Sunday, 26 October 2008. 7:33 pm
im like fckinq moodswinqinq.
I cried myself to sleep everynight.
All my tears are dried up.
My eyes are bloody swollen.
I seem to have show attitude to you guys.
Im sorry ;x
Mirror,
I watched myself in there.
Love,did i got all i wanted?
Kinship,am i close to them?
Friendship,are they with me?
Im simply a failure.
I failed doinq every thinq.
I promised not to cry.
I wonder if i can(?)
Seriously i dont feel like
stoppinq myself from doinq them.
Where are you when i need you?
I need you.
I love you.
No one would understand how i feel
Shoot me,kill me.
Im dead,with a fullstop.
A smile to cover my tears infront of you.
Dont ask why im like this,
Idontknow.
Agree that i should be dead.
People like me dont deserve to live on.
Like a knife,stabbed through my heart.
Im sorry,
I didnt mean to brinq troubles.
Im useless,kailinq is useless.
Throw me away,
I want to be alone.