Sunday, 31 January 2010. 12:15 pm

Hey , how's ur weekends?! Mine's fab . Supposingly going t see SHINEE , but ah .. fuck never go in the end . I think im the last one t wakeup ytd , aha! Prepared etc , meet Yeeling @ Jp interchange & rush down t Je meet Maddie . Stupid Maddie made us wait fucking long . & both me & yeeling have t go round the shop t "hide" cos the whole je interchange is filled w my sec schl mates -.- .. i mean .. ALOT . Flag day i suppose ._.


Soya .. went "hiding" around . But i must sincerely be grateful t maddie luh ! LMAO . She went t imm foodcourt t help me collect my poster & she perspire like fuck bcos of that . Thanks sist! Me hearts you many :* HAHA! While waiting for her , some of my classmates went up t me & ask for donation . Proud t announce that , it's my first time donating $ using my own $ . AHA !


Madde came w my poster aft that . Ewww , it was abit crumpled & dirty . But whatever ! My FT ISLAND poster's back! Wooots . Both me & Yeeling was laughinglikemad when we saw Maddie . Her dressing is .. AHAHAH . Like wearing a singlet inside , a wet vest outside & a short fbt . Her vest was kinda low , so Yeeling was saying .. You want leak half of ur neh(boobs) is it ? & why ur "internal beauty" must wear blue . Then i was laughing like wthzxc . Tsktsk , everytime make me laugh!

Trained down Bugis afterthat , Keyin kpkb she waiting v long alr -.- Reached alr , meet outside sex shop . Both Keyn & Maddie was tempted , so two of them went in . They came out of th shop on thier own , not being kick out . They said its disgusting inside x.x LMAO . Me Yeeling & Xiufang was waiting outside , dw xiasuey ourself . LOL


Shopped around w Maddie Keyin Xiufang & Yeeling . All of us kept complaning its hot -.- I mean like.. seriously very squeezyzxc! Damn lots of ppl , i swear . Shop shop shop , i only bought a leopard print dress & a top w jacket . Me luv it alot!*winks . Saw Huiling & her clique as well . Then Xiufang & Keyin went off first , bcos Xiufang wants t bath & change .

Meanwhile , me maddie & yeeling trained down t somerset shop . The new shopping mall there is not really good , kinda boring *yawns . Went inside Forever21 etc etc , goddamnboring . I only saw one very very very unique necklace , luv it lot !! MAD CHIO . But it cost $26 :( I shouldnt spent those money on these things . So i didnt buy .


(They really watching porn la D:<)

Then , Jeslyn'Zharbor called & all of us trained down back t bugis . Walked t arab street & waited for Keyin & xiufang's cab t arrive -.- They cab down , kumpua long . We sat on a bench for at least 40mins , driving me crazy . While waiting , Maddie & Yeeling is busy watching porn & discussing bout it . IM SERIOUS , NO JOKE DUDE . Cos Maddie's phone got porn -.- I pretended t see nothing , when i glance what they're doing . So..i admit for them , its real porn .

(I only tried doing this when nobody's around , abit unglam machiam suck lj) HAHA!

Finally Keyin & Xiufang arrived . Went t the sheesha place & find Jeslyn Feifei & thier friends . Ahem , abit weird . Called 2 bottles of sheesha , one of them damn nice . While sheesha-ing , Keyin's turn t watch th porn -.- Wthzxc .. I'm the most pure one . LOL~ Talked & slack around . Wesley & co came & find us :) So went down the sheesha shop , t the street & chat w them awhile .

(I love smiling :))
Stupid wes ! Everytime lisiao ppl only :( Lisiao me w what hotel room service etc , shared (insert words) w him & then he told me he got aids -.- Stupid me t believe it . Scaredie ppl only :( Bad guy , tsk . Sheesha awhile more & went off . Waste $ ! But xiufang treat luh , thanks alot . So we left the 2 bottles of sheesha for Jeslyn & co :) Bidded goodbye as well .

Xiufang vomitted when she went out of the sheesha place . All of said that the shop's abit weird & sheesha quality cmi . Then next , become Keyin & me want vomit -.- Stupid sheesha . I prefer the one w air con . Sky was dark when we left arab street . Walked down t Bugis street's ljs , find wes & co . Eat there , while wes & co went out smoke . They sat outside there smoke for at least 1h .


Didnt have appetite & was having a headache . Keyin kept making up stupid stories @ ljs , LOL .. Before heading home , me smack wes's head :) AHA . Chatted awhile w John over the phone , was messaging like mad @ midnight . Slept around 4am plus .

You dont even know that we're messaging & over the phone , when you're just beside . Bastard .

Reader.: Thanks :D btw, i like your fringe :) i tried cutting slope and it was kinda screwed. Hah x.x
-Welcome! Oh , mine's now bangs .

JIAYI: tried clicking every advertisement i saw, don't know wheather it helps or not.
-Oh , thanks! As long as you click the adv jiu can alr , not the box .

Jasmine: Sweet luv/sist [:<3 -
-Hello!

anonymous: o.o keep catching. /: and now even my principal come aft me. /:
-I tried pinning up my fringe up nowadays alr :)

Wenxin: Hello, :D . Going out tomorrrrow ?:$
-Hello! Nope , why .

