The girl with Masquerade
Whispers
I lead, follow me
Smiles to cover tears
Monday, 12 April 2010. 5:25 pm
*Blank minded . I've lots of questions in my mind , questioning myself what i've done to go thru all this . Broken trust.EmptyPromises.Dumped.Unloved.Sister&Brothers? Whats wrong with all this ?........... Fml .
Back to saturday , was woken up by spam calls+spam sms . Forced by Peishi to prepare all this & meet her @ jp interchange . Okay .. i'm the one late !!!!1 Sorry to make her wait so long alright . Walked around jp while waiting for the comfirm-late queen , GohYeeling . Was stunned by her clothings x_X She heard that im gonna wear 'formal' clothings so ..so she had no choice but to go along with me! HAHAHA .
Trained down Fareast tgt w them . Boredlikeshit . Headed t etude hse & bought my mask again! Yawning & yawning away while walking @ fareast . Best thing , i had a bad-hair day !!!11 Shits . Seems like Yeeling's swollen eyes is not recovered yet .. nice? She have to wear her sunglasses around that made her like .. 'Step cool' LOL ! Joke -_-
Totally speechless during our shopping trip @ fareast . I was the one doing all the shoppings while Peishi & Yeeling tags along . Awwww sorry :( Kept repeating that I.want.to.save$ so please stop.tempting.me!!!! Its useless anw -.- I ended up buying a supa chio lace dress there . Gonna wear it on that day ...............
Supa bored there & ite trained down t Bugis . ):< Bought my japanese icecrem again ^^W Happy ~
Here comes the frustrating part .. the weather was so hot like wth . Worse , we have to keep walking bugis street to get my present . Ended up going into one of those supa exp guy's clothings shops there -_- & bought a kan chio tee w/o looking @ the price . Was left w only few bux in my wallet , had no choice but to withdraw $ from atm again .
Peishi & Yeeling was seating @ the nearby staircase while waiting for me to withdraw $ . I swear the queue was damn long plus both of them bueypaiseh-ly seat there for fucking long . LOL! Quickly went down t another street located @ bugis for our steamboat !!!!^^
Amazed . The whole street was full of steamboat shops + deserts shops . Like supa funnyeh , esp Peishi . She sound like a typical aunty ! Yeeling still 'sing-along' with her . Both of them kept saying that we should walk down the whole street & see thier prices as they noticed that the more we walk , the cheaper the prices . LOL???
Walked till end of the street .. decided on one shop . Okay , we sat inside the air-con room for steamboat . Then a lady approached us & 'invited' us to go to the non air-con area to seat as the air-con area was reserved . Like wtf? I swear that lady was rude like fucking shit .
Had no choice but to seat @ the place they arranged for us . The food there was hmmm .. quite delicious ! Ok , i canot believe im saying this ... but Yeeling didnt eat you know! She sat there & stone , see both of us eat . Even though that lady(staff) i mentioned , her attitude sucks core but the lady boss was good \m/
I must say the lady boss's attitude was great . She kept asking us whether there's enough soup etc . Gave Yeeling free flow drinks even though she's not eating . When i say she's not eating , means only peishi & i are the customers . Busy eating & chit chatting . That steamboat session lasted for 2hours plusplus!!!! Gosh . Gonna go again w all the girls next time ;) Gathering steamboat ! woohoo~
Laughed&teared like wth , my stomach cramped cos i laughed too much . Peishi's mouth ended up getting sore & Yeeling laughed like as if she's suffering from asthma . LOL! Peishi's a supa dramatic girl :* Our cheerful girl . LOL
Mad pissed with both of them . I was the only one clearing up all the stuffs on the table -.- I mean it ok . Bcoz Yeeling's not eating & Peishi claims that she's full alr . Heh , i dote Yeeling alot even though i dont show it out ! Kept feeding her food that i think is delicious . Esp the meat&fish1!!!! *omg , i cant forget the taste . After clearing like 80% of the food shown on the table above , the girls kept hurrying me to go .
Ohya , the ladyboss handed us icecreams to eat aft we settled our bill ^^ Yummy . Trained home & otw we met a weird group of malay guys . There was around approx 8 of them , 2 of them had serious sore eyes!!! God . They sang on the mrt , like as if they have singing talent . Keep photo spamming & step cool -_- Worse , a number of them kept staring at us!!!!!! :@
They kept turning around & look @ us like as if what .... ew :( Ah whatever .
