Thursday, 25 March 2010. 7:49 pm


Hai ! Firstly , i want to say that this year's birthday was the most memorable one as i received alot of wishes & presents as compared to last time . I used to loathe my birthday because aft so many years .. i managed to convince myself that no one actually remembered my birthday! Yes , excluding my family members & my cousin . But this year it was kinda shocking t actually receive wishes from you guys <: Tyvm , appreciated . I almost died of saying too much thankyou today -.- ...

Infact , i was shocked when i entered my classroom this morning !! Someone , but idk who , wrote on the whiteboard that its my birthday today! *Touched . Miss Neo , Miss Diana , Miss Liang & my DM wishes me happy birthday too ^^ I was terribly shocked when my dm wish me a happy birthday ._. Seriously . LOL! Even my cca members sang me a birthday song . For the first time in my life , I really felt that someone actually cares about me . Let's hope i'll continue to be postive ;) Still .. I was quite depressed by the fact that he did not wish me a happy birthday . I remembered that we kinda "forced" each other to remember our birthday dates :/ Yet , he didnt wished me ... Sighz .

Yes , i've grown up . I have a hideous past , i did so many things .. that i cant remembered how many that made alot of ppl to loathe me . For that , I want to apologize . Whether you guys are gonna accept or not , im still gonna say it . But i guess .. I've proven that im not like the past anymore ? I'm sick of hating you & you & you & you & you ...you . Oh , should i say i've not hated you people ever since i tried to change ? Okay , fine ..

I know the 14th year of my life was the year i learnt the most . I've been hurt & loved , i know whats sadness happiness love hurt shattered .. Well , i can say the 14th year , is the turning point of my life .
我知道伤心不能改变什么 ,那么,让我诚实一点..诚实,难免有不能控制的宣泄 . 只有关上了门 不必理谁 . 一个人坐在空荡包厢里面,手机,让它休息一夜 .. 眼泪不能流过十二点 . 生日快乐~我对自己说 . 蜡烛点了 寂寞亮了 . 生日快乐 泪也溶了..我要谢谢 你给的你拿走的一切 ..还爱你..带一点恨 . 还要时间..才能平衡 .热恋伤痕,画面重生..

祝我生日快乐 .

Yes , im so grateful to everyone that .. I would like to thank all this people :

Raymond , Andy x2 , HanYing , Congle , Sophia , Bryan , Keagan , Zhihao , Putri Farain , Dino , KaiLi , Brian , Weiting , Phavdy , Chew , Vanessa , Priscilla , Miko , Shihao , Singrong , Celine ,Weixin , Timber , Ezekiel ,Woei Gorou , Shamika , Huiwen , XueTing , Jasper , Ivan , Jun , Babyen , Ahpeng , Jiahao , Yukiko , Jin ting Kway , Rahman , Jason x3 , Xiaohao , Zhiyuan , John , WeiYang , Daryyl , Jeremy , Delia , Shawn , Thong Lien , Vincent , Juii , Thunder , Tatsuya , Lilian , Weixin , BingLiang , Benson , Jiajia , Thomas , Ronny , Kelvin , Michelle , Shihui , Cassandra , Samantha , Yongsoon , Hilsann , Yew , Lawrence , Shuhui , Alvis , Roderick , Tabitha , Alvin , Tonny , Anna , Sheng Tong , Jonzh , Mervyn , Benjamin , Lit tat , Cavan , Ahh hao , Yuenchee , Xinni, Jinwei , Ki tat , Colin , Terence , Jeff , Ken , Zaza , Nabila , Jonathan , Carisa , Shubing , Yuxuan , Tingting , Yibin , Dalston , Yueyang , Weijie , Pinxuan , Calina , Jiajun , Weilian , Darius , Jeffery , Phonemyat , Xiaosoul , Choon Kai , Gerine , Sarah , Raphael , Marcus Nicole , Aaron , Chunkeak , Ahbe , Sean , Khairi , Hanon , Jerron , Jamie , Yaoxiang , WeiYip , Jacelyn , Ahlai , XiaoVess , Weihua , Junwen , Susan , Junhao , CheeSern , YiTing , Yueshi , WanZhen , Marcus , Thomas , MeiQi , Alistair , ZhiHong , Agnes , Valerie .

Not forgetting my luv/closer ones : Yeeling Huiru Stephanie Clinton Maddie Keyin Nicholas Roy Lina

Please do not kill me if you dont see ur name here , tyvm .

Next issue : Should i change my bloglink???? Should i keep long sidefringe / continue cutting bangs??? Wtf , confused .

passerby.: FTW is for th win. Heard from my cousin. Butthen,i still dont get it. HAHA,what's FML?
-FuckMyLife ;)

CONGLE !: what?! you seriously closed your tongue? aiyo , then all th pain wasted liao , LOL.
-LOL nvm la! I also dont intend to keep it for long :)

Wes: NOISY SIA YOU TODAY !! FORGET EAT MEDICINE IS IT:D hahahaha .fun right !! hahahahahaha
-Replied@ blog .

2263423's: You should know what me mean , laugh . (:
-Replied @ blog .

Maddie: Lol, notes for yourself :X
-Fuckyou , TELL YOU DONT LAUGH LIAO!!! :x LMAO .

Wenxin: OMG WE'RE CHATTING ON MSN NOW!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA ~ Hi auntie :$
-Do you need to sound so happy my dear? LOL!!!!!! Auntie ur head -.-

x.keeel: relink
-Asap .

jiaxin: hellooooo:)tagged
-Hai :)

`Huiwen™,: taggs, (: Happy bdae dearest niece ! (: may all your dreams come true oh ! ;x stay happy and chio always (:
-Thanks :)

Hanon: Happy birthday chio bu! lols...wish u good luck for mye and have a blessed birthday! XD
-Omg! ._. How you know?! Thankyou!! :)

Someone: Hello , can i have your email ? Is this your email ? precious-5683@hotmail.com
-Yeah sure , downwith-loveee@hotmail.com . Oh that email ? IMPOSER .

SUMIKO™: HEY! [: Tag.
-[; Thanks .

psb: happy bday girl
-Omg ! Thanks!!!

Pinxuan .: Hello . (: Happy Birthday . ! ^^
-Thankyou^^

Celine's: Happy birthday sis (:
-Thankyou my sist <: Yuxuan: HappyBirhday . Stay pretty :)
-Nope, thankyou!

Jacelyn.: happy birthday :D
-Wow ._. How you know?! Thankyou!!!

KAILI: Happy Birthday! :>
-Thankyou balloon :)

Passer ,: Hello ! Happy Birthday , Stay chio (:
-Hai! Thankyouverymuch :):)