KAILI: I saw you @ Jurong east mrt just now.:)
-Is it ? o: Why never call me D:

Passerby says: Your hair extentions is clip on de or ? (:
-Current extend eh .

KokLeong !: hey relink ! http://th-unforgetfulmemory.blogspot.com/
-K

passerby: where you got tongue pierced and how much ? Is it legal too?
-Woodlands checkpoint , $12 w stud provided . Piercing is not illegal x.x Its a shop btw .

Kellybei: Kailin! Havent seen you very long already! Meet up soon! Luvs : )
-Er hello! :) My name is missing one G ._. Sorry >< who're you ? Do i know you ? ; F A N G L I N G: Passby & taqqed. :D
-Ty :)

SINYEE!: HAHA, nope . Btw, TAG :D
-Heh^^

---: Okay, thanks alot! ^^
-You're welcome!

♥Winie: Chiobu ! Hahas , passby & taqed . Seeyou [L] .
-Tag replied @ blog .

Xiaoens: Babydoll, why all the poster face like vandalised one >: Ima so sad i didn't get to go >: cries. I love hongki so much. You must watch You're beautiful, it's rly nice! Cryoutloud, my hongki! >:
-Not vandalised! Is thier signature , LOL . I watched finish long ago ._.

ApRiL: heyheyY! tagged (;
-Hey ! Thanks!

Maddie: I go imm collect your poster, must be grateful LOL.
-Refer t post! LOL .. Next week we go put , before cny , steady ? :)

Saturday, 30 January 2010. 5:29 am

Time check : 4.50 am .








Hello readers , sorry for the delay of update ! I've class test everyday , aww sick of it . There's error in my post , it should be posted on fri instead of sat yeah . Wondering why KaiLing's not asleep yet ? IAM! But i randomly wokeup , & remembered that i havent post . So i came!



Was actually watching drama on com everyday , for at least 5eps per day , LOL . Then ytd 5plus pm , Yeeling called me ! She said she wants t go see FT ISLAND @ imm , so yeah .. changed & went t meet her . You know , fucking irritating . I need to prepare everything v v v fast , then both of us kept chiong chiong chiong -.- Uh , im not a fan of ft island actually , LOL .. Went there , wow .. lots of people . Met up w (nurul?) , veron , sinyee & mingai ! As you guys know , if should be kinda obvious there'll be alot ppl right? Esp girls . Know what i saw? I wished i was blind . I saw a laoahpek , purposely(v obvious) put his lj against a girl's leg & somehow "rub" against the leg . I took the picture down t show you guys how obvious it is , but Yeeling deleted because of ft island -.- Ah nvm . I wonder why the girl have no reaction at all , probably because of over obsessed w ft island i guess .




& idk why im so lucky , im actually most most most infront , LOL ! Infact , i was late ! Luck , i guess ;)  was like omfg .. omfg omfg! There's 5 member in ft island , i mainly noticed 2 nia .. cute ttm! Really , i swear . & because of thier cuteness , my behaviour there starts not t behave like my usual one -.- I was screaming & shouting for them!! I usually dont do that , unless i hyper . So ya .. i was like shouting &shouting . LOL! Oh , i was snapping thier videos & photos like mad also . HAHA! I swear , they're damn cute&shuai in rl!




Afterthat , went out . So staffs selling thier limited edition cartoon character & poster! Thier poster was .. wow fucking big ! Shiny somemore . Cost $5 , there labelled "ft island fans meeting 2010" . Headed t eat , @ kopitiam . Preparing t train home @ mrt station alr , i was like SHYT ! I forgot t take my poster!!! So yeah , sinyee (nurul?) & yeeling damn good luh ! *Touched . They acc me run back imm , & find my poster . BUT ITS ALR GONE! :( Saddieme only .




I was going like crazyzxc , cursing the person who took it . Wish the person go out kena car bang , walk stairs will fall down , studies fail , run will sprain dao leg , lost his/her item & never come back! Hmph! I think thats all i want t curse , dont want t be too bad (X LOL .




So yeah .. was damn sad , alright dont rank it up alr . I'm going mad . So , walked back t mrt station & trained home . The great thing was , everybody ps me @ lakeside -.- .. Reached home @ about midnight . Heading out w sisters lateron . More photos/videos will be uploaded into this post again if im free .

---: Ohh, can i know where you cut it? Thanks alot (:
-9head plus . I couldnt give you the exact address cos i couldnt remember >< sorry! Hmm .. if i happen t go there , i'll post the address on my blog (; passerby: LOL! , you cut your wrist uhs ? same . -.- , but better not, later need go for all kind of injections .but the reason why they nag at us is because they want us to do better in life & get a good job. (:
-Er .. that was what i did in the past . Now i dont do that alr (: Thanks for ur advice !

♥ Cheryl.L: Taggeds (:
-Thanks ! You're ?