Had a early sleep . Lots of things happened today ..... teared like fucking shit . I'm sorry not to be strong enough , not to positive enough , not perfect enough .. not worthy enough for you . Sorry .
Kept having suicidal thoughts more & more . Getting harder & harder to control ... Still , i went out for my facial wash . Felt entirely relax @ there , still teared there while i'm doing my mask etc . Really amazed by the results!
My skin obviously became more smooth , clean & bright . Still , some of my blackheads etc become redish :( Coz .. the person kept on squeezing them out -.- My face become like a white paper with some reddish dots . Supa reddish .. hellz . Oh , I'm going on with my 'save$'plan , gotta make it successful . Idontcare ~ Lots of things for me to do .
Self note : (Hello , im not invisible!)
*Blank minded . I've lots of questions in my mind , questioning myself what i've done to go thru all this . Broken trust.EmptyPromises.Dumped.Unloved.Sister&Brothers? Whats wrong with all this ?........... Fml .
Back to saturday , was woken up by spam calls+spam sms . Forced by Peishi to prepare all this & meet her @ jp interchange . Okay .. i'm the one late !!!!1 Sorry to make her wait so long alright . Walked around jp while waiting for the comfirm-late queen , GohYeeling . Was stunned by her clothings x_X She heard that im gonna wear 'formal' clothings so ..so she had no choice but to go along with me! HAHAHA .
Trained down Fareast tgt w them . Boredlikeshit . Headed t etude hse & bought my mask again! Yawning & yawning away while walking @ fareast . Best thing , i had a bad-hair day !!!11 Shits . Seems like Yeeling's swollen eyes is not recovered yet .. nice? She have to wear her sunglasses around that made her like .. 'Step cool' LOL ! Joke -_-
Totally speechless during our shopping trip @ fareast . I was the one doing all the shoppings while Peishi & Yeeling tags along . Awwww sorry :( Kept repeating that I.want.to.save$ so please stop.tempting.me!!!! Its useless anw -.- I ended up buying a supa chio lace dress there . Gonna wear it on that day ...............
Supa bored there & ite trained down t Bugis . ):< Bought my japanese icecrem again ^^W Happy ~
Here comes the frustrating part .. the weather was so hot like wth . Worse , we have to keep walking bugis street to get my present . Ended up going into one of those supa exp guy's clothings shops there -_- & bought a kan chio tee w/o looking @ the price . Was left w only few bux in my wallet , had no choice but to withdraw $ from atm again .
Peishi & Yeeling was seating @ the nearby staircase while waiting for me to withdraw $ . I swear the queue was damn long plus both of them bueypaiseh-ly seat there for fucking long . LOL! Quickly went down t another street located @ bugis for our steamboat !!!!^^
Amazed . The whole street was full of steamboat shops + deserts shops . Like supa funnyeh , esp Peishi . She sound like a typical aunty ! Yeeling still 'sing-along' with her . Both of them kept saying that we should walk down the whole street & see thier prices as they noticed that the more we walk , the cheaper the prices . LOL???
Walked till end of the street .. decided on one shop . Okay , we sat inside the air-con room for steamboat . Then a lady approached us & 'invited' us to go to the non air-con area to seat as the air-con area was reserved . Like wtf? I swear that lady was rude like fucking shit .
Had no choice but to seat @ the place they arranged for us . The food there was hmmm .. quite delicious ! Ok , i canot believe im saying this ... but Yeeling didnt eat you know! She sat there & stone , see both of us eat . Even though that lady(staff) i mentioned , her attitude sucks core but the lady boss was good \m/
I must say the lady boss's attitude was great . She kept asking us whether there's enough soup etc . Gave Yeeling free flow drinks even though she's not eating . When i say she's not eating , means only peishi & i are the customers . Busy eating & chit chatting . That steamboat session lasted for 2hours plusplus!!!! Gosh . Gonna go again w all the girls next time ;) Gathering steamboat ! woohoo~
Laughed&teared like wth , my stomach cramped cos i laughed too much . Peishi's mouth ended up getting sore & Yeeling laughed like as if she's suffering from asthma . LOL! Peishi's a supa dramatic girl :* Our cheerful girl . LOL
Mad pissed with both of them . I was the only one clearing up all the stuffs on the table -.- I mean it ok . Bcoz Yeeling's not eating & Peishi claims that she's full alr . Heh , i dote Yeeling alot even though i dont show it out ! Kept feeding her food that i think is delicious . Esp the meat&fish1!!!! *omg , i cant forget the taste . After clearing like 80% of the food shown on the table above , the girls kept hurrying me to go .
