Sunday, 30 May 2010. 12:38 pm

Okay .. I've stucked here for a few minutes wondering what to say , LOL . Didnt I mention tht I'm quite sick of shopping & I wouldnt go shopping so often ?... Geez so I stayed @ home till 2pm then went out :O

So sick of Singapore's weather , been so hot . I actually prefer going out @ night instead of afternoon then i dont have to apply sunscreen all this craps . LOL! Do you hate the hot weather nowadays ??? h33h3h3h3h3 .

Met Yeeling @ Jp & slacked around till Xiaovess contact me . Went down to Bedok & I was actually watching 'HelloBaby @ shinee' on the train , according to Yeeling i was holding the psp & laughing like mad to myself . LOLOLOLOL ~

Spent like 1hour plus on the stupid trip & I'm damn hungry . My stomach was growling like mad :S Hmmm .. Bedok's food is always nice to eat (Y) kekekeke . Bought 2 oneh oneh , 1 currypuff , sugarcane drink , 1stick of seaweedchicken , icecream waffle to settle my stomach .

Stuff myself w all the food at a go & i finished the whole stick of seaweedchicken in less than 10steps which makes Yeeling like ... 'O.O???!?!? HUH YOU FINISH ALR ??? DID WE WALK VERY FAR?!?! OMG ..' So cute ^-^ lol

Waited the bus like forever & damn Yeeling refuse to cab down -.- Finally reached katong s.c & went inside the ktv to find Xiaovess & co . @ there zuo boh then bused down to Pasir ris alr . Omg i forgot to mention .. Before we actually reach katong s.c we have to cross the overhead bridge .

Surprisingly , my boots didnt kill me !!!1111 Was like zi high on the bridge , dancing around like some alien & laughing like mad :$ Yeeling was threatening me tht she'll sabo me out . Hmmmm .. LOL

Okay skipped . Next was the torturing part .. BUS DOWN PASIR RIS . You canot imagine how bored + tired i am . Totally canot imagine it ....

So the bus was going around all those places related to him & i cant be bothered anyway . Nearly dozed off in the bus so i started disturbing Yeeling ^-^ kekekeke . Disturbing her is my life entertainment (Y) i like i like !

Forgot what we said to each other but we pratically laughed like some morons . Ohyaya , i think the trip is long enough for me to boil a egg on my seat . Do you get what i mean ? Yeeling dont . lol


Had our dinner @ some typical coffeeshop & Yeeling was saying its been a long time since we eat in a ulu coffeeshop ._. She self claim tht the coffeeshop is like .. so weird tht it appears to be a coffeeshop inside a jungle . LOL interesting ..


Settled finish our dinner & bused down to lan -.- Boredshit boredshit boredshit ! Standard thing : check blog , fb , audi . Didnt stayed in the lan for long as Xiaovess is going alr , bidded goodbye & went off .


Like wth , another 1hour plus on the going back trip . Was watching 'HelloBaby @shinee' again .

Wanted to shop awhile in Jp -_- Endup all shops closed alr . Sueysai ._. Home before curfew & toh on bed till nao ^^ I'm still planning for my holidays !!111111 Grrrrrrrr

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Not forgetting to click my nuffnang advs & also leave a comment if you have any ! Baix2

Bcoz rainy days made me think of you even more .........wsw (U)

Passerby: Hihi :D Do you smoke? Just asking. & i love reading your post! ^^
-Hey there ;) Thanks!

Fiona: Heh, Got ah. Anyw, Xinggan recommend me some lens:). & ur sist cute ah:).
-Kekeke , okay . Thanks

XUETING: hehs,self-dye rawks ttm \M/ (: hohos,loves ur blog posts,almost everyday come ur blog ._. dog more blog posts during june ^_^V
-LOL! My blog post nth but my life only ~.~ Laughs okay , thanks ^-^

JolynCyx ;: hey tagged ;)
-Hey ;)

Lol.: Ur contacts are daily monthly or ? :D Tags!
-Yearly ;) Thanks .

Huiwen,: Taggs ! update more : )
-Iam ! :)

Psb: wad is FML?
-FuckMyLife .

Wes: rofl dumbdumb dye same colour la sial :D
-Idw!!!! Tht time i dye tht color like so ... :S ewww!! Chaolao!!

pb: wad is helix piercing?
-Type helix piercing in yahoo search & you'll know ;)

-: saw you at jp that day!
-o.o when ? Laughs never say hi ? ;)

..: any idea where to get 'beauteen'? And what treatment can i do? Sorry to trouble you!
-You can get it @ John little , watson , guardian , sasa etc etc! Erm you can buy some treatment gel & do diy treatment .. if not you can go salon do treatment :)

Joey: Sorry, the second one is this http://picasaweb.google.com/lh/photo/pyq7WJBtSHBQomR9LO4fHDHgtL-VcM8IferodyvmTc0?feat=embedwebsite Thanks, anyway :D
-I bought in blogshop , but the blogshop closed down alr ~ You can try finding blogshops tht do taiwan sprees . Welcome :)

Grizel: Helllooo <: taggie!
-You are? o.o Hmm .. hello! Thanks :)

passerbuai: don't your parents control your freedom ? O: just asking :D
-My parents are very strict :/ I dont like . Haha

Guest: can you also sell some clothes too ? pls take care :D
-Ah my clothes alr very less ._. Anyway i did sell some , you can check them on 5th may as well as 13th may 's post :) Takecare too !