Georgina: Ooohh... ohhkies. My sku doesnt allow students t do extensions :(So , i have t hide it away frm tcher:) Anyw , thanks ! ^^
-Oic! You're welcome , hope that helps! :)

Huiwen,: Tagggeeeed (:
-Thanks (;

anonymous: welcome and yeah, my parents are somewhat same as yours. /: anyway does your dm or whoever still catch you? just asking, hope not. :)
-He just catched me ytd x.x

Maddie: okay Sat meet up!
-K!(L)

Kaixin: Smile ^^ Don't sad
-Trying :)

sjj: mm, can gib moi chiur lumber? ish huan ghost gayrang jiak mai?
-Stfu -'-

2263423's: BABYLUV ! :D
-BABYLUV~ Hmph! Never contact me at all lor!

. 4:46 am


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Out till night  , w/luvs kailing .

Wednesday, 27 January 2010. 9:07 pm

Apologies for not updating ytd , was really speechless . HAH & thankyou everyone for concerning me . I almost teared when i saw you guys tags ! Really , touched . However , im sorry for ranting this type of things here . Really appreciate what you guys tag :)

Well , for the first time in my life i think i do enjoy schooling , today ! First lesson was DNT , omfg 2 hours again . Did my test , gonna score at least B3 i guess . Pretty confident bout that! *Winks . Other lessons as pernormal , nothing interesting . Ohoh , my form teacher divorced me & lina in eng class :( Awwwww , LOL . Basically she changed seats for everyone . I was so lucky that , i got switched to the last 2nd row(fucking far) , & i sat w a malay boy . Can you believe it ? I cant too .

    (Tsk , canot blame me ! I almost failed art . HAHA)


Maths lesson was totally crap , because i found out that out of around 27pupils in my maths class , only 7 of us passed maths quiz!! OMFG , I think im gonna fail la . Walao . Ah .. fuck . Assembly next , wasnt paying any attention at all , LOL . Was busy chatting with Alex & Wes . Really enjoyed that small conversation k !


Me & Alex(Yeeling's favourite type of guy: Angmoh) was like busy sharing what we did in our past . Was amazed by alex . He say he & his friends did all sorts of things , like during art lessons .. they threw the pain all over the place & even set the table on fire!!! Wthzxc . The guys even play used condoms , omfgzxc . Gross , i mean it . Mad alex kept making me show my stud like 12345678 times ! He go spread somemore . Still say im one of those emo girls that do smth , really .. ahem ! Everytime say im emo :( Ew bad tsk .  But i swear he's nice! *Smiles .

English enrichment was aft schl , 2hours . Boredlikeshyt tsktsk . Home straight & i did my revision+homework till 7pm!! Dinner , bath & here iam . I think i've been a real good girl today ! People , goodness sake .. dont keep reminding valentine's coming ! I'll hate you ttc , i swear (*Cross hand) . I havent received gifts for valentine days before ! HAHA . I think its f*uking hilarious , i mean it . Im lmao-ing when im typing this . No any other intention of saying all this yeah ! Be clear , be nice .

I canot believe that yeeling actually forgot that Shinee is coming this sunday ! Fuck her . No matter how sad i'm , shinee's ringdingdong will make me high!! I swear . I made it through that toturing period of time , because of that song!! Thanks lot . & we missed each other alot !! omg , that bitch :* Gonna meet her this sat & sun . Be sure there'll be pics (; RINGDINGDONG RINGDINGDONG~ I canot believe there's only one tag for today :( ..

---: Hi, can i know how you tell the hairdresser about your last time fringe?
-Hey hello!:)Erm you mean the slope fringe? Er i just told the hairdresser i wanna cut slope , so yeah i'll say i want how long etc . Cos the hairdresser is kinda close w me & skillful , so she gets what i mean . If you intend t cut , i suggest you find a picture of that kind of fringe & show the hairdresser :) It may works better .

Maddie: I'm sure your parents only mean the best for you, although they aren't showing it well. Yeah if it's me my blood sure boil also. But try to get less angry ya!
-Hmmm , i'll try control yeah ! Eh sist imy ! , meet this sat w keyin & co as well ?^^

Psby: Is your fren still selling e spec? if so, do let her noe ive email her bout buying e specs. thanks!
-Replied @ cbox .

Akiko: Hi, tagged. lol
-HI!! LOL .

Passer: Heyhey. Relax every parents is like that de. If your parents dont nag, then something is wrong le. This is teenage life lurh. Just chill(: Parents don't care how much u improve be it F9 to A1, they Just see, Orh you lose to your cousin by one mark.. Then say eeeyur, why cannot like them, It's like this de. I think just try gain trust from ur parents lo. And hope everything turns out fine(:
-I'm quite chill now :) Thanks for ur concern & advices !

C, w luv (: Hello girl, cheer up yeah. ^o^ There are many blog readers here who understand you too, being pressured by parents and all. Tch. Smile, yeah?:)
-Hello :) I'll try yeah *Smiles . Thanks alot .

Huiwen,: Tageeed (: Tageeed (:
-Thanks!^^

sjj:meimei rooking goots in uniform...
-Lol , ty .

Ahhh Ling: mac ling !! relink me yeah :D
-Yeah sure! Aiyoh , still need remind me in schl -.- .. LOL!

