Thursday, 31 March 2011. 1:00 am


I'm fucking scared of relationship seriously. It's like you meet one guy, he's sweet, you guys flirted and think both of you are suitable for eachother.. get into a relationship, fall for his lies bullshits traps then finally broke ur fragile ♥ and you having you life shattered into pieces.. met another guy and the same fucking routine is here to haunt you again.. what's the point!?!...

Hello there! As promised, I will post asap after I'm back from bkk :) So here I am. Bkk trip was totally awesome bcos of the shopping trip. Brief summary on what i did in bkk:  I spent like 5days on shopping, sleeping and eating all day long. And f'yeah the clothes & food are fucking cheap and nice as usual. So... coming back to singapore with my all my items were troublesome.

Stayed in grand diamond hotel, pretty ok as it gives me a feeling of home! Prolly bcos of it's availability of living room, kitchen and bedroom! Miss daddy and my lil'sist alot esp. Well, life for me nowadays is still like a roller coaster, up down up down up down. My night depression is back to haunt me again and I rlly can't control my depress mood in the night. Fucking annoying! Ah whatever.

Alright, before I even start blogging about stuffs.. I went to check up www.cube-gen.com out of boredom and I found rlly great stuffs to share with you guys!!!!!!! Awesome deals i mean. Look at all this and you'll get it *points below*
 


As usual, I adore connector rings and I got to share with you guys as I'm aware that all of you love it too!





Some awesome stylish/cool accessories that I fell in love with when I caught sight of it!!! Fuck, I can't resist but to order it! LOL. This is just a mini discover i found on www.cube-gen.com! Fucking naise accessories!! Ok, i need to maintain... back to normal blogging: Scroll puhlease, but open tab to go to this awesome website k~ xoxo.



(Some naise thailand pineapple rice! damn.. craving for it now :( )


I don't need flowers, diamonds, chocolates, balloons whatever shit. I just need you to make me laugh and smile like I did. Back to the girl who always randomly tap on your shoulders, staring at you and finally smiled. But I guess not, I don't even fucking remember or recognize that girl anymore! HAH.

(Some kwet fake cake deco!!! I got a few of that from bkk!)

I spent a 60bux on cab fare earlier on, the day whereby I cabbed down Zirca just to "show face" and cab back home -__- Srsly fucking tired bcos I went down Zirca aft I arrive sg from bkk and my mood is fucking not good. Glad that Chris was on phone with me till I fell asleep.


(My early mini advance celebration at bkk with mom's friend!)

Hope my babies and friends enjoyed thier night at Zirca yea :) And ohyea, I am officially legal for club underage events. No more hionging or whatsoever shit. YAYNESS TOTALLY \m/ Will be blogging about my birthday right after my next coming up advertorial post!!!! Sorry readers, but you have to bear with me for this post as I didn't take much pictures with the others as I'm too lazy-___- but i promise you'll see alot faces on my birthday post and the rest~~~ I will overcome my laziness ok!!!! So do visit this lil'space more often =^^=






(You shld prolly check out my naked face-_- whatever ok.)

NS should quickly approach some guys seriously, can't stand them sparing time to go out and making effort to make some girls fall for them when they don't even fucking intend to catch them when they fall. They are so busy with their evil plans, that they neglected the girl who already had fall for them..




Okok, getting out of point alr. LOL! Went to expo with my babies like 2weeks ago, which includes bby(irene), keyin, lyb, szehui for work! Quite fun i suppose but was srsly tired or rather sleepy -__- And for that moment I was forced to wake up to work... I really wanna pon. Zzzzz. Chris came over to find me and helped me with work as well! h3h3








Bid farewell to my babies after work and went to 9head plus at jurong for dinner with Chris. Was all the way playing games with his iphone. Think my deepest impression is about the "cooking dash" game with him, totally LOL!! The 50mins train trip from expo to jurong seems so short with the games entertaining me ^^






Ate my favourite food, talk cock with him and bused home together~ Was feeling rather bad about it bcos he has to go back to tampines alone ._____. Awwwwwwwww. Was talking to bby and keyin on facebook, all sorts of rubbish comes out and entertained me the whole night. Couldn't stop LOLing back then even though I was super upset ytd about my family and studies stuffs.


