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Monday, 25 January 2010. 9:05 pm
As for yesterday .. i went out w my family in Jp . I was using my lappy halfway when they suddenly want t go & kept rushing me . I dislike that ; you should know that . I realised that i've been hating going out as a whole family w my parents . Because they just mention that someone as the pleased . & when i gave them attitude , they have no idea why , they blame it on my daily usage of com instead . I mean .. cant they understand me more ? I know imcomplicated . But mainly i showed attitude was because they kept rubbing salt on my wound / not trusting me or even understand me .
I dont fucking understand why they like comparing w my cousins ? I mean .. when i sometimes compare my freedom w other friends . They'll be like aiyah , you dont compare lah . Isnt that the same logic ? Even my grandma likes comparing me w cousins . You know whats thier views bout me ?.. Aiyah , you see ur cousins & sist also got good progress award , you donthave . That few hundered can eat a very good meal ! Obviously , i'll be angry right? I was like , Even if i get that few hundered i wont use it t treat you all obviously . I 1 day will finish everything .
So we continued . "yeah la yeah la , you only know how take $ la & ur attitude nowadays getting worse" This makes my blood boil . Yeah , i only know how take $ , but you think the amount of $ you give alot ? Since you like comparing , then compare w other ppl's parents luh . They give thier child more freedom & money . I remembered clearly , he told me .. Ur studies so lousy , only know how shop & take money , & godknows who you're always mixing with! You know it clearly urself . I think ur attitude is only better than those ahbeng & ahlian luh . Now also dk you got meet that (someone) anot!
I wonder how on earth they're able t say things like : im only better as compared t ahlian & ahbeng ..
Tsk , put myself in my shoes .. how would you feel ?.. After they said so much t me .. I wouldnt be in a good moood obviously . I showed attitude , & they blame it t com -.- NO LINK AT ALL . Okay , enough of it .
So today , i went t library w lina till 4plus . Slacked around jp myself till 6plus , chanced upon Wesley'Dumb etc . & the same thing happenes again , w my father .. He mentioned bout that someone , again . & the trust , all those crap things .
& me? Uh huh , i got myself landed in tears back home , twice . Continously for this two days . I was told not to show that-kind of face when i didnt get my new hp . I said nothing . But inside my mind .."I didnt do it on purpose , you think i want that?.. I didnt show that face bcos i didnt get my hp , no . It was bcos you didnt trust/understand me & you rubbed salt on my wound ."
I even wanted to tell them that my maths & science improved alot , but i dont see the point of telling them . Neither do i have the mood to tell . It makes no much difference .
Awww my eyes are swollen ): & it pains like as if needles are pricking my eye balls or should i say .. like as if soap is inside my eyes? If it doesnt heals by tmr(hope it dont) , I'll absent from schl .
FML FML FML
As for yesterday .. i went out w my family in Jp . I was using my lappy halfway when they suddenly want t go & kept rushing me . I dislike that ; you should know that . I realised that i've been hating going out as a whole family w my parents . Because they just mention that someone as the pleased . & when i gave them attitude , they have no idea why , they blame it on my daily usage of com instead . I mean .. cant they understand me more ? I know im
I dont fucking understand why they like comparing w my cousins ? I mean .. when i sometimes compare my freedom w other friends . They'll be like aiyah , you dont compare lah . Isnt that the same logic ? Even my grandma likes comparing me w cousins . You know whats thier views bout me ?.. Aiyah , you see ur cousins & sist also got good progress award , you donthave . That few hundered can eat a very good meal ! Obviously , i'll be angry right? I was like , Even if i get that few hundered i wont use it t treat you all obviously . I 1 day will finish everything .
So we continued . "yeah la yeah la , you only know how take $ la & ur attitude nowadays getting worse" This makes my blood boil . Yeah , i only know how take $ , but you think the amount of $ you give alot ? Since you like comparing , then compare w other ppl's parents luh . They give thier child more freedom & money . I remembered clearly , he told me .. Ur studies so lousy , only know how shop & take money , & godknows who you're always mixing with! You know it clearly urself . I think ur attitude is only better than those ahbeng & ahlian luh . Now also dk you got meet that (someone) anot!
I wonder how on earth they're able t say things like : im only better as compared t ahlian & ahbeng ..
Tsk , put myself in my shoes .. how would you feel ?.. After they said so much t me .. I wouldnt be in a good moood obviously . I showed attitude , & they blame it t com -.- NO LINK AT ALL . Okay , enough of it .
So today , i went t library w lina till 4plus . Slacked around jp myself till 6plus , chanced upon Wesley'Dumb etc . & the same thing happenes again , w my father .. He mentioned bout that someone , again . & the trust , all those crap things .
& me? Uh huh , i got myself landed in tears back home , twice . Continously for this two days . I was told not to show that-kind of face when i didnt get my new hp . I said nothing . But inside my mind .."I didnt do it on purpose , you think i want that?.. I didnt show that face bcos i didnt get my hp , no . It was bcos you didnt trust/understand me & you rubbed salt on my wound ."
I even wanted to tell them that my maths & science improved alot , but i dont see the point of telling them . Neither do i have the mood to tell . It makes no much difference .
Awww my eyes are swollen ): & it pains like as if needles are pricking my eye balls or should i say .. like as if soap is inside my eyes? If it doesnt heals by tmr(hope it dont) , I'll absent from schl .
FML FML FML
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