Wednesday, 20 May 2009. 4:25 pm

Hellooooo ,im back :D
Was rather depressed this morning,
& that i teared in schl o.oII

Here's my result :
English,B3 .
Chinese,A1 .
HomeEcon,A1 .
Literature,A1 .
Maths,C5 .
Science,B3 .
History,B3 .
Art,not out yet :/
Pe,not out yet :/

Not really satisfied w my results :/
Whatever .

Wanna go out this sat again .
Who who ?

Lol .
Ohyah,i met a hilarious cute guy .
A girl was walking & then she threw litter,
as if it dropped & she dontknow .

That guy sibeh cute luh ._.
He shouted "GIRL!,YOU DROP UR THINGS !
THERE,SEE AT THE BACK,GO PICK " .
I was there laughing .
That guy so gong man ><

Then the girl was like
want to pick,dont want to pick .
But i stare at her -.-II
Then she go pick up .

Was laughing non-stop (:
Dad was super happy for my results .
Because its been ages since i got this kind of results .
Lol !
I want my piercings D:

K,i know my blog's super boring ._.
I see already also want sleep -.-

--
Because i know that im alone now,for sure .
Drifted apart,with all .
No matter what,we wont be as close again .
No matter who .
& that now,i dont have a close person with me anymore .
Just fuck off,
& leave me alone -'-

No more next time .
Shut completely .
Because you guys dont know how i felt :/
Imagine you're all alone,
there's not even one person with you .
Because they all neglected you,
though they dont mean it .
But it isnt the same,if you're me .
But,they neglect too many times .

So what,if i know that you people are concern?
Useless right?
You guys dontknow what you did .
You may not realise ,whatever
because i dont care already .
& that i have given enough chances,didnt i ?

Yeah,you all find me unreasonable .
Because you all dontknow how i felt .
When im crying, where did you people go ?
When im alone,where did you people go ?

{People get drifted apart from you .
You dont even have a proper close friend .
You wont get what i mean ,
Because you dontknow how scary it is .
To face everything alone .
You have got to be strong,somehow}
Thats my thoughts everyday .

I cant sleep .
Know how scary it is ?

I knew that if i write everything here,
our relationship will get affected .
But i no longer care ,
All of you are not not even close to me now,
Know what ?!
NOBODY !

Even a geek have at least one close friend,
I ? You know what i mean .
I dont want to mention it ;/
We wont be close like the past anymore .
No ways ,i swear .
We're not close,face it .
& that i have kept this inside for too long,
that i decided vent it all out here ):<

Dont ask me whether iam alright .
Because iam not .
I always have scary thoughts in my mind .
No matter where,its scary .
Because iam all alone .

Dont ever say to me that
You'll be with me when you see this,
i dont need you people to pity .


DONT EVER COMMENT ON THIS,
BECAUSE YOU'LL NEVER KNOW WHO IAM REFERRING TO .
STOP ACTING SMART & GIVE ME TROUBLES .
BECAUSE IM HAVING A NEGATIVE MOOD NOW ):<
眼泪自己擦掉,我一个人很好 .