Tuesday, 1 December 2009. 3:43 pm

Found a way t make myself feel better . I know you're still happy , thats fine w me . Love&Hatred i'v been living for .

30Nov09 .


Out w Keyin & co . Meet them @ red hill mrt station . Trained down t cini w them . Ok cute , Yeeling brought 3packets of tissue papers , thinking that i'll be crying v badly . LOL? Sad , cini didnt have the movie i want ! So kinda , slack around or smth . Approached a guy , & asked him t help buy cigarettes . F*ucking Keyin forced me so >: Hahahah ? Then , saw a guy pointing @ us etc , so , zhao . Trained down t Bugis for sheesha . K , keyin & her boyf kept @ there suan me . Damn bad ?! & idk why , i sat back t th same seat .. They're right , tht guy beside me is no longer there . For what should i seat back th same place ?


Sheesha etc . Waited for Wesly that dumb t come , he was lost . HAHAHA . I remembered he said tht he went for sheesha twice , all dont accept him . LOL! Sheesha w them etc . Lisiao him :P Another cute one ! He brought another 3 packets of tissue for me t cry -.- LOL ! Sheesha finish , slack outside . Trained down t boonlay & catched a movie w Yeeling & her family . 2012 , freaked me out k . I didnt cried:D Probably , bcos i've finished my tears . Hah ! Reached home @ 10plus .


I'll forget you .

1 Dec 09 .










Wokeup late in th morning , meet Maddie & Weizhen . Asked for cigarettes from a guy .  Miserable w/o it now -.- lol . Bought vodka etc & went back t my house . Yeeling & her family came . & here iam posting :) Ohyah , i saw fiona xinggan just now ! :) Hahaha . Bai . Th pictures of me are so so so shag . Sigh . Gonna drink dad's wine later :)


Havent been eating for 4days , its like add tgt less than one meal ?  i think im gonna die sooner or later . Was having a headache etc , k they told me i was super retarded . That i kept laughing for no reason , no no no im okay <: 用笑容来把眼泪催眠 :) Out t jurongeast w Maddie & Weizhen aft slacking much @ my hse . Having a h2h talk w them . All of us talking bout our ex . Hah . Seriously having lots of flashbacks when i reached jurongeast . A strong feeling of sadness , i would say . Super shag there . K , think tht me & maddie have decided t get inked , hopefully we dont change our mind . Gonna do some "reasearch" nao :) Ohyah , hope maddie etc can pei me go ton @ yeeling's hse hopefully >: Sigh . Baibai !

><: PLK-...-
-Boliao .

Maddie: psb, mofo is mother****er short form btw mine just broke w/ me, today..
-Aw sad ):

♥ 2263423's: Welcome . Babyluv , cheerup alright ? Hope what i said , make some sense t you . Luvyou <3 And , thanks .
-Thanks babyluv <3 Wes: 哈哈！会没是的。不要哭了！去找他谈谈！夫妻两总算会吵架。一下子就会好:)
-We not husband &wife -.- Lol , he's just toying me .

wei zhen: jiayouuus! you will be able to do it! tags.w loves^^
-K :)
wei zhen- sjj: YOH SJJ! YOU ARE BACK! OMG BACK WITH YOUR LJ WORDS^^! COME COME, come my blog entertain me and wch.!ehs, mai bh luhh, since when she needed you, dont jiaowei luhh, she dont need you!(: please do not tag here liao luh. the owner won't care about you already. : S Attentionseeker.hellos? me tools? OMG, no tools? its for blangla like you to use and work one you know?lubbing? oh my godd!^^hellos? you think she simi? you say yours thn she will be yours? erhemms. sorry, but she is taken(:you can sit ontop of a tree along a busy road, and thn when car come, lose balance and drop !^^twit twit twit, maybe if you stop twitting, the bird wont **** on you^^ eh, excuse me, i dont need you to love me, you will only dirty my reputAtion^^ get a life,dog.interveiw your mother ass. leave your mother fly-.-who want befriend you? you go be friend with zhanglang luhh****yourmotherie .its my buss, since this is her BLOG. you nbcb, kpkb simi ? ^^forget your head(: you only go around anyhow spam ppl blog, dont act as if you are close to her when you are not? just fckoff larh horh*_
- Enough -.-

sjj: mm you broke up le? sowee should hab been theres whens chius needed moi most.. lub chus.call moi when chius back kaes?chiu tools cannots stops us flom lubbing each other kaes. ish not fairs de. kailing mm, the flashbacks will stops when we start owl flashes..orfishsure interbiew wib kailing mm, didnt chiu see this coming? chius not plepares four hims to leafs?to WCH & zhen meimei, make a flend notchs a foes. lub chiu tools kaes?chiu tools cannots stops us flom lubbing each other kaes. ish not fairs de. kailing mm, the flashbacks will stops when we start owl flashes..seeyourhead, diamdiam rahs this notch chiur busi rites? =((weizhen, siliously, ib brong owner ish keeping quiet, huai chius makes so muchie noise? chius dun huan be flend den foregeddit kaes? =((
-Yah i broke up , so what ? Big deal uh . Call you ? I know you is it ? Eh , seriously , dont step one close w me can anot -.- You want i call you ? You leave down ur num , i sure call you :) & let you regret . Thanks t ur comfort anw . CCB , WHO ASK YOU SCOLD WHO SEEURHEAD DIAM DIAM LA ? YOU NOT HAPPY W WEIZHEN OR ME ? LEAVE UR NUM ? I keeping quiet ? Sure anot . I only not free t blog . Step one only . Who luv you ? Fuck -.- Disgusting . STOP ALL THIS , I WARN YOU .

-: Hi. I've the same encounter as you.....:( It really hurts. How i wish i realised my mistake earlier.
-Although i make an mistake , but it isnt entirely my mistakes . Is bcos he just treat me as a replacement of his ex . Then when they machiam want patch back , he just kick me t one side .

R: I once love someone as much how much you luv your guy, I tried my hardest to forgotten him. And I did, If I could, why cant you? Although youyou'll feel its impossible, but. Its possible. Hard yes, impossible no, right?
-I try ? :) Anw thanks <:

psby: ermm .. may i know songs of #23? .. n cheerup pretty gal
-Angels cry :)! Thanks .

KAILI: Balloon tagged :)
-Thanks balloon :)

JANICE.L: Hello horny. ^^ rmb me ? I know you do. xD
-Of course ! Link me :)

♥ Glenis: Believe me, you soon get over it.I have gotten over my three year relationship.You too can.You are a very strong person.It will take a really long time but its normal.Distract yourself with lots of friends around you.If you want me to go out with you,sure i would ! Delete his number,msn,facebook... You got to stay strong girl !contracting him now won't solve the problem. Love it or Hate it . He's still you EX.
-K thanks <: Eric: I'm sure there are other guys out there wanting to replace him, I'm one of them lols =X but its quite impossible for me =(
-Errrrrr .. You siao le uh ? o.O Thanks anw .

from_mars: Hope you get over with it soon.
-Thanks :)! You're ?:)

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