The girl with Masquerade
Whispers
I lead, follow me
Forced this empty life upon me
Tuesday, 2 February 2010. 1:47 pm
*(Looking @ lappy's time :1:16pm) , think majority of you is at schl naozxc . Kept lisiao Gerine in fb ytd , damn funny i swear . Take a look if you're bored . Aha! Was shag aft that ..So rung Gerine up for a short chat . Said whatever i want to say , felt whole lots better .. Want t have a early sleep last night , was on my cozzy bed on 9.30pm . Laid there .. turning left & right .. i cant seem t fall asleep! Fuck . Had a h2h talk w my sist , who is just right beside me . Okay , she knows what im troubled of & what i did . Finally slept around 12am .
Guess what next ? I got a super terrible stomach upset/cramp @ 1.30am , damn shyt , i only slept for 1h plus! The pain was unbearable , took pills & went t sleep . Wokeup 6.30am , wow .. i canot even open my eyes ! Sleepy ttm . Ah , so i prepared everything .. then eat breakfast . Last min decide not t go schl alr , LMAO . Might as well dont prepare right! Waste of time .
& i didnt not go schl bcos i just want t pon . Its because .. #1)Im not feeling well , stomach upset(idk run toilet how many times) & headache , wanting to vomit . #2)Im running away from my test . #3)Ihategoingschool , who loves it anw ? Bloody craps .
So yup , untie my hair etc & change t my normal clothings . Rung Gerine up , & we meet @ Jp . Otw , saw Panda & co . Asked me why i never go schl , none of them believe im sick . Whatever ? I think my face's pale back then . Headed t polyclinic tgt next , the queue was bloody hellzxc long .. i swear . We waited fr total , around2hours . While waiting , we slacked inside the toilet . Would not elaborate what we did inside . Finally my turn t see th doc , finally you know!! Mygod . Told him what happened etc , then he just check , gave me a 2days mc & off i go . Im out of th consultation room in less than 30secs -.- Pro huhzxc ?
Meanwhile Gerine's doc very kp . Haha! She only gt 1 day mc & no medicine . Lmao! She's bad you know , she didnt made payment! AHA . Made my payment , then we just went off . LOL~ Slack around @ Jp . She have 2 free movie tickets ! For any movie . So i book her <: Next fri or tmr go find her !^^ Luvs . Realised that nowadays keep never makup alr :( Example , ytd & today . Random .
Next , bused down t my house . Just slack around , nothing much in fact .. pretty boring . I think my headache's getting worse .. I'm going t faint any moment . My hands&feet are cold & my head's feverish naozxc ~ Aw , my tags decreased alot! *Faints
I've never change , just change the way i express myself . Isnt friends/sist suppose to accept what/whoever you're? Not like i fight , i play , i kop , i club .. i dont . I still have self control , very clear of what im doing . Im still waiting for someone t msn me , you know who you're . Not him . Why you can accept other friends/sist do all the things i did , then you canot accept what i did ? I didnt do so much things as compared to them . Why cant you change ur way of thinking ? You think its worth it ? The most i can is apologise , i alr did it .
*(Looking @ lappy's time :1:16pm) , think majority of you is at schl naozxc . Kept lisiao Gerine in fb ytd , damn funny i swear . Take a look if you're bored . Aha! Was shag aft that ..So rung Gerine up for a short chat . Said whatever i want to say , felt whole lots better .. Want t have a early sleep last night , was on my cozzy bed on 9.30pm . Laid there .. turning left & right .. i cant seem t fall asleep! Fuck . Had a h2h talk w my sist , who is just right beside me . Okay , she knows what im troubled of & what i did . Finally slept around 12am .
Guess what next ? I got a super terrible stomach upset/cramp @ 1.30am , damn shyt , i only slept for 1h plus! The pain was unbearable , took pills & went t sleep . Wokeup 6.30am , wow .. i canot even open my eyes ! Sleepy ttm . Ah , so i prepared everything .. then eat breakfast . Last min decide not t go schl alr , LMAO . Might as well dont prepare right! Waste of time .
& i didnt not go schl bcos i just want t pon . Its because .. #1)Im not feeling well , stomach upset(idk run toilet how many times) & headache , wanting to vomit . #2)Im running away from my test . #3)Ihategoingschool , who loves it anw ? Bloody craps .
So yup , untie my hair etc & change t my normal clothings . Rung Gerine up , & we meet @ Jp . Otw , saw Panda & co . Asked me why i never go schl , none of them believe im sick . Whatever ? I think my face's pale back then . Headed t polyclinic tgt next , the queue was bloody hellzxc long .. i swear . We waited fr total , around2hours . While waiting , we slacked inside the toilet . Would not elaborate what we did inside . Finally my turn t see th doc , finally you know!! Mygod . Told him what happened etc , then he just check , gave me a 2days mc & off i go . Im out of th consultation room in less than 30secs -.- Pro huhzxc ?
Meanwhile Gerine's doc very kp . Haha! She only gt 1 day mc & no medicine . Lmao! She's bad you know , she didnt made payment! AHA . Made my payment , then we just went off . LOL~ Slack around @ Jp . She have 2 free movie tickets ! For any movie . So i book her <: Next fri or tmr go find her !^^ Luvs . Realised that nowadays keep never makup alr :( Example , ytd & today . Random .
Next , bused down t my house . Just slack around , nothing much in fact .. pretty boring . I think my headache's getting worse .. I'm going t faint any moment . My hands&feet are cold & my head's feverish naozxc ~ Aw , my tags decreased alot! *Faints
I've never change , just change the way i express myself . Isnt friends/sist suppose to accept what/whoever you're? Not like i fight , i play , i kop , i club .. i dont . I still have self control , very clear of what im doing . Im still waiting for someone t msn me , you know who you're . Not him . Why you can accept other friends/sist do all the things i did , then you canot accept what i did ? I didnt do so much things as compared to them . Why cant you change ur way of thinking ? You think its worth it ? The most i can is apologise , i alr did it .
psb: i am just a passby, i got add you in facebook
-Oic :) , lol . Then check it out @ fb urself? Any related questions ask me @ msn , tyvm .
Maddie: The tattoo studio clean?
-Art studio la! >:( Not tattoo studio! Clean . You this sat or smth free ?
sjj: bumpbumpbump.
-Stfu , ty .
Sumiko.: xiaokinki here, change my name to nichelle or sumiko. Relink me too!
-Hey !:) Changed & relinked alr .