BELLLA: you still using th calculator ~!!!XD
-You wanna buy me a new culculator ? :) LOL . Wanna go out this sat?! ME FUCKING MISS YOU .

anonymous: i understand how you feel. cheerup girl. :) look at all the tags below. ^^
-Hmm .. hope you really understand :) Nice t have you guys around . Thanks , i'll try cheering up!

psb: if everyone hates you in your class what will you do when they write a letter to you and say ihu
-Er , thats so random . I'll probably give them those stares that can fuckdie them . Of course , i'll be mad & sad . I'll reflect on my behaviour first , if i did nothing wrong . Then they'll better be sure that they dont chance upon me outside / alone . Idk what i'll do , maybe smth crazy ._. Did that happened t you ?.. Just asking , no offence :)

Jean! (:: Tag dua chio bu. Thank me horz . :D Hahhaha <3
-Dua li eh si lang tao >< LOL , k . Asap :) Thanks anw . YeeLing.: see! so many people cheering you up, still so sad fr what neh. CHEER UP LAH, GOHKAILING !! <:
-Hanar , zhi dao le la!! IMY YOU KNOW!!!!OMFG .

passerby: omg, my parents totally do the same thing lor. Cried when read your posts. Sounds ridiculous, but whateves.
-HAH! :) Sorry to make you tear yeah >< I didnt know that it'll make ppl cry>< . Yeah , parents can do/say smth really ridiculous at times , but whatever~ Smiles! Joanna: tagged :) btw i dk what had hapend to you btw cheer up i will be there for you de :) meet me soon o.o :)
-Hey !:) Sure , contact me when you wanna meet .

Monday, 25 January 2010. 9:05 pm

As for yesterday .. i went out w my family in Jp . I was using my lappy halfway when they suddenly want t go & kept rushing me . I dislike that ; you should know that . I realised that i've been hating going out as a whole family w my parents . Because they just mention that someone as the pleased . & when i gave them attitude , they have no idea why , they blame it on my daily usage of com instead . I mean .. cant they understand me more ? I know im complicated . But mainly i showed attitude was because they kept rubbing salt on my wound / not trusting me or even understand me .


I dont fucking understand why they like comparing w my cousins ? I mean .. when i sometimes compare my freedom w other friends . They'll be like aiyah , you dont compare lah . Isnt that the same logic ? Even my grandma likes comparing me w cousins . You know whats thier views bout me ?.. Aiyah , you see ur cousins & sist also got good progress award , you donthave . That few hundered can eat a very good meal ! Obviously , i'll be angry right? I was like , Even if i get that few hundered i wont use it t treat you all obviously . I 1 day will finish everything .

So we continued . "yeah la yeah la , you only know how take $ la & ur attitude nowadays getting worse" This makes my blood boil . Yeah , i only know how take $ , but you think the amount of $ you give alot ? Since you like comparing , then compare w other ppl's parents luh . They give thier child more freedom & money . I remembered clearly , he told me .. Ur studies so lousy , only know how shop & take money , & godknows who you're always mixing with! You know it clearly urself . I think ur attitude is only better than those ahbeng & ahlian luh . Now also dk you got meet that (someone) anot!

I wonder how on earth they're able t say things like : im only better as compared t ahlian & ahbeng ..


Tsk , put myself in my shoes .. how would you feel ?.. After they said so much t me .. I wouldnt be in a good moood obviously . I showed attitude , & they blame it t com -.- NO LINK AT ALL . Okay , enough of it .

So today , i went t library w lina till 4plus . Slacked around jp myself till 6plus , chanced upon Wesley'Dumb etc . & the same thing happenes again , w my father .. He mentioned bout that someone , again . & the trust , all those crap things .

& me? Uh huh , i got myself landed in tears back home , twice . Continously for this two days . I was told not to show that-kind of face when i didnt get my new hp . I said nothing . But inside my mind .."I didnt do it on purpose , you think i want that?.. I didnt show that face bcos i didnt get my hp , no . It was bcos you didnt trust/understand me & you rubbed salt on my wound ."

I even wanted to tell them that my maths & science improved alot , but i dont see the point of telling them . Neither do i have the mood to tell . It makes no much difference .

Awww my eyes are swollen ): & it pains like as if needles are pricking my eye balls or should i say .. like as if soap is inside my eyes? If it doesnt heals by tmr(hope it dont) , I'll absent from schl .

FML FML FML

Reader.: Hey, the white top you're wearing on the jan17 post is pretty. May i know whr you got it? (:
-Bugis street :)

Yuting !: Must be patient x.x
-OhOh :x im not .

~~: who w0r.
-Replied @ tagboard .

YeeLing.: i also want my holiday life!!! <:
-Uh ..

Raymond.: What's your blog song title?
-My blogsongs are randomly shuffled .

Georgina: Ermm , hellos. May i noe , how should i hide my extensions frm tchers ?Pls kindly reply mi asap ! ^^Btways , you very chiio leiys ^^
-Hello! Tie a bun :)? Why would you want t hide ur extensions from teachers? Thanks , but im not .

Clinton': heres ur tag (: haha~
-Thanks kor! W/ luvs .

Kaixin: kaixin today happy ? o.o Smile xD
-Uh .