(Fucking chio japanese restaurant that serves fresh food! DAMN NICE(y) )

(My originally empty bag.. now filled-.-)

(A random bowl of ramen at restaurant.. fucking S$5-_- I don't mind eating everyday, too nice to eat)


Talked over the phone with Chris again till I fell asleep. Same routine again, forced myself to wakeup for work at expo with my babies. I'm extra hardworking kum lazy that day =^^= Lmao! Had dinner with them at mos burger. Me and szehui went home while the rest head down to PH :( Ah, I feel like I'm a ohso-awesome shit good girl!!!!!!!*PROUD FACE X100* LOLNESS?




(You know what, the hotel room gives me a feeling of home...)





School obviously reopened after the short 1week holidays and it's terrible for me as I've been skipping schl last week== Like out of 5days, I've only attend schl for pathetic 2days. How cool's that? No shit, but this week I've been attending school on a daily basis. Can't afford to miss lessons or let my parents down yea. Been feeling mentally and physically tired though and you know the best part? I have school tomorrow at 11am. Time check: 12.10am : ) Must quickly end this post!!!







If there is someone true to me, I won't let that person go. Because as day by day passes, I found how fucking 2faced are my love ones friends, even sisters. I need one person, not demanding for more to be true to me. Be there for me whenever I need someone so that I don't have to cry silently under the night sky, thinking that this world is a living hell & wondering how long can I endure more and eventually end it. 

(random webcamming with xxx)


Been meeting up with my babies as usual. Met Irene at serangoon to have dinner in pizzahut while robert stare at us eat for pathetic 1hour. LMFAO! Gotten my belly stud as well~~ I'm totally NOT gonna forgive irene for snatching the pinkpink stud that i wanted :( Walaozxc. Ok fine. Met Keyin and Janjan just now after school as well, slack awhile only though. Bitches involving and surrounding in my life recently, quite happening hur. So I've been gossiping alot as well with my bby! Oh, been chionging my gossipgirl as well~~ Yup, that's about it I think!


(The big plastic bags with all the small plastic bags in it-_- imagine how me & mom carried them?)


And of course, just the thought of the relationship I had reminds me of the heartbreaks I've gone through, the nights that I've cried through, the suicidal thoughts I've thought through and it terrifies me... I should carry around a label "You can break anything, but not my heart. It's fragile. And so, please don't make me fall if you don't intend to catch me when I fall, thankyou."


F'yea, daddy's getting me a new phone and giving my belated birthday gift as well! Looks like everybody's owning me belated birthday present -________-



Please remember to leave a naise comment and most imptly, click my nuffnang!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! pwetty pls! And to thank you readers for your often reading, I will be doing another advertorial post in a few days time(this week)! Accessories and clothings~ ♥. Hope you guys enjoy the advertorial post i've been doing nowadays. Have a nice day yah <: And y.e.s!!! i finally replied my comments-___-

I'm someone who has a habit of holding somethings I love for too long, way too long I mean. I'm someone strong, because I can cry in the night and wake up in the morning with a smile on my face. And guess what? Silence is my loudest cry.

The best birthday gift from you to me will be you two's break up. And you don't say you loved me before. Because as far as i know, true love wouldn't involve fucked up things and won't fade away. And just as you wish, I'm single.

Jervine:): hoihoi :D
-Woahhhh, sup!!!! ^^ link wo!!

Ai Jin ♥: hey there (:. tagged ya. be strong okay? love, your fb friend ♥
-Thanks babe :)

lalala~: Where did you reborn ur hair ?
-my neighborhood's salon~

Melissa: how tall are you ?
-167??

psby: so whr did you get the gray top and white jacket ? Sorry yeah , cause i want to buy a new one .
-Bugis, last year. Aint selling anymore i think?? White jacket is a sponsered item from a blogshop.

Passbyy^^: Hi :) what phone are you using?
-LG touch phone! :)

Passby...: You have any sister & brother? who is your closed friend?
-I do have a younger sister. Seems like you're a new reader? My closest friend/sister is IRENEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!! LOLOL. *overexcited*

Pby: You always go out with makeup you look so pretty:)
-Hahahaha, thanks alot!

wiiwii: hello. u vry pretty^^
-Hello! Nah aint really, but thanks!

candy: hi whr u buy the ribbon jacket?(:
-A sponsered item from a bs~

fyh: hey, you bought a red ribbon hoodie th other time rite? how was it? is the material good? (:
-Hi yea, material is cotton! fucking comfortable~

Jasmine: kailing! ur white, red ribbon jacket sold out yet? did you sold to a girl called amanda in pss? cus tht day I saw her wearing the exact same jacket as the one in ur pic! haha.
-Yeap! She's my ex classmate~~