AMANDA: Ahahs, Pictures really makes the blog post worth reading. :)
-Yeah ! I think a blog w/o pix is real boring & not much ppl will read :/

Hi: Can give me the link which the you brought your eso contact lens? and you are super pretty , i am jealous ):
-Hi:) I'll be doing a lens adv in a few days time . Probably you can check them out ? ;) Ah .. I'm not pretty at all , dont have to jealous :/

friendly guest: hi,can we be friends? thanks how to contact eu
-Hi , yeah sure? downwith-loveee@hotmail.com

passerby:D: LOL. Alot people keep saying that want to be friends, but they don't leave down contact info, or how they gonna contact you or smth .
-LOL quite true ...

P S B!!!: hey, you look like you hav no pimples @ all! how do you do that? LOL
-Ah my skin is not very good -_- Erm you can try sleeping @ least 8hours , sleep before 1am best . Drink more water , cleanse ur face in day&night , apply sunscreen tht is spf 20 or below . Dont use oil absorbing paper & you go for facial ! :)

passerb.: Faster adv some lens blogshop for us !! We will b waiting :)
-Kekekeke , okay ^^ I'll do tht in a few days time!

passer,: What th meaning of kan ?
-Something like 'scold' or 'super'?...

wei zhen: KAILING! I ENTIRE HOLIDAY FREEE LEH! WE CAN GO OUT TGT ALR!:D ! NO NEED WORRY ABOUT WHATEVER ****S COMING UP! NO TRAINING AT ALL! -YIPPEEE!-
-KK ^-^ I ASK YOU OUT NEXT WEEK!!!!!111 EH GO THINK WHERE WE SHOULD GO!!!

KaiLing: yup i know
-sjb .

jo: what's your msn?
-downwith-loveee@hotmail.com

`Xiao.C: Tag tag :B !. They say can go clubbing ah .
-Talked on msn ;)

z: hey pretty, wad lenses and colour are you wearing on 29th may post? where u buy from? thanks
-Eos brown lens ;) Blogshop . Welcome!

GEORGINAAAA :D: You look bettr w ur side fringe :D
-Omg serious ? My friend say i look more chao lao -_- LOL thanks ;)

Saturday, 29 May 2010. 9:43 am

Gosh i totally have no idea how to begin .. i've tons of things to share!!!11111 Kekekekeke


First thing: SGGS is here (Singaporegreatsale) , OMG *faints , up to 70% discount ! Second thing: Is anyone interested in a contact lens post??? I'm thinking of adv some lens blogshop for you guys , as well as recommending some lens *winks* ! Third thing: I've just changed my blogsongs last night ! kekekeke


Okayokay , so I went to Bugis w my family . Totally boredshit , its like as if my mommy was the one shopping & i've been to Bugis like every week -_- Kns I only bought 1 dress :( I fell in luv w a baggie tht is like super super super super chio , kan cute !!!!111 Asshole , there's new stocks for it .. & the bag is abit torn alr :( Wtf la !!! *cries** Suey sai .

Daddy was telling me about the ak thingy + my stockings + my shopping fees ^-^ kekekekeke . Like who dont ? Wasnt really listening anyway -_- Was in a emotional mood ytd . Was like happy-angry-happy-angry-happy-angry . So .. I remember shouting & shouting bcoz of my bad mood -.- lol

lol , off to town next . I was doing 1 person shopping in F21 when my daddy just pull me out & fucking hellz I havent buy anything yet !!!!11 I even skipped topshop cottonon mango etc etc . Eheh SGGS!!!!!! & I NEVER BUY ANYTHING . WTH!!!!1111111 *Agitated* :@ I'll go there again w Steph! Hmph . Anyway , he pulled me away bcoz he wants to have dinner alr **faints** ~.~


After dinner , fareast next . Only bought a stocking tht i wanted to buy long long ago :( Nothing interest me . Boredshit boredshit boredshit!!!!!11111 Ohyayapapaya , i saw Yeeling @Town & Stephanie @ Bugis as well . Such a coincidence ! Plus none of us know tht we're going out today :x ooops ...

Totally in luv w my eos brown lens .. which makes me feel like throwing away my the other lens h33h3h3h3h3h3h3h3 ^-^ Ordered another eos lens , another color !!!!11 Now i know why eos lens are more exp <: They are far more comfortable , comes in more kinds of "patterns" & colors ! Srsly , i think pink lens sucks :( Bcoz they dont look nice , at all . Like shit .. TO ME .

