The girl with Masquerade
Whispers
I lead, follow me
Monday, 1 September 2008. 8:14 am
There was a period when alot of troubles came...
A big thankyou to those who showed me care & concern.
im alright now (:
I thought about death & suicide alot during these few weeks.
Icried all nights,feeling so depressed that time,I cut myself.
I had to put a plastic smile on my face every morning in school to aviold being said that im emo-ing.
seriously,I learnt alot during these few weeks but of course i lose alot too.
"When there is gain,there will be losses."
I had never felt so upset before and it just...
hurt.
That's the only word I could think of to describe it.
My heart felt as though it had been broken into two.
I always like to seat beside the window.
I open the windows,unlock my heart & "feel" mother earth.
Birds chirping,wind blowing,this makes me feel so free.
Perhaps its tie to unlock myself & try breaking free.
"There are two kinds of people in this world:
those that play hopscotch & sing in the shower,and those that lie alone at night with tears in thier eyes."
What i came to understand is that people have a choice to be what they want to be,and each of us is a little of both.
INSIDE
Bottled up inside
Are the words i never said,
The feelings that i hide,
The lines you never read.
You can see it in my eyes,
Read it on my face:
Trapped inside arelies
Of the past I can't replace.
With memories that linger-
Won't seem to go away.
Why can't I be happier?
Today's a brand new day.
Yesterdays are over,
Even though the hurting's not.
Nothing last forever,
I must cherish what I've got.
Don't take my love for granted,
For soon it will be gone-
of the love you thought you'd won.
The hurt I'm feeling now
won't disappear overnight,
but someway,somehow,
Everything will turn alright,
No more wishing for the past.
It wasn't meant to be.
It didn't seem to last,m
so I have to set him free.
labels: a peom that unlock me.
"It's time to let go,a book that I had finished and had to put down."
"Tuck him away in special place and move on."
I loved,I lost & i suffered.
Now it was time to forgive & forget.
I forgave myself also,because so much of my pain
was feeling like I did something wrong.I know better now.
We must work & above all we must believe in ourselves.
BELIEVE ME
Finally,a class photo that I've always wanted,although I look ugly inside.
"United we stand,United we fall"
This qoute is "produced" by our class.
1E2'2008
I finally know what it means a class.
To forgive each other,share our happiness & of course solve the troubles together!
I,love this class.
But its too late,the year's ending.
Nevermind,to cherish now the time we have together as a class.
I have always hated this class & keep cmplaining about teachers,homework & as well as classmates.
But now,I LOVE 1E2!
Dont know why,perhaps the class unity this few days unlocked my heart.
ITS GREAT TO HAVE YOU GUYS IN MY CLASS & AS WELL AS MS HO.
There was a period when alot of troubles came...
A big thankyou to those who showed me care & concern.
im alright now (:
I thought about death & suicide alot during these few weeks.
Icried all nights,feeling so depressed that time,I cut myself.
I had to put a plastic smile on my face every morning in school to aviold being said that im emo-ing.
seriously,I learnt alot during these few weeks but of course i lose alot too.
"When there is gain,there will be losses."
I had never felt so upset before and it just...
hurt.
That's the only word I could think of to describe it.
My heart felt as though it had been broken into two.
I always like to seat beside the window.
I open the windows,unlock my heart & "feel" mother earth.
Birds chirping,wind blowing,this makes me feel so free.
Perhaps its tie to unlock myself & try breaking free.
"There are two kinds of people in this world:
those that play hopscotch & sing in the shower,and those that lie alone at night with tears in thier eyes."
What i came to understand is that people have a choice to be what they want to be,and each of us is a little of both.
INSIDE
Bottled up inside
Are the words i never said,
The feelings that i hide,
The lines you never read.
You can see it in my eyes,
Read it on my face:
Trapped inside arelies
Of the past I can't replace.
With memories that linger-
Won't seem to go away.
Why can't I be happier?
Today's a brand new day.
Yesterdays are over,
Even though the hurting's not.
Nothing last forever,
I must cherish what I've got.
Don't take my love for granted,
For soon it will be gone-
of the love you thought you'd won.
The hurt I'm feeling now
won't disappear overnight,
but someway,somehow,
Everything will turn alright,
No more wishing for the past.
It wasn't meant to be.
It didn't seem to last,m
so I have to set him free.
labels: a peom that unlock me.
"It's time to let go,a book that I had finished and had to put down."
"Tuck him away in special place and move on."
I loved,I lost & i suffered.
Now it was time to forgive & forget.
I forgave myself also,because so much of my pain
was feeling like I did something wrong.I know better now.
We must work & above all we must believe in ourselves.
BELIEVE ME
Finally,a class photo that I've always wanted,although I look ugly inside.
"United we stand,United we fall"
This qoute is "produced" by our class.
1E2'2008
I finally know what it means a class.
To forgive each other,share our happiness & of course solve the troubles together!
I,love this class.
But its too late,the year's ending.
Nevermind,to cherish now the time we have together as a class.
I have always hated this class & keep cmplaining about teachers,homework & as well as classmates.
But now,I LOVE 1E2!
Dont know why,perhaps the class unity this few days unlocked my heart.
ITS GREAT TO HAVE YOU GUYS IN MY CLASS & AS WELL AS MS HO.