Passerby says: You looks cute when you clip up your fringe . (: (L)
-Hey !:) Thats nice of you , thanks although i dont think so .

Huiwen,: Tageeeeed ! (:
-Thanks (:

Passerby: May i know how you did your hair in th Jan22 post? Love it alot :D
-Erm , i just tie a ponytail & then just bundle my hair in a bun & use another hair band t tie it up? :)

Yuki: Hey sist, nice hairbow ^^
-Thanks sist!

Sunday, 24 January 2010. 1:39 pm

I'm missing everyone like shyt now :( My friends sisters brothers & ahem . Praying hard for holidays to reach soon . I wanna enjoy my holiday life ! Like going out till midnight , kbox , sheesha etc . I hate it , studies are kinda controlling me now ! fuck you .


Well , i've been rotting @ home since fri . Rot rot rot , grandpa came t my house yesterday . I didnt speak t him , at all . I was busy making out w my lappy . HAHA! So sorry . Hmmm .. Dad & Mum went out early in the morning t town , ps me at home . Rot till evening , headed out for dinner w family @ 9headplus . What surprised me was , .. i didnt wore any makeup ! LOL because my dad dont like it -.- Tsk .

Didnt spoke a word throughout the whole dinner , thats rare . My eyes are actually half open-ed like (-.-) , i've no idea why . Brought Grandpa back t Huiru's house & watch tv awhile . Cabbed home next .

Im rotting here again . Not sure whether going out w family later on , hope so . Idw t rot @ home again . Awwwww , some bitches (example:Boyf snatcher) are ugly w/o makeup & they think they're very chio -.- *Pukes . They dare go out w/o makeup or even take a simple pix ? LOL tsktsk .

Xiaovess: Misses too !:D
-<3 Xiaovess-PSB: blogger skin is for everyone t use, where got copy -.-
-Thanks :)

Jenny,: Linked! :)
-Thanks!

-: not good if i wanna forget him :/
-Oh .. Nvm luh , sometimes its good t face th reality :) Maybe it'll take years t forget someone . Who knows ? It depends on the girl .

psbb: ur name called mingzhen? nice nice
-Yeah :) Really ? I dont think so :/ Thanks anw!

Xiaoens: Babydoll tagg! xoxo. Lol, the psb boliao one, that time also accuse me copy xiaodrea. Still tag her blog -.- Everybody's using blogger skin lohx, wth sia this psb.Lol, the pix nice what. Put at noticeboard okie ah:D
-Thanks!Uh , dont care tht person luh -.- I (shy) mah! LOL . Everybody pt 1 pix or 2 nia , i put alot also :x HAHA .

--: where you buy your off shoulder shirt. how much
-You mean 17Jan post ? Bugis street , $10 .

Hojingci.: Hi sis. ^^
-o.o! Hi!!^^

Jasmine: Hello tagged ! [: w/luv. haha [:
-Thanks alot :)

~~: who u lyk, someone in the east ?
-Someone near the end of green line . Why , do i know you ?..

Dion'♥: Helloo , passedby & tagged ^^ . Staypretty ^^
-Hello! Thanks alot :) Nope , you too .

Saturday, 23 January 2010. 11:47 am

When you break her heart, she still feels it even after a long period .

When she goes quiet , millions of things are running through her mind .

When she tells you , “I’m fine ,” after a few seconds , it is meant to fool you .

When she told you she can’t live without you , she made up her mind that you are her future .

When she says , “I miss you,” ; no one in this world can miss you more than she does .

When she is mean to you after a break-up, she wants you back, but she’s scared she’ll get hurt and knows you’re gone forever.

When she says she loves you, she really means she loves you & it'll never change .

她说她很想你 ..

PS:// Credits to Lovedrunked , reedited it myself . 

PSB: Copy xiaodrea? it's the heading lea, you know yourself. lol
- LOL , do you need me t find ppl using this blogskin ? Its supported by blogger.com So what specific prove you got t say i copy ? Did i copy her photo ? Or her style of writing ? Hmmm& seriously i dont find her blog & mine is similar -.- Oh , or you mean ppl cant use what she use?(; I can tell you , that font for heading , i use for 1 or 2 months alr . & i've put my blog url as heading BEFORE . What have you got t say ? -.- My heading isnt same as her anw (;

Pb: your name's mingzhen then why you want ppl call you kailing? o.o just askin, no offence. xD
-Cos i prefer that :) Nope , its okay .

-: LOL? Copy xiaodrea? Don't be dumb lah byyyytch, tons of people uses this skin.I just can't too. ): .......... It's so hard, esp. since he's in the same school as me and i can see him like almost everyday.. :/
-LOL , thanks !:) It may be a good thing if he's in the same schl as you , mine is like wow .. one @ west one @ east . Totally , far :(

BELLLA: GOHKAILING ILY LA. talk with you liao , feel so qing song liao XDTAGGED~!IF YOU SAY LIKETHAT IS COPY , THEN EVERYBODY IS COPYING EACH OTHER'S HEADING! LMAO , LAME .
-ILY TOO LA ! X)

Maddie: Pb- **** sia, like that means I've been copying her for years, even before I had a ****ing idea who she is, because I know that font? -.-
-LOL . Thanks sist (:

Xiaovess: Yo !Haha (: Tagged
-Replied @ blog .