I just need more enterainment activities in my life -_- Shopping shopping till I'm sick of it alr ! Where shld i go lateron :O ........ Yayapapaya , i forgot to say : OUR SUMMER BREAK IS HERE **WHOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOO**


So , I kept my promise : I did post today ! Hmmm.. please be a fan of Ashburymall.com by "liking" it (http://www.facebook.com/#!/pages/AshburyMallcom/308269305504) then "like" my photo!!!1 (http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=1514157946#!/photo.php?pid=6057884&id=308269305504) ;)

Kindly leave me a comment if you have any as I'll be blogging again depending on the number of comments ;) & most impt click my nuffnang advs ! Baix2

passerbyy: which blogshop you go t buy your nice lens ? (: I mean new lens, take care. (:
-I'll be doing a adv for lens soon i guess :) Stay tune

RACHEL! :D: Tagged! :D Liked your photo! And clicked on yur ads! :X
-Thanks alot!!!11 :)

friendly guest: hi. can we be friends? i
-Yeah sure?

kaka: :D You contacted with your ex on the phone? wow!!
-No ..It seems like he keep sending wrong sms(s) to me this 2 months -_-

passer: i like your clothes alot! HAHA
-LOL! Thanks !! :)

passerby~: Hi, where you buy your lens? And, you're really pretty!;)
-Blogshop :O Might me doing a adv on lens soon , depends on my readers . Nope .. thanks! ;)

AMANDA: Update more okay! Love reading your posts (: .
-Kekeke , thanks! So encouraging ! :)

Pinxuan.: LOL. i agree with you that CCA is a waste of time. ^^
-Yeah YEY \m/

passer: FLAT NOSE.
-Yayyayayayapapaya , mine flat nose . Urs? As sharp as a witch's ? LOL

Joey: Hello :D May I know where you bought the clothes which you wore in these two pictures? http://picasaweb.google.com/lh/photo/di9BUeDVj7wpCUHsJol4djHgtL-VcM8IferodyvmTc0?feat=embedwebsite and * 2nd URL is http://picasaweb.google.com/lh/photo
-I cant access the 2nd link . 1st link's dress you can buy it @ bugis street/blogshops doing taiwan sprees .

Fractions: lols what bamboo sia , hahas
-LOL :x

x: wad is jiaobin? thanks
-I've no idea how to explain ... Sorry!

Guest!(;: sg should not hav cca ! and i agree wif u cca is a waste of time !
-YEY \M/ Whoohoo .

Fiona: Welcome?:). Heh, Anyw, Xinggan your lastest post looked more lian sia.
-Huh ._. Wheregot . lol

Passerby{L}you: HELLO ! Post more yea . I lovelovelovelovelove , ultra love your posts . Serious . :D
-Hey! Glad to hear tht ;) I'll post more during the holidays !

..: hey do you go to the saloon and dye your hair or you self-dye? what brand do you recommend to buy for self-dye? coz i dont wan to end up having my hair really damaged!
-I self dye . I think you can use 'beauteen' , from japan . Its not really good to go salon to dye bcoz you cant control the color urself & if it turns out very obvious , you have to dye black again after the holidays , so it will be x2 the damage! Might as well self dye , control the color :)? Do some treatment afterthat .

1th's ; 小KEEEL: tagged! link mi up :)
-Asap :)

XUETING: i totally agree about going CCA is a WASTE OF TIME!they are boring much and nothing to do uh,betta use th time to study,play comp& shopping like u said :X but seriously,CCA IS A WASTE OF TIME :X
-YEAH~~~ YEY \M/

Friday, 28 May 2010. 11:03 am

Hello all! It looks like you guys have made my tagboard alive ^-^ ~ Geez .. but im lazy to reply the tags :( Thanks for commenting though! Truancy ytd & skipped the parent teacher meeting as usual . You know what , i loathe going to parent teacher meeting . I've only been to PTM(parentteachermeeting) once when I was sec1 due to some issues . So as usual , I let my dad go alone for the PTM -_- ooops ..



I was being complained not attending cca regularly & my results are totally piece of shit . Srsly can someone agree w me tht cca is a waste of time????!!!! I rather use the time to study more / sleep more / play com , right right <: Moreover , they only can deduct a few points during olevels . Okay , only 1 to 3 points at most i guess & for ppl who dont attend cca regularly , i doubt you will have any points deducted .. so i conclude its still a waste of time ! FOR ME .


Ah whatever . Went down t Marsiling alone in the morning to collect my lenses & craps , i broke my nails & accidentally cut myself while opening my another new pair of lens . Which is geo tricolor purple <: Omg i like it alot ! Kan chio . Kekekekeke but i prefer my eos brown lens !!!!!1111 Gonna wear it later on .



Headed over t Jp , settled lunch there w Yeeling & went over to her hse slack . Chloe came much later & we started camwhoring .. painting nails .. **gossips** :x I'm having blue pink blue pink blue pink blue pink blue pink nails w Chloe nao!!!!1111 I like (Y) Credits to Yeeling . Send chloe off & had dinner @ Yeeling's hse . Went over to Jp & shopped alone ~


Had my helix piercing as i'm having a sudden urge to repierce -.- it caused me not being able to sleep well bcoz of the stupid piercing . Family outing later ~ Will be posting again tmr as well as the following days <; Check it out ya! Will upload the other pix again .



