I'd never imagine how's life without ur support & everything,really.
I'd never thought of leaving you,even once.
I'd never know how great was the impact that you've created on me,is like-Ohmygod,
You know you know you know what,you know you will never know!

I feel awkward when i see you each time,i dont know why.
I know it won't do good for me,I know it will made me miserable,
I know it's not the right time & yes,I know iam not urs,no more,
I know it would be good to talk to you often,bt sorry i can't.

Smiling as a facade,I smile just for you,
Seeing you each time,avoiding eye-contact,
Strangers is what i can say,nothing much,
Satisfied just by telling you,looking at you from far,supporting you & smile for you.

Because i know,you're the reason for all i have worked hard for,everything.
Because i know,you're the only guy whom will give this power,absolutely,
Because i know,i've try &,and i did,
Because i know,that's why i didnt gave you up,
And,Because i know you well

The one who has taught me all about love.
The one who gave me encouragement & sweetness,
The one who has protected me from every little thing,
The one who would wiped off my tears,
The one who would share secrets with me,
The one who tell me ghost stories at night,
The one who would phoned me each time when iam alone,
The one who would asked me to be careful at all times,
The one who would be worried about me,even though there's nothing wrong,
The one who would care for me,& love me with eveything
The one who always drive me crazy & laugh like a mad girl in the town,
The one who alway kept me warmth & hold me,
The one who trust me & believe's in me,
The one who would let me know,Oh iam so blessed & i must appreciated it,
The one who have said "I love you" sincerely,

Am I being paranoid?Am i doing things right?Am i even in the right frame of mind?
I feel so lost & i dont know what to do.