Ohya , the ladyboss handed us icecreams to eat aft we settled our bill ^^ Yummy . Trained home & otw we met a weird group of malay guys . There was around approx 8 of them , 2 of them had serious sore eyes!!! God . They sang on the mrt , like as if they have singing talent . Keep photo spamming & step cool -_- Worse , a number of them kept staring at us!!!!!! :@
They kept turning around & look @ us like as if what .... ew :( Ah whatever .
Had a early sleep . Lots of things happened today ..... teared like fucking shit . I'm sorry not to be strong enough , not to positive enough , not perfect enough .. not worthy enough for you . Sorry .
Kept having suicidal thoughts more & more . Getting harder & harder to control ... Still , i went out for my facial wash . Felt entirely relax @ there , still teared there while i'm doing my mask etc . Really amazed by the results!
My skin obviously became more smooth , clean & bright . Still , some of my blackheads etc become redish :( Coz .. the person kept on squeezing them out -.- My face become like a white paper with some reddish dots . Supa reddish .. hellz . Oh , I'm going on with my 'save$'plan , gotta make it successful . Idontcare ~ Lots of things for me to do .
Self note : (Hello , im not invisible!)
- Get my damn hair straightener from Isabella.Tan.Zi.Yu
- Rebond & dye(?) my hair in June!
- Bags , lens & wallet(?)
- New face powder
- Facial again
- Ink(?)
- Get some courage to deliver the prezzie
- Jobjobjobjob
- Universalstudio + steamboat
Tagnice & click my nuffnang! Bai!
Let's hope we'll get back one day , xoxo . Luv you for the 8month 14th day .
WKL ♥
huiimiin: jieh tagtag and linkk.. :D takecares.
-Hai, sure asap :)
gosh: its only a few mths apart and ur looks and figure looks very awsome compared to before .ever thought of modelling ?
-Hah thanks~ :) Hmmm..yes . Woken up from that dream long ago .
passerby.: where you buy that black laces dress on your 10april post?
-Got it from blogshop~ Its oos nao .
♥SHERNICE!: tagged pretty (:
-o..o? Thanks~ :)
Fiona: Tagged Xinggan ;D . Imy !
-Thanks~ :)
Guest: study hard, and hope tat u can forget the unhappy past.haha.tis maybe the most i can tell u.takecare!
-Omg , thanks for ur encouragement! You too , takecare .
psb: pubor actually means husband f-uck wife
-Laughs ? Is it . ok
`Huiwen™,: taggs ! (:
-Thanks
Xiaoens: Babydoll
-Ya! Supa long .
peishi: i was laughing at ur post all de while . hahah . xia sui ! tagged ! i updated lerh with today de ! :DD
-LOL ,ok . Luv you :*
passer-by: hi, sexy. can i have sex with u?
-Bye .
CONGLE !: did you see my comment ? ): after you changed skin i was th first to comment !
-Yes i saw !!!1 Meet me soon btw .
psb: hi may i know what is xiasuey? ty!
-It means disgrace :) Wc!
vessie: Sist , Remember change the link .
-Changed :)
(♥)Hubby!: Eh wifey. Imy, meet up tgt with nich and all soon. Zzz, I feel that i'm super cute :D
-Wapiang -.- Okok meet soon :D
Passerby: Can I know which blogshop you go to buy your things?
-I just bloghopped around ? I got all my items from various blogshops .
XIAOFEI: HIIIIIIIIIIII ~ ;B
-HAI!!! NEVER CONTACT ME!
passerby: how do you mantain th straightness of your hair after rebonding ? and does your hair look dry after rebonding ? and does your hair have tie hair de mark after you tie ? thanks , (;
-Hmmm..i did nothing much . Merely just apply my hair cream daily & do hair treatment weekly?:) Use hair conditioner during shower . My hair wouldn't be really dry after rebonding . I dont have much tie marks aft i tie my hair bcoz i use wirecoil rubberband :) Welcome!
Eric: how's your job hunting comin along?
-Hmm.. going for interviews .
SOMEONE: Izzit expensive the silver shoes? Around how much? =P
-I dont really remember the price .. but i think about 29bux-40bux ?:)
JiaYi! :D: VISITED! The ice-cream looks delicious! hahah, help you click on the nuffang ads btw!~
-Its delicious! <: Thanks!!!1 Must click more oh~ Visited more too ;) Thanks .