I'm actually thinking of curling my hair :O Is long hair / short hair better for me!!?!?!??!?! Any suggestions?!??!?!?!?!?!?!!??! :( :( :(

Before i forget , please be a fan of Ashburymall.com by "liking" it(http://www.facebook.com/#!/pages/AshburyMallcom/308269305504) then "like" my photo!!!!1(http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=1514157946#!/photo.php?pid=6057884&id=308269305504) & i srsly appreciate if anyone can intro me some decent jobs :( Ohya , click my nuffnang too! Baix2 .

passerbyyy - psb: u pakjiao ah?she got weaar luh,u shud go & get a glasses with degree.
-Kekekeke ;)

weizhen-ALL SPAMMERS: AIYAH, YOU ALL THAT JEALOUS OF HER? SHUTTHEHELLUP AND SHOOOO! :X!TAGS KAILING! :D!
-Thanks sist ;)

Fractions: walao jealous ttm , lols.
-Ah there's no need to jealous >< Machiam 1 bamboo

HELLOS: Hello, where the star tattoo located at ? :O
-Hello! Penisula 3rd floor ;)

medeb: erm hi pretty.<: may i know why you buy your highlight?
-You mean the makeup product? Daiso . You can actually get it @ any shops selling cosmetics!

pb: u look quite different with and w/o make up. hahahas...
-o.o uh huh .

Guest: pls make ur music stoppable. everytime go ur blog also nid to close it cos so damn noisy
-Switch off speaker awhile / lower volume ? :O

pb: wa... you 2008 that time... quite.... ugly ;x
-LOL ...

Andriel.: Tagged (: . Anyway cheerup. Don't think too much . :)
-Hey thanks! I'm trying :)

Huiwen,: Hello kailing ! you getting more & more chio, jealousdie la ): . haha, taggs oh . nice photos (:
-LOL :) Where got o.o Thanks anyway .

wei zhen-pb: that is when she is 2008 , she would appreciate if you can dont say the word "ugly"
-LOL ! Chill :)

passerby=D: i mean, cant expect to always chat here mahs~ ><
-You can add me in msn : downwith-loveee@hotmail.com :)

Passby. :): Hi pretty. Your cheeks are really damn cute. Hehe, anyw what's your weight? :)
-Kekeke , its babyfats!!! Erm .. 43kg ;) Thanks!

AMANDA: Woah, You're really pretty!:) . I'm just a passerby, Hehe. And cheerup alright, Your post seems upset. >:
-Aha nope >< thanks!I'm trying

wei zhen: KAILING AH! i am here for you!:D ! anythng share with me! i will share with you my f-u-c-k-i-n-g sec 1 and 2 stupid life too! :D
-Lai lai lai~ kekekekeke :x

Joyce-ster: hey, passed by. tagg for you! =)
-Thanks!

Clairis: Relink me!
-Asap! ;)

passby-ed: hey , may i know where u stay? and wad sch are u studying in ? :D anyway , tagged
-Hey! Erm im studying @ pioneersec , jurong area :) Thanks

Fiona: Sist, What a nice post :) . & i think that you must have the determination to stay strong. There are lots of friends & family out there for you alright ? :) .
-Kekeke , thanks :)

00: hi , i find you're quite pretty , ignore others comments (;
-Hi , nope .. thanks :) Yeah , i'll ignore ;)

peishi: hey baby ! ;) tagged !
-Hey babe! ;) Meet me soon !!!

stranger: time to rebond ur hair! anyway, stay pretty n cheer up
-kekeke , i'll .. but im thinking of curling/rebonding >< Any suggestions? Thanks anyway

Random [:: Can i know the address of the place you pierced your tongue previously? Thanks anyways. [:
-Erm..sorry idk the exact address><

vessie: meet me soon~
-kkkk !!!

passerby: Funny thing is, everytime I come to your blog, I don't hear anything :O
-Might be mixpod sot :S

psb: you're really skinny! Jealous:(
-There's no need to ! :/ Its not good being a bamboo . LOL!

psb: heyhey, do you shave your legg~?
-No ? Shave for what -_-

PSB: Wow, you have a Hot Body, mind having a one night stand with me? :)
-Hi ! Why not you go geylang? Just make sure you dont tio aids!:) *cross hands

passerby,: Why is sjb ? Dont remove your tagboard ! You v chio.
-Sjb=ShenJingBing :) Aha okay I'm just thinking of removing only ><

pb - PSB: lame siol. you think wat? fcuk off! from her blog ! pb - passerby,: sjb = shen jing bing :p of cos kalinqq is chiobu luhs hahahah!
-Kekeke thanks ;)

psb: without make up you are nothing.
-Excuse me ? Did i ever say tht WITHOUT MAKEUP IM 'SOMETHING'??? O.O & PUH-LEASE WITHOUT A NAME , YOU'RE NOTHING TOO! LOLOLOLLOL .