Kaixin: if you want xD haha can't stop laughing . abit drunked ~.~
-Crazy -.- lol .

Leon : Pb: ok even , IF she did copy what do you want to do ? o.o
-LOL

♥ , baby小cute-PSB: Tag Jie! my jie also nv copy the photo u say so much for? BLOGSKIN nia! also not very GOLD.Very expensive meh! How much? say la. F3! N'b
-LOL . Thanks :)

Linda ^^: hey beautiful . remember me ? hahhaas .
-Replied @ blog .

Friday, 22 January 2010. 7:34 pm



Eat Drink Study Smoke Love hurt Drink Die ?. Is that life goes for human?! I think everyone's busy w school stuffs , just like me ! I've been staying back aft schl for like dk how many times alr :( More & more busy ! Craps , you know ? Medontlikeit ;


Like as for yesterday , i pon cca . Bcos i dont like get tied down by cca you know :( It doesnt feel good . As for today , tsktsk .. i went t cca open house! What surprised me was .. sec1(s) are treated machiam primary kiddos . I was like .. stunned . Seriously . No offence . I felt sleepy throughout the day today , probably because of the wet weather . Awww , its just so nice t sleep when it's raining! Shyt .


Did an bio experiment on cheeks cell & onion cells . You know , my cheeks cells are nicer than Lina's!! HAHAHAHA . (Thats my motive for telling you we did an bio experiment , LOL!) Butbut , i enjoyed myself today! I swear . Was like lisiao-ing lina for the whole day , i kept telling her , "DO YOU WANT A LOVE HUG ???!" She kept refusing , & struggling t push me away , LOL . I was like , EH , PPL WANT ALSO DONTHAVE LEH!(Joking) Or you prefer a kiss?! I kept doing a kiss pose t her during the lessons etc . She laughed like shyt -.-

Ihateit! She kept tickling me like fuck . I'll get you back one day , lina ang xue li . Ohoh , even during the cca open house , i hold her hand !! omfg . Cos i was snatching my house keys from her , & she hold my hand & we struggled here & there . OMFG .. & i remembered telling Yeeling that .. You know what ? I hate guys like shyt now . Fucking bastard . I like girls are better :) I think im becoming more & more les nowadays . HAHA!


Was sharing drinks w lina , since she dont mind . I took a sip of it , & look into her eyes & said .. LINA .. I HAVE STD .. She was like "Ah ?Yeah la , you have std , i know . Which std ah ?" I shouted , AIDS , FINAL STAGE !!! & i kept using this t prank her . HAHAHAHAHHA . Like twice today :) WOOOOHOOO . I think im becoming crazier & more lame whenever im near lina . She's corrupting me .. tsk!!

So yeah , was exploring around different cca booth . & was also busy snapping my hair ! HAHAH . Ohoh , i got some choco marshmallow & a lollipop too~ I was sucking w my lollipop whereever i go . Like some retarded kids -.- Aft the cca open house ended , stayed back & help the school aunty t arrange chairs because there's some school events going on @ night . & BECAUSE OF THIS , I PERSPIRED!! FINALLY .


Kept arranging & arranging , till 5.30 go home . & th minute i reach home , i on my lappy . Went to Facebook , & said "I'VE FINALLY DONE A GOOD DEED TODAY!:D TSK" .. LOL !

[Edited @ 10.15pm]

Hello ! Just got back home , & yeah .. my mood turn 180 degrees better!! Basically just went for dinner @ 815 w Isabella'Sist around 8pm . Eat together & chatted . Laughed alot . So since we've so much things t talk about , we went under the voiddeck & chatted , h2h talk ! Hmmm .. we talked about friends , closefriends normal friends etc , relationships , some biatches , guys , studies , family etc .. We've got so much things t talk!! You know what , we talked NON-STOP for hours .. & we still have got so much things t talk when we intend t go home , but bobian .. its turning late alr :(

It was bout 10plus then i reached home :/ I was nearly banged by car , TWICE on my way back home . Thanks to that "shelter" , which reminds me of someone .. I felt whole lot better after the h2h talk . Finally , someone who somehow or rather have the same thought as me , suicidal & sometimes positive . We both have a mixture of feelings , but we've no one t talk to ..

So silly of me doing things so that i could die earlier . Giving myself up when people havent done so . Treating myself so inhuman when i should treat myself best . Wasting blood , tears , time & money over someone . Using so many brain cells to think of someone .. whether is (insert name) doing fine ? etcetc . I wished someone could answer my question or i have the guts t ask :/ ..

Are you doing fine ? w her ?

Finding myself more & more scary as times goes by .. I tend t get hyper @ one moment , suicidal & sad @ another moment . Or i have another person living in me ?.. 26th's

Huiwen,: lalala,okok i invite u ^-^ . no nid relink mi one la,my blog dead le -_- anw taggeeed ! u chio lor,alot of ppl agree wif mi hor ! wads ur msn ah?;/ Sorry lah :/
-Replied @ tagboard .

Wenxin: dadadadadadada~~~~ HELLO :( . Gekpohgekpoh near my house ;shy..........
-Tsk , always put one :( there -.- lisiao bodoh .

