erm around woodlands checkpoint there .

-\ AiJin ♥: spammers : get a ****ing life la walao _l_ ! at here KPKB you think got use sibo ? ! knnbccb :/ **** off before i get really mad -.-"
-LOL! Thanks :)

XueF,♥: Tsk tsk . @PB, first thing, change ur name to pubor (: You behave like a {b}itch more ^^ . If she never copy, admit for lan? Way she dress & ring on her finger? LOL. Please lah.. Some married people have same ring as other married couple have leh, they copy?Why not go kp at them see see lah? (: Don't dare right, don't dare don't come here behave like a {b}itch. 2,private her blog? Why so? She not copying, its her style, why will she be so hum & private?Why not talk about you PuBor, no name ah? Anyway lah, good name you have hor,pubor (:Improvement? Why don't you go upgrade yourself, being lifeless gets you no where. Why not when you work, go tell your boss, improve more lah (: Cause bosses in all company are the same ^^ . People detest her? Eh, pubor, you more suit to be detested (: Copy others? She so original, copy for sai? Is you lah hor, hao copy mai copy, copy a {b}itch pubor.@KIWEE, Why cannot same, that blue is a nice color, people like, they can wear. Why can't they? On the street, you see people w that color nails, try kp them lah? =-='' Ps, spammed your blog again, zz =-='' Tagged.
-LOL LA . I admit when i did nothing for what -_- Shit , means i canot wear ring coz she wearing ??? LOL LEH . Ah , they ask me private liao then i private they say i hum -_- Crazy ah that nail color IS MY COUSIN ONE -,- lameshit one bunch :) Thanks anyway :)

Cynthia: LOL spammer pb parent never give you name need put pb ,Don't compare other . how old liao Still keep say this copy this that copy that wake up la . Follow the trend la don't stay at your 1946 world la
-They havent wakeup :)