The girl with Masquerade
Whispers
I lead, follow me
I'm still waiting for you , yet i cant tell you
Monday, 8 March 2010. 7:49 pm
"How can a sorry ever heal a broken heart? "
I was struggling whether to post or not .. Sighz . When girls are abandoned by thier loved ones , they try to find his characteristics in another guy.. How true ? I'm trying to forget you as days goes by & trying to find another guy with the same characteristics as you . I guess , i found one . But i dont seem to understand whats between us , everything's complicated . Maybe i was right , everyone's making a fool outta me , even myself . I always felt abandoned & unloved :( Friendship Kinship Relationship Studies , i failed all . What a failure , you must be thinking .
Yes , i think you might be reading my post . I canot understand myself anymore .. I locked myself up , unwilling to open up to anybody . Its so hard to trust others now , aft you get betrayed abandoned backstabbed by ur loved ones . C'mon , dont talk craps with me . "I'll be there for you if you need me !" . Everything's a lie . What's wrong with a girl who drinks to forget everything , doing wrong things to attract ur attention bcoz she felt unloved , crying out loud to make herself feel better , having serious moodswings thats not up t her control . Thats not a wrong thing to do! , geez . No , i dont hate her neither do i hate you . I'm jealous of her , wishing you all the best & hating myself .
Its like walking to dead ends .. forcing her to surrender . Misunderstandings everywhere . Do i look unhappy ? No , more than that . fml
Iloveyou ? No i dont . Ilovehim ? No i dont . Iloveyou ? I think i do . Ilovehim ? I guess .. whats wrong with me!?!?! Ass .
W Luvs / WKL .
"How can a sorry ever heal a broken heart? "
I was struggling whether to post or not .. Sighz . When girls are abandoned by thier loved ones , they try to find his characteristics in another guy.. How true ? I'm trying to forget you as days goes by & trying to find another guy with the same characteristics as you . I guess , i found one . But i dont seem to understand whats between us , everything's complicated . Maybe i was right , everyone's making a fool outta me , even myself . I always felt abandoned & unloved :( Friendship Kinship Relationship Studies , i failed all . What a failure , you must be thinking .
Yes , i think you might be reading my post . I canot understand myself anymore .. I locked myself up , unwilling to open up to anybody . Its so hard to trust others now , aft you get betrayed abandoned backstabbed by ur loved ones . C'mon , dont talk craps with me . "I'll be there for you if you need me !" . Everything's a lie . What's wrong with a girl who drinks to forget everything , doing wrong things to attract ur attention bcoz she felt unloved , crying out loud to make herself feel better , having serious moodswings thats not up t her control . Thats not a wrong thing to do! , geez . No , i dont hate her neither do i hate you . I'm jealous of her , wishing you all the best & hating myself .
Its like walking to dead ends .. forcing her to surrender . Misunderstandings everywhere . Do i look unhappy ? No , more than that . fml
Iloveyou ? No i dont . Ilovehim ? No i dont . Iloveyou ? I think i do . Ilovehim ? I guess .. whats wrong with me!?!?! Ass .
W Luvs / WKL .