CheesePie: psb shhh lah , if she without make up is nothing then you what without makeup is **** ? -.-
-LOL! Thanks ~

wei zhen- psb: dont lame, she without make up also pretty! Dont be so lame.KAILING! TAGS! ♥! YOU NVR TAG ME AT MY BLOG! i always tag you! T^T!~~~
-;) I WIL TAG , SOON . YOU MEET ME FIRST!!! SO LONG ALR!!!

Misako: Helloh! (:
-Hey there ;)

secretz: hey, hw come yr so skinny? any secrets 2 share ?
-Erm nope >< I'm those kinda eat alot =canot fat

Kurumi: I love your denim dress! Where did you get it?
-You can get it @ bugis street / blogshops doing taiwan spree :)

Xiping: erm are u from regent sec? i saw 1 of ur photo in regent shirt
-I'm from pioneersec ! Huh my photo in regent shirt???? O.O Meaning ??

21 li tiong pht: ello ello. you veri chio lei can fck 1?
-Eh ?o.O Why not go geylang .

x: wad is fml?
-Fuckmylife .

Passerby ,: Hey chio (: Passedby & tagged . May i know what snsd songs you put on your playlist ? Thanks , & reply asap ! Stay chio (:
-Hey thanks! :) Rundevilrun & bymyself .

passerby>x: fcukmylife .
-:)

Tuesday, 25 May 2010. 3:11 pm

"For him , i once believed tht tmr would mean th future"

Ohwell , i suddenly miss the past so much .. to the extent tht i couldnt stop thinking about it . I was thinking about it for so many days .. so i decided to blog about it :)

What I remembered was .. since the age of 3 till 8 , i have to get up @ 7am in the morning to brush my teeth etc & do the assignments mom instructed me to . I have to do & do & do till afternoon , when it's time for schl . Mom would cane me whenever i make mistakes or my work is untidy / not up to standard .. what i remembered was crying everyday bcoz of the stupid bloody caning . Okay , maybe that explains why i scored A1 all above 90/100 for every single subject? Kekekeke .

I was not allowed to eat sweets/snacks or even drink cold drinks till i was p5 -_- All this sounds so ridiculous ..wtf? I still have tuition , zzz? But back then , my parents dote on me alot .. they bring me out every weekends ! Mom made me learn ballet all this stuffs . zzz & when i really enjoy ballet lessons .. they fucking stop me from attending lessons!

Yeah , cos of the birth of my lil sist ~ Have to save $ for her .. craps LOL . Then my mom starts to not bother me about my studies & blah~ my results turn out ...I think i'll skip tht ._. h3h3

Geez , I have great friends as far as i remembered . But everything changed when i turn p6 . I was being made fun of .. etc etc . Next , my sec1 & sec2 life .. T.O.T.A.L.L.Y S.U.C.K.S

Was being restricted to go out w friends till i turn sec1 -.- lol , must be back home before 6pm or smth if i didnt remember wrongly ... I realised how hideous i actually look like when i was sec1 & 2 . Of course , i didnt plan to hide all those hideous/coward actions i did in the past :) I wouldnt want my close friends to hear about my hideous actions in the past from others ..

I find myself a joke -_- I used to skip schl skip lesson loiter late suspension , act1 typical xmm etc etc till almost everyone hates me ttc then i started to realise ...... Just nice dad was suggesting tht i shld transfer schl bcoz of my bad behaviours . Tht was how i ended up in a new schl & i became super anti social ... I dont speak a word . I'm afraid of everyone . Afraid of being laughed again , afraid of being betrayed , afraid ..... to the extent tht i'll cry infront of the mirror every single morning before going t schl .

Of course , i bucked up in my studies . All my grades were great & dad was even happier when he hears from the teacher that i was way too quiet in schl -_- lol . I start to go out more often w "ouside schl ppl" . In fact i donthave schl friends probably bcoz i was way too anti social .

So everything changed & changed ...the night where i met him @ the chalet totally changed my whole life , upside down . Call it love @ first sight or whatever , it doesnt really matter anymore .. isnt that so?? Everything was so wonderful ... so perfect . I start to pickup some courage .. some confidence bcoz of him , being w me every single time & support me .

I often moodswing in the night & will start to overdose or cut myself ... Oh well , you can say he was the reason why i stop all this & the reason why i started it all over again . Everything ended bcoz of the presence of her . I cried everyday in fact more often .. I couldnt stop myself from crying infront of my family . So ... i told them everything . I couldnt stop crying & i got very agitated .. Dad was suggesting tht i shld see a councilor bcoz i look suicidal .. Obviously i refused .. its gonna make a difference anw ~.~ Who gives a damn shit about it ?