Calina: haha tagged!!!ur name is ming zhen gt saw mi in sku?i saw u wif ur bestie.haha.anw wt ur cca?
-Thanks . Yeah , my name is that , any problem w that ? No didnt saw you . Oic , call me next time ? My post should have answered what cca im in .

KaiXin: haven decrease ^^ xDSmile i will celebrate with you if you want xD Smile xD UPDATE ! Quick
-Updated :) LOL , i only celebrate w boyf! HAHAHA .

-: No not yet..... Sigh, i just can't. You? You haven't too?
-No , sigh . Ever since it happened .. it changed me . I just can't .

Yuting !: Photobucket all this have de nor (:
-Replied @ blog .

ben: trust me..show your tits and your tags will go up..i wna lick on your wet nipples..
-Replied @ blog .

`♥Ayako;Chloe's: ben stfu -'- pervert man , don't come my sissy's blog talk **** .
-Thanks sissy !

KAILI: Yeepee Hi :>
-Hi!^^

Phavdyyy!: Hi sexy sissy!! :)
-LOL , mai lisiao nar! Thanks :)

Leon : Ben: Why keep disturb her lehs ?
-He fucking boliao mah -'-

Maddie: haha, harms of sheesha!
-Very funny meh?! Mad die . I've done the research! Will share it on blog soon .

♥ , baby小cute: Siam la Ben! N'b, fxck la hor. i know my jie chio. no ned say. c'b
-LOL , thanks brother :)Chill . He fucking got no lj , here talk cock .

Dove: hii kailing : ) how are you? u look like a person called Rainie 杨丞琳
-Hey , erm neutral i guess :) Thanks for th concern . Omfg! Thats my idol! LOL . But er , ahem..we dont look alike x.x at all .

Jasmine: Hello ^^ <3. Tagged and viewed [: (L)
-Thanks!(L)

Eric: since u say your tags are getting lesser, here a tag for u =D
-Haha ,thanks! I didnt know you're stil reading !

Wednesday, 20 January 2010. 7:10 pm

Another typical schoolday again . I'm seriously dying , no joke dude . Tsktsk , im scared by the O-levels . My chances of going ite is around 70% . HAHAHAH! Kinda stress nowadays , lots of homework . Craps . Ps , to add on , my tags are decreasing :( Fuck .

Lessons as pernormal , bored ttm . I'd always be praying hard that it'll be 1.50pm soon . LOL . What's worse is , i've got some bloody hell english enrichment programme afterschool . Totally bullshit , i think . LOL! Oh , we was suppose t choose a topic & present during the last lesson of enrichment course . I've choosed : Harms Of Sheesha . Thats a rare topic you know! & my teacher was like , you've t persuade ppl t stop going sheesha or even trying sheesha . I was like rofl-ing when i heard that . Cos i cant even persuade myself not t go , how persuade the others .

After the enrichment thingy , headed t gekpoh w lina & got our photos printed out . Because my dear form teacher said that , if she dont see our personal photos up on the class notice board by tmrw .. She'll take a camera & shoot us individually . (Thats what ihate most) Seriously . Looks gross you know .

(I think it sucks t put on noticeboard , gross)

& I spent $2 on that bloody small photo , gonna get it pasted up tmrw *shyshy . Valentine's day & Cny items are around almost everywhere . I swear i cant stand it , esp valentine's thingy . Did i mention before , I FREAKING HELL HATE VALENTINE DAY . I swear . In fact , i've never ever celebrated it before! HAHAHAHAH . Same w my other two closer cousins , we cant stand guys saying mushy stuffs t us . It'll make our hair stand , i mean it . Fucking disgusting , you know ? We've a weird thing in common , sometimes .. we cant even stand couples hugging tgt or kissing infront of us -.- Lovely dovey . Ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww .

(Lina plans t put this on the notice board as her pic , ew)

But , i think i can take it alr . Excluding the guys saying mushy stuffs , im gonna vomit you now . Luckily , i found myself normal last year , HAHAHAHAH . I finally can accept "mushy stuffs" from a guy ._. I didnt expect it too . LOL! Yeah , you must be thinking .. "Aiyah , she hate valentine days cos she no one t celebrate with , tsktsk poor thing " Ahem , partly .. yes . But not really(; Heheh . Nevermind , this year's cny clashes w valentine day! Hahahaha .

Please , goodness sake . Forever is bullshits . Dont ever mention it infront of me again . I'd kick ur ass , tear ur ripcage , take ur skeleton t th dogs , cook ur meat w curry ! I mean it . Dont try it , LOL .

Tell you what , if i have the mood & there's not much homework tmrw .. i'll go cca practice . Lastly , ILUV GOHYEELING MY DEAREST . *Touched . HAHA .


Ps :// kl = kailing ? God , tell me whether i still luv him . Please .

-: Yeah, used to tagging with (-) hehex.
-Ohoh! How're you ? Got over "someone"?

passer: Reading your blog, I think it seems fun being your friend. And I know your pain. About family not trusting and stuff.
-LOL , thanks . Where got fun lor :x Yeah , hateit when people donthave trust in me , esp famly . Irritated .