Irene <3: Bby ,
-You need to be more real man, fake irene :)

imperfectionist: Thanks for updating so frequently nowadays! And bonvayge and do enjoy yourself! :D
-Awww so nice of you!! :D Thankyou!! hope you guys enjoyed my posts!! Visit more often~

Irene: @ Irene <3 Do you have the same name as me? Dont be a joke -_- I always tagged bby w. my link & I wont post this sorta of random rubbish to her cbox.Mine is even more rubbish alright.
-Shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh bby :x LOLOLLOL

MiaoMiao: Btw, what is your camera model? Thank you! :)
-I'm not rlly sure.. but it's a samsung model!

Natte: Hello! is your eyeliner waterproof? does it stay on all day?
-Yes to all the questions you asked :)

psb: what's the meaning of bua-ing?
-Grinding~

psb: you're veryyyy pretty! ^^
-Awww thanks!!

Irene: Faster come back reply tag luh!! ~~~ Your cbox going rabak soon liiao!
-I'm dying...... reply dao i @.@

Hi: :D
- :)?

Banana: Hi! so you are cheryl ah :D
-You need to take a look at my introduction, I'm KAILING~

passerby: Hey, sorry if i say wrong things, are you a V?
-It's for me to know and for you to find out~

guest: hi , may i know where you bought the white ribbon at https://picasaweb.google.com/lh/photo/FoCJYTLJ6bnKZrxvAjDN1Ok0Y-c7n34JU7uW3d58ukA?feat=embedwebsite ? (:
-Town~

Psb: May I know where u bought your brown jacket ?
-Bugis street~

guest: you are far from naive. Naive girls won't know if they are naive. Maybe you're just gullible
-Or maybe you dont know my story? lol.

Irene: @Passerby: Does my bby look like a "V'egetable to chuzxc?
@Banana: She not cheryl, she strawberry ♥ LOLOL. maintain abit!!
-LOL!!!!!!!!

Irene <3: @Irene: ps horh? I have the same name as you? y? not shuang? I like to tag bby as she is a babe as shortform bby, who cares wit ur links or wad so ever. you wont post rubbish doesnt mean i wont?
-Okokok, look, chill?-___-

Jia Le: Hey, chio-bu Nice to noe you. ur really chio(:
-Hey, nice to know you too :) thanks

Jayven: KaiLing, Got tyme? can jio you out?
-Look @ irene's reply.

Kelvin: Care to give num babe ?
-Look @ irene's reply.

BRANDON: HEY , Sweetie got bf ?
-Look @ irene's reply.

ZiCong: Wow! ur figure is very steady sey
-Look @ irene's reply.

Sean: Preety! (: I love ya
-Look @ irene's reply.

passerby: sexy,ur boobs are damn big!omg!eyes gonna drop out
-Look @ irene's reply.

hello: hi, which solution are euu using ? and i bought the jewel brown contact lens, but it seem t look like yellow instead or brown
-Hi, those type that can remove protein and bacterias~ ohhhh is it._____. .. i see.

:D: Hi, stay pretty, hope t see you post more often
-Hi! thankyou, i certainly will! hope you will visit here more often alright

Isabella: Gosh! damn pretty sia you
-.______. nah not rlly, but thanks!

KeXin: Preety! will visit back yea:D
-Thanks!^^

Irene: @Jayven : Sorry she only have TIME but no TYME dude. @Kelvin: I DONT ALLOW LEI. SORLI HOR. @BRADON;MARRIED LA DUDE. @ZiCong:Eh buey sian ah? Every one min use diff name tag one time. @Passerby: I KNOW RIGHT!! BIGGER THAN YOUR MOM'S. NEED ME HELP YOU CALL AMBULANCE TO GET YOUR EYEBALL BACK INTO YOUR PATHETIC HOLES?
-LMAOing at ur replies in progress!

Zoey: Hey (: Nice blog :)
-Thankiew!!

pby: hello ! did you blurred most of ur pix? and you rebond ur hair?
-Er no? .____. Yea i did.

Vessie: Hoi!! forget me liaoo~
-hoi mei you hor! is who never talk to me!? :@ who forget who! hur hur.

passerby: Hey,kailing the love neccklace u buy really nice can tell me the place or shop that u buy from?tyvm
-Hi, i got it from f21@somesert313! :)