I skipped meals almost everyday or i just eat a few spoonful of it . You can say i mainly survived on drinking water .. I start doing crazy things after tht painful period of time . I do things he dislike .. i do things tht'll make me temporarily happy . That was how i got a tattoo as well :) I delibrately picked a design tht has the same 'star' as him etc etc . Sometimes i'll be in a 'hatred for love' mood & i'll ....................................................

Dad was very understanding tht time & ask me to get drunk if it helps .... kekeke , how cute ! I losed concentration on studies . I no longer go home @ the time i used to . Still , i dont hang out w my schl ppl bcoz i still canot forget what happened in the past . I put in alot of effort to forget everything tht's unpleasant . But every.single.time.he'll.fucking.ruin.it

Now ... I'm srsly thinking how i shld carry on w my life . *Thinking hard* ........ "How other people think of you doesnt matter , what matters is what you think & believe in urself" I.need.to.enter.this.sentence.inside.my.fucking.brain :S I'm gonna stay strong !!!11Ah enough of the past & sad craps!!!!1

Anyway , please be a fan of Ashburymall.com by "liking" it(http://www.facebook.com/#!/pages/AshburyMallcom/308269305504) then "like" my photo!!!!1(http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=1514157946#!/photo.php?pid=6057884&id=308269305504) Please help okay as i have 300+ competitors :( I might not win but i'll appreciate if you can help !!!! Oh ya , ANY DECENT JOB INTROS?!?!?!!? PLEASE EMAIL ME / TAG ME <:

Baix2 , hope this post didnt made you bored :( Click my nuffnang & help "like" my pix!!!!!!!!!!!

Maddie: Your pictures are now all damn nice. I want your camera! :X
-WHAT!!!1 You mean my past pix are all damn not nice? :x LOL joke . Go buy la? :O

passerbyyy: may i know how you find the photographer to take photos for u?
-He approached me ._.

Passby: hi. do you mind i ask eu sth. when eu create nuffnang ads rite, when eu get the 1st earning ? after 3 day or 1 week? thnkies!
-Hi !Erm.....when i first created nuffnang i waited for 1month plus before there's earning -.- Bcoz nobody clicked for me last time .

Brian~K: Hi!
-Hai!

:D: hi babe, you are doing model portfolio? oh photoshoot jsut for fun:D pretty girl:)) pls do up a make up tutorial?:) uw ill become famous i look forward to it.
-Hey hi !Erm im doing the photoshoot for fun .. but i think the photographer is going to make a model portfolio for me :O Not sure . Ah my makeup skills are not good ~.~ Thanks! :)

Passerby{L}you: Ohh , thanks anyway . :) Your photo all so nice . ;DD
-Thats nice of you :)

123456789: you know where can get a inner conch piercing ? whats thr price?
-Erm i think old woodland near the woodland check point tht busstop have pierce . Around $12bux plus minus? Not very sure .

pb: are u a model or you took the photos yrself?
-None of the above .

Passerby: your blog is srsly popular! Stay pretty. :D!
-LOL thanks . But i think you thinked too much ._.

psb: wads the model of yur camera?
-Es17

Krystal.: You photoshoot for which company?Or are you being paid as a model or you pay ppl to photoshoot for you? Lol.
-None of the above .

passerby,: Is h4h4h4, hahaha ?
-Yup :)

Arielle: Babydoll link me up?:)
-Asap ?

ANGELINA: Wawawa, Kailing so damn chio. Hehehe. ^^v
-LOL ? Nope thanks :)

anon: may i know which blogshop you got yoour heart shape leggings from?
-err ... i lost the link >< wei zhen: NICE PICTURE! I LOVE IT! YOU LOOK SUPER CHIO -THUMBSUP!-
-LOL WHY YOU LIKE TO CAPITALIZE X.X THANKS LA :O MEET ME SOON K!!!!

passerby=D: how to chat lehs? ><
-Er ?

:D: babe hope to see your reply soon btw love the white top u wore to dinner on your latest post, mind sharing which bs u got it from?:)
-You can get it @ most of the blogshops doing taiwan sprees :O Erm the bs i bought from , is closed down ._.

HEY!: HEY! i bet with you the text wrong sms is fake one hahaha. You keep yourself busy then you wont have time to think of him.:)
-Really ?:O My friends think its fake too ! Well .. you gotta have the money+freedom to find smth t do so as to make urself busy!!

psb: u are nt pretty, just chubby . sorry . (:
-LOL . I didnt even say im pretty? ;) & thanks for saying im chubby!!!

MICHELLE: HEY SWEETDOLLY!
-HEY HI!

