Sunday, 18 April 2010. 12:48 pm

Idontknow what have happened . Time heals all wound , i've never believed in this . I'm still not happy , no matter how hard i try . Its absolutely disappointing to see how weak is ur trust to me . I did nothing at all , i swear . Whats happiness anyway ?... Anyone willing to define that for me? :) I've never know whats happiness or no .. i forgot how happiness feels like ?...



Didnt manage to sleep well & was up supa early . I need to sleep more!!!1 So prepared etc & went down to Jp , meet Xiaocheryl for somethings . Ohoh , not forgetting that she passed me my bday present :* Was surprised & like it alot bcoz its very pinkish . LOLOLOL ???



Next , rushed down cityhall & meet Vess sist , heh made her waited for me ! Went down to penisula again for awhile & then Sentosa . She was saying that she havent went there for years , so went we went down for a walk . Nothing much & i look so weird as my clothing doesnt match going to sentosa at all -_- Annoying . Talk alot as well . geezzzzzzzz sentosa really changed alot in this few months . I think the last time i went there was .. August . John's birthday ? :/ .. Sometimes i wish i've never went there that time ................. Sighz


Slacked till almost evening & we trained down to Bugis . Was very blur ytd , i dropped my icecream , my sentosa tix & even took the wrong escalator etc etc >: lol . Searched for Yeeling in bugis food junction & quickly rush her to finish her dinner .





Trained down t Bedok tgt . Vess went home first due to her curfew while me & yeeling headed to bedok central for dinner . We were extemely bored to the extent that we took bus 30 from bedok all th way back to boonlay (Y) It was approx 1h+++ , bored ttm . Was yawning all the way . Talked etc .. *Shivering & shivering in that ass bus .



Hah , thanks to Yeeling's marvellous idea ..my hands & legs were cold like wthz when we reached jp , couldnt stop shivering . Walked around & was bored :( So .. we went home early . Mom was amazed & happy that i was home very early ._. LOL , maybe i should do that more often to make her happy .




I couldnt help thinking how they show how much they dont trust me & misunderstands me when i did nothing .. Well .. should i be happy tht im not those person who they think i am ..... ? Maybe the truth should be told instead of a lie . It would never hurt so much . I wouldnt have lived in ur lies . I.Believelies Bye .

Vessie: Heheheh ! :b Vessie to -.-: Please go geylang if you need it.
-:) Thanks sist .

`Xiaocheryl's: Tag tag tag, thanks for cheering me upp . Luvs (:
-Welcome :) Be happy .

Miranda: Ketamine here (: Cheer up okie !
-Hai :) I'll try ..

Somebody.: Hey, th means of (N) is nabei right?:x
-No ? Try typing (N) on ur msn & you'll know :)

CONGLE !: all parents are so annoying -.- you good lorh , still can h2h talk with mama .
-She still misunderstand me ite , whats the point .

Jessie.: hey (: was bloghopping, your complexion's really good ! ;DD mind sharing whatchuu did ? thks ^^
-Hai?:) Its not . Erm i think going to facial wash & apply sunscreen daily , put mask weekly will help? Welcome .

Passerby: you use foundation or concealer? Do you apply it onto th whole face?
-No . I use mineral face powder .

XiaoMiko's: Hello tagged ! <: ( I frm fb derhs ) (:
-Ohokay :) Thanks .

X: Hey, which blogshop you usually shop at?
-No specific blogshops , i just bloghop around

pb: hi. where did you buy the black dress with white lace below?
-Its a seperate piece of clothes . Ontop is tanktop , below skirt . Bugis .

WAWA: o.o!
-?

Maddie: Make up with your dad soon, I know he dotes on you, right? Must have good family relationship to have a good life.
-............ x.x

pb: where did you buy the leopard print bag @ 18 Feb post???
-Fareast .

anon: hi, do you mind telling me the thai song which have alot of talkings at the starting? ;x cheerup, smile :)
-Hai . I'm sorry , most of my thai songs starts with talking at the start ._. Sorry .

Felicianna: Hey Princessy! Does fareast has etudehouse? I dun't think so lo... & you claims that you bought your mask @ fareast etudehouse on 12th april... obviously lieing to yourself. No offence! xD
-Lol , lie to myself for ? o.o The one i'm refering is @ orchard mrt station -_- Which i refered as fareast . lol

-: hellos. what the thai song, " sieh rang ti hua, sieh rang ti tong teh " girl sing de. oh and the song got " like bum bum bum bum " guy sing one
-ok , i know which you're saying alr :) I'll email you the song name , email please? Wouldnt like to say my blogsongs here , sorry .

ke junn xiong: You've sabo-ed someone to your DM & you dare mentioned there's alot of 2-faced friends around you. Aren't you on of them in fact??? You sounds damn wrong, do reflect on yourself alright girl:)
-I dare? You should reflect on urself for not getting the matter right ? If you dont mind , confront me in schl to clear the misunderstanding , tgt with the DM . Bcoz im SURE i've not sabo-ed anybody to my dm bcoz i dont even communicate with him ? lame .

psb: lol, if you did nothing wrong then why so worked up ? -.- ,
-Lol , lame ?

Fiona ; ke junn xiong: How you know she's one of them ? Do you really think tht you know her well ? , I think you're the one who should reflect on yourself -.- .: Passedby & tagged you xinggan ;D . Don't be upset/angry over your "friends" Not worth @ all . :) . Luv's .
-Lol , lame i did nothing of those things . To add on , im ANTI-SOCIAL in schl how to sabo
-_- Thanks

^^: Hey fiona, did you know that she sabo-ed someone to the DM. & That DM told that girl about it. FYI, friends who sab0tage schoolmates to the DM are real 2-faced. She g0t her friend into deep trouble.
-Which DM ? Crazy i dont even mix with my current schl mates how to sabo ? Plus i dont even communicate with my DM . Sabo smlj ? Confront me in schl to clear misunderstanding , best is ask DM to confront also . BCOZ I DARE SWEAR I DID NOTHING OF THIS ? I know nothing about my schlmates sabo what . FYI i dislike my dm like wtf , i where got so good to provide him news? Use butt think also know -_- I think before i sabo ppl to him , he will punish me first alr ? LOL . sjb

GuesT: omgosh. you look like a primary schl kid without makeup. Haha. no offence. {:
-Haha , okay .

Rushhzx,: Passed by (:
-Okay~

55: people say you believe? unless otherwise there's proof, its a misunderstanding or someone's trying to malign others
-Agree ..

anmearee: tagged!(x
-o.o

Psb.: Hi pretty. Where you get your top and belt on your 16 april post?
-Hai . My top is bought from bugis , tanktop & outer piece is seperate shops buy fyi . My belt is my mom's , so im not sure . Sorry

peishi: @ ^^ ; hey ! :D HOW THE **** EUU NOE IS HER WHO ACTUALLY COMPLAINED TO DE DM ? ehh girl if euu dunno anyth why anyhow blame . so did euu actually asked de dm that if she actually did that ? no ?no den dunanyhow bomb leiis. and i dun tink dm will so nice tell euu other ppl's confidential tings de barh . and dm wun anyhow bomb ppl when they neh do anyth.@ kl ; tagged baby :D cheers .
-LOL ? Chillz . I think someone's trying to malign me . Sot