Calina: saw u in sku todae haha.tht gal in tht pic super is ur bestie in sku rite
-Oh , is it . Which part of th schl ? Yeah, my bestie in schl . But we dont hangout outside schl .

Babysumiko;Nichelle.: Girl, Relink me! (^.^) my name had change from xiaokinki to babysumiko
-Sure :) Asap .

ben: show me your breasts!
-Replied @ cbox .

Xiaoens: Babydoll, mind linking me as Akiko? <:
-Ohok , will change it asap .

Tuesday, 19 January 2010. 7:30 pm

I always have nothing t blog about during school days . Simply because i dontwant t be like other bloggers , having those super boring post bout lessons they had in school . You'd probably fall asleep if i do that , right . LOL



Know what , i realised that i'll always feel like vomiting in the morning & have no appetite at all t have my breakfast . Ihateit . Fine , lessons as pernormal . English lesson was a fantastic one , lots of jokes . Chinese lessons are even funnier . Was fooling around w sarah , that silly girl . Ohoh , did i mention before that there's a irritating girl in my class? :/ She looks .. Uhm . & i swear her attitude's even worse . What's worse is , im in the same group w her during some lessons . She likes acting cute(i swear) && likes bullying the guy in my group . Of course , shooting lina as well . I swore i was bearing w her alr .

(She jumped down from a high height , & her legs just nice ended up inside the bin, & this makes her laughed like wthzxc)


Hmmmm basically she's well-disliked by my stream's guys , & of course some girls as well . She's seating behind me for some subjects . Just nice , sarah was like saying me : EH , UR HAIR VERY MESSY LEH . She's teasing me ! Kns sarah (sia la) :) So , i was like YEAH LA , FUCKING UNTIDY :( BUT AT LEAST MY HAIR IS NOT AS MESSY LIKE OTHERS (Turn t th back , facing that girl) . *winks , you get what i mean ? No ? Too bad . Yes? Great for you . Sarah was like laughing & laughing aft i said that -.-



Heyhey , im not as bad or whatsoever negative things you think about me aft reading the above post . I'm not gonna say till so obvious who's the girl , idontwant t get sued by ruining her reputation . LOL


(I found my "best friend" LOL)

Me:Hey , what form is that ?o.o
Girl:Er idk how say .
Me:(Take a look @ it) Oh , financial assistant form :)
Girl:No la!! , its not financial assistant form
Me:Huh ? But there got state leh .
Girl:I mean ya , its a financial assistant form , just that its a financial assistant form for people who are good in thier studies .


LOL . Next lesson was D&T . WOW , i swear it sucks ttc manzxc -'- For continous , 2HOURS OF D&T . Can you imagine that ?? My class was kinda K.O-ed , & majority of us dozed off! HAH . Its extremely torturing . I wished someone is willing t switch F&N w me :(

Headed for cca , because i promised lina ._. Bought french fries etc there t eat . Camwhored as well . Cca till 5pm , here iam !

I always have the habit of checking my emails , fb follow by fs first . & when i was checking fb ..i went to that someone's fb profile , i saw something . I'm wonder if its refering t me . Here goes :

(This is the reason why i hate t clip up my fringe-.-)

'If you have t matchmake (That someone) w one of ur friends , who'll you matchmake (That someone) with ?& you know (that someone)'s friend answer was : Blahblahblah , blablablah , kl .

Fuck . kl???????!! Upload other pitures tmrw \m/

` FEIFEI ,: Tagged , (: Stay pretty yea , ^^ .
-Nope ,thanks (:

KaiXin: Smile ^^
-:D

Pb: Nothing, just asked. Cause saw the fingernails :)
-Hahaha , sharp eyes :)

passerby: pioneer sec?
-Huh ? I'm from pioneer sec . Why ?

2263423's: Alright ! (: Meluvyou .
-Better contact me ! LOL , meluvyou .

Maddie: You maybe not have close/best friend, but you have a lot of friends what (:
-Have more friends no use , best/close friends is better . Agree?! ^^ LOL

Liwen: Oo0o0oh,then 14th jan you got wear contacts?
-Yes .

Akiko's: LOVELY, TAGG! <3 ^^
-Thanks! <3 R: Your skin is white lah. Close/Best friend take times to find. I'm sure they're around you somewhere just that you didnt notice.
-LOL , thanks . Hmmm , maybe :)

passby: tag~ tag~ tag~ <3 with loves
-Thanks , nice of you :)

-: hey... i don't have close/best friend neither am i in good terms with my family... at least you and your sister are still quite ok whereas me and my sister are like... totally no talk.
-Hey , you tagged me before , right? :) You mean my real-blooded sister?She's too small for heart2heart talk . LOL , anyway dont be upset bcos of this alright!^^

Huiwen,: SAW U TODAEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE ! woh,u look so chio in ur uniform man -.-. anw taggeeed !
-LOL , chio meh x.x I think looks like bakery/nurse uni . Anw thanks luh . EHEH , YOU HAVENT INVITE ME T UR NEWEST BLOG .

KAILI: Waa your hair look not bad leah. :)
-Hahah , hai hao nar . Thanks :)