Ming Zhen: Er xin freak!!!Er xin freak!!!at **** lah
-Shi worzxczxcxc eu veri funneh leh & y0us m0re erxiin nar~~~ KEKEKE , STOP TWITTING LA & USE UR OWN NAME FOR GODSAKE :)

Xc: Anyway, You and aimiko don't even look alike, What a big different :) I don't understand why people said you and her look alike == Zzz .
-Huh , what are you trying to say ? o.O Anyway , i dont remember anybody saying tht we dont look alike , neither do i think we look alike in any ways . lol

er: why your face so fat?
-Is it ? :O kekeke , im so happy . Then why not you stare in the mirror & ask urself why is ur character so ugly ???? o.o

Cynthia: SHE PRETTY OKAY , STOP SAYING HER COS I KNOW YOU THIS ALL B!TCHES JEALOUS OF HER IF SHE ERXIN I THINK YOU ALL MORE ERXIN BY GIVING UNWANTED COMMENT SO STFU . SHE FAT YOU VERY SKINNY MEH . YOU ALL JUST JEALOUS SHE PRETTY I THINK YOU ALL EAT LIAO NOTHING TO DO .
-Kekeke , thanks :)

.: Your ugly. :(
-Nice but I think you're not any prettier too :(

Celine's: Ok,msn you already.Ohyeah,all those pic look so professional , and you look like a model . (:
-Aha nope :) Thanks!

`Xiao.C: Tagg .
- ;)

KAILI: Wa! Nice photo. :)
-Nope :) Thanks1

psb: hi , where did you get this leop print top :) ?
-Bugis street :)

Fractions: hellohs again , i jealous ttm manz , how you maintain your weight liddat ?! & why 166 sia ! so tall T_T
-Hello! Ah i also dontknow why .. i just eat alot :O

psb: hello,tagged! u use wht type of sunscreen ah , and how much it cost , sry for asking so much =)
-Hello! I got a few sunscreen . Avene SPF20($40+) Avene SPF50($60+) Garnier SPF15(~$20) :)

psb: hello, where u buy ur blue dress u wear on 23 may , and how much it cost, sry for ask so much =)
-You can get them at bugis or blogshops ;) Around $25 ???

PSB,: hey , wht's ur height ?
-About 166cm ? why .

Guest: you look like a model :O
-Aha nope ><>psb: hey , you got 1 pic white dress with a girl , you did not wear anypants inside? its obseen .
-Hey do you actually know the meaning of 'obseen' For ur info , i do wear JEANS SHORTS inside . Take a look @ the post again , pix2 . CANT YOU SEE I WORE A BLUE JEANS SHORTS????wth o.o

passerby: are you a virgin? did you have sex before ?
-DUH , IM A VIRGIN . ANY PROBLEM WITH THAT ? STFU .

Sunday, 23 May 2010. 12:13 pm



I tend to moodswing alot nowadays .. a.l.o.t , my temper get so bad tht i couldnt control . I'll vent my anger @ someone or even myself & later on , I'll get high again . This is just repeating & repeating .. sad-angry-high sad-angry-high sad-angry-high .. Mentally exhausted :(




Skipped meal for 1 whole day & I'm not feeling well , at all . Slept for merely 3hours on friday night & i get up @ around 7plus am to prepare . Trained down t Douby all by myself & waited for Steph quite long . I hate waiting ppl , extreme hate -_- But i kinda like ppl waiting for me ... kekeke ^-^ Maybe black colored hair is not tht bad after all!!!! Steph etc said actually it looks nicer . LOL???


Trained to Clarke quay w Steph & fixed her makeup etc inside the toilet . LOL , she have avatar eyes like Yeeling , more obvious than Yeeling's though ._. I think Yeeling's jealous h4h4 ! Okay , we made thomas waited for us since 9am plus till 12plus -_- LOLLOLL , ooops ..


Walked down to central mall & was there for 2-3hours plus , phototaking etc . I felt like a robot , bcoz we didnt take a break at all -_- hello , non stop keep take pix for 2hours plus ???? Tired like wth . Even my mouth become numb , legs&back very sore .. Didnt even drink a sip of water!!!!!!1111 Damn Yeeling kinda spam me sms bcoz i didnt reply her sms when im having my photoshoot -_-


Enough of complaints . Was extremely happy when everything ended , had lunch @ the central w Steph . My butt was totally sticked on the chair & i dont feel like getting up @ all after eating our lunch . Geez must be too tired~

Trained down t Jp tgt & shopped awhile . Off to JohnLittle , get Steph her eyeliner as well as my styling water etc :O Blahblahblah~ Anderson's icecream for her too . Bused home as early as 5pm !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1111111 Sorry , im very agitated . Erm , rest awhile & went downstairs w my family tgt w my uncle to wait for my relative's car .



I knocked my head while going into the stupid car but i didnt faint(obviously) . Swear it was pain & super xiasuey (N) Cant seem to sleep inside the car even though im super duper tired -_- Then , my tiredness lead me to ... :@ :@ :@



I get pissed very easily afterthat . Ah , then it was my mom who's suey enough to step on the "bomb" . Ignored every single one @ the restaurant & i was just playing with the chopsticks , listening to songs & texting . Got pissed with mom alr & then she still wanna be bias -_- Threw the abalone one side & spilled my soup . aha , i think im abit overboard lastnight ._. Cried there & i've no idea why .. but , i know something bad is gonna happen..




Shitz , i swear i nearly puked when i saw the crabs & lobsters (sorry,not boasting here) . But i fucking hellz tell you , IT LOOKS VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY DISGUSTING :S The lobster & crab look like curry . But the rest of the simple dishes are delicious! Ohyyayayyaya , the air con is too cold .




Finally got chilled down after much thoughts plus lisiao-ing my sister \m/ Sometime i really think my sister's face is cute ^-^ (I canot tell her this bcoz after i tell her this , she'll become very bhb-.-) Ah whatever . Home next .

Didnt i mention tht i knew something bad's gonna happen ? Yes it did . Have you ever tried forgetting one person you really luv after he/she dump you for another person????? Everytime you made up ur mind to forget him/her , put in ur 100% effort to be happy .. then he/she will suddenly recontact you or , send wrong text or smth .. Fucking irritating .

I'm waiting for a impt text nao thanks to Yeeling , it may or may not come ... Oh well ...

"The real promise is if the time you spent together will be worth the pain in the end ." Maybe it's really worth it .. 1/2 a year of miserable , 9months of luv .... the 1/2 a year of miserable is really nth ..... (Self console)


Alright i've tried my best to type as much as i can ! I wont be uploading all my pix @ one go as its srsly too much-_- Argh , im still not used to side fringe !!!!111 Feel like cutting bangs-.-Btw , Please help me to click my nuffnang advs (Y)

RUCUI: whats h3h3h3 ;o
-hehehe ._.

Jeannie: But I thought 0.00 = non degree?
-ooops sorry! I didnt notice tht . Erm its okay to wear non degrees .. just TRY not to wear more than 10hours . & make sure if you're getting geo lens , dont get the fake one can alr :)

passer-by: what th meaning of tsk uh ? Thanks (:
-A sound when you make when you're pissed :)Welcome!

Amanda.: You seems to have alot diff clothes! and spending alot. Jealous:( hahha! mind telling ? :D update more.
-Ah my clothes are very less , i dont think im spending alot though .. ._. LOL! Erm , tell what?:O I'll try to update as much as i can :)

Celine's: Sister , why your hair suddenly so black ? you dye black ah..
-I mention in my post alr ah :O Erm btw msn me ur hp num .

` Passerby: Hey, what do you use for your makeup? Eyeliner and? :O
-Loose powder , eyeliner , eyeshadow , highlight , fake eyelashes , mascara :)

Passer bai. :): Hi, i think you have chubby cheeks. XD Hehe, take care and stay pretty. ^^
-LOL! Hi :) Thanks for ur comment

.: hehehhe you look totally gross without makeup
-hehehehe nice ! How chio are you without makeup , pix ???

-\ AiJin loves ;: .: excuse me ? are you saying that you're very perfect ? eh , nobody's perfect hor ? nabei -.- dont maciam step songbong la _'_ **** off la !
-LOL :) Thanks

Passerby{L}you: Hi , when you normally buy your shoes ? Sorry for asking sucha lame question . HAHA . Stay happy . ;D
-Ah i dont really buy shoes .. ._. I buy less than 3pairs in 1 year LOL!

W,passer by,: May i knew how u do the music change when we enter the blog?Thk,stay pretty(:
-Ah ? Music change?.. It just changes itself .. mine is a playlist ! :) Welcome

W,passer by,: Aijinloves;She didnt say she is perfect(:yeah u are right,nobodys is perfect,But!She is more perfect than (:U want her **** off?Then u shld **** off first(:*****!
-Erm... she's scolding the psb (.) LOL! You must have got the wrong idea :)

Algebra: **** sorry I wasn't being sarcastic. Uh just the way I talk. You're chio okay I like your hair.
-Ah okay :) Erm no .. thanks ~

Pb: hey , your heels are pretty ! :D Where did you get it from ? Lol (:
-Which one ?:O

Fractions: wakaka , your hair rocks , saw you walking at lakeside one day :D anw whts your height & weight , if you dont want to disclose thn nvm , tagged :D
-LOL! Thanks :) Erm my height's around 166cm , 43 kg :)

passerby=D: hellos, mind being a fren to chat with? =D
-Aha o.O Ok .

zxc: hey, i think you look nice in all-black hair :D And your cbox is not dead at all?!!?
-Phew lucky not saying my all-black hair looks uglier than brown hair x.x ...Thanks :) ITS EFFIN DEAD! LOL!

leonard:): hi, u are pretty and cute:) keep on studying veri important in life.. jiayou pretty girl:)
-Hey , nope .. Thanks :)

z: yealor. dun remove eur tagboard laa. heeh. if not next time wan ask you stuff cnt ask ><>
-Aha .. nope .. thanks ! :)

wei zhen: ehhhhh kailingggg! the link the linkkkkk! T^T! TAGS! ;DD
-Harnar ._.

Passerby: Can i ask about what you put at the nuffnang at the ADS PREFERENCE on the blog manager?
-Global cpc ads :)

Fiona: Xinggan, dont remove ur cbox. If not cannot tag u alr D